Sweet Emotion
Author: LadyMonarchDragon
Summary: Summary: On a routine trip to the grocery store, Shindou Shuichi finds a kid in an alley. His memory is gone, and everyone has some serious sorting out to do.
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"K-san, I don't think that he's out of the ordinary…" Shuichi thought out loud. He was watching his new friend hang out with Suguru and Hiro, and realized that he could almost never coax Yuki to come talk to his friends, and when he did, Yuki couldn't wait to leave, and it showed.
"Ok, Bad Luck, it's time to practice." Said K, clapping his hands together. Kaito became confused. "Who's got bad luck?" said Kaito to Shuichi. Shuichi laughed at Kaito's innocent query. " No, no, that's our band name." Kaito's eyes widened in admiration. "Wow, you guys are in a band? That's so cool!" Shuichi blushed with pride.
" I'm the singer!" said Shuichi, getting a big head. "Really? Wow, that's so awesome!" said Kaito, idolizing Shuichi. K hit him on the head, and dragged him to the practice room.
" Okay, you guys ready?" said Shuichi, ready to sing. "Iich, Ne, San, Che!"(1)
kanari kireteru Doll
itsuma demo kawaranai yoru o buchikowase zawameku kaze ni meguru raito ga
oto o tatete kioku tobasu kitto shiranu hazumonai yuwaku
kokoro o midasu kimi no beis ja nani mo nokosezu yoru ga akeru
mada mienu shuuchaku wa genkaku…
itsumo kobiteru dake…
nani mo mie yashinai
jibun no naka de dare ga sakebu ?
kanari kimeteru Doll
todokanai yume naraitsu nugi sutero kanari kireteru Doll
itsuma demo kawaranai yoru o buchikowas
nagareru namida habikoru uso ni jibun o somete yume o nisu
sora ni mau haiiro no jounetsu….(2)
"That was great! You guys rock!" said Kaito, plucking the strings in Hiro's guitar. Kaito's arm was seized by Shuichi. "C'mon, Kai, we got to get you to a doctor. Kaito scrutinized him. " Why do I have to see a doctor?" whined Kaito, pouting, his bottom lip sticking out. Shuichi blushed, because he had to admit that Kaito looked kind of cute when he did that. " We gotta check on the state of your amnesia." Kaito pouted again, and Shuichi wondered what it would feel like to kiss him, but realized what he was thinking and shook the idea right out of his head.
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" Well, your friend is right. He does have one of the more mild forms of amnesia. May I speak to you privately for a moment?" Doctor Swartz led Shuichi outside for a moment. " I'm sorry I have to tell you this…" Swartz looked inside the room to find Kaito swinging his legs and humming a tune from Bad Luck. " He will never regain his lost memory. I very sorry." Shuichi shrugged.
"That's okay, I think I like this memory better anyhow." Shuichi walked into the room and said, "Ready to go, Kai?" They asked the doctor where to pay, and then left, the doctor's mouth hanging open. He snapped out of it and went back to his work, muttering 'fucking kids…'
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"7:03" "7.03" "7.03" Kaito glared at the clock. It was taunting him, with it's evil time-freezing abilities. It was torturing him, by not ever changing and trapping him in a state of constant clock-watching until he withers away by watching that accursed clock. It must be possessed…it must be possessed…why isn't it moving…goddamned clock…hot damned glock…mot shamed tock…goddamned clock… " 7:0-7:04!" Kaito exclaimed, clapping his hands together.
Kaito got up, and went into the living room. Yuki was typing, and Shuichi was at band practice again. Shuichi offered to take him to practice again, but Kaito declined. He didn't want to distract them. He was now counting the seconds till Shuichi came home again.
" So…Yuki, wanna play a …" he was cut off by Yuki's resounding "no."
" I was gonna say…"
" No."
" I just wanna…"
"No."
" Board…"
"No!"
"…Game?"
"NO!"
" Board game?"
" No, goddamn it kid! Fuck off, before I knock you out!"
Kaito walked out of the apartment, down the stairs, and out into town. He looked at all the happy people.
Kaito's POV
I looked around at all the happy people. At least, they looked happy. But maybe, just maybe, some of these people knew happiness. I hope that some people know how to live life. I don't. I don't even know who I am. To some, I am Kaito, the amnesiac who people feel sorry for. That's all I'm good for, really. I'm nothing more than people who have nothing better to do than to fawn over someone's misfortune, and I'm sick of it. Oh, he's got amnesia? Poor thing… or Amnesia? What's that? I hope these people know happiness, because that means that they have worth. I don't. I'm worthless.
Normal POV
Kaito slid down a wall and began to cry. He couldn't mooch off kind, gentle Shuichi anymore. He needed to leave. He had to get away, and stop being such a burden on people's lives. " Maybe I should just kill myself…" He looked up with tear tracks down his cheeks. He saw a happy couple, laughing, kissing and just plain soaking up the life that resonated from one another.
No…killing one's self meant giving up. Kaito wouldn't give up. There was still something he had to do first.
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" Hey, Yuki! Where's Kaito?" said Shuichi, coming in and setting his journal of sound lyrics on the coffee table. Yuki grunted. " I dunno, he went out somewhere." Shuichi frowned, and sat down beside Yuki. "Kaito doesn't usually just go out…" Yuki grunted again and said, " Why do you care what his habits are? Are you his mother?"
Shuichi just frowned again, and said, " No, I just worry about him, I guess." Right then, Kaito walked in. "
"Hey guys, what's going on?" said the brunette, as he sat on the couch beside Shuichi, who flashed him a smile. Yuki grunted for the third time. "Nothing, just hanging out, I s'pose." Said the Pink haired singer, turning on the TV. "Well, I'm gonna hit the hay, okay guys?" said Kaito, moving to his new sleeping spot on an air mattress in the dining room. " Ok, good night, Kai." Said Shu, changing the channel again.
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The stealthy figure slunk through the house, taking meager provisions and a blanket and one of Yuki's sweatshirts. Kaito walked through the house and into Yuki's and Shuichi's room. On Shuichi's dresser, he placed three envelopes and began to leave, but went back to look at the sleeping figure of Shuichi, who had his mouth slightly open. Kaito smiled a little, and kissed Shuichi on the nose, who muttered something incomprehensible and turned to his other side." Good night, angel…" whispered Kaito, as he walked out of the room and to the front door.
He saw Shuichi's book of lyrics and looked at them for a second. A few tears rolled down his cheeks, making red marks on milky white skin. He took the book of lyrics whispering, " Forgive me, Shuichi…" and left the apartment.
(1)Iich, Ne, San, and Chii are 1,2,3,and4 in Japanese(I think
(2) This is the song Blind Game Again by Bad Luck. If you wanna go to see the song and other shibby Gravitation stuff, is a great resource.
Sorry if you think Yuki is too cold, or whatever, but first of all, I'm not a big Yuki fan. He bugs me.
Tell me what you think!
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