"Were back" Pheobe and Piper say coming through the front door. I guess they came home for lunch.
"Hey" Prue says running into the halway and giving them a hug.
"You seem better" Piper says
"I haven't been this excited to get my period since I was like Paige's age" Prue says
"Screw around while you still can, kid" Piper says to me. I know she is joking but how can she joke about this!
"Oh my god" Pheobe says realizing what Prue meant.
"Lets not talk about it" Prue says. Of coarse the day I confront her I am wrong, but still what if she was pregnant? Imagine what she could have done. How can she be so happywith herself? How can Pheobe and Piper be so okay with it.
"You fealing any better?" Piper says coming over to me trying to give me a hug. I back away and run upstairs. How can they just be so calm about this? Ugh! I put a chair up against the door when I hear Piper coming up after me. I don't have a lock, but a chair will do.
"Paige let me in!" Piper yells. I turn on my cd player really loudly. I put on a Marilyn Manson cd because I know she hates it.
"Paige!" This time Prue hits the door. I see the chair shake, but it wont give way. I turn down the music though. I wouldn't want the neighbors to call.
"Paige, we have to go back to school mondays a short lunch" Piper yells back. They should all go back to school together. Thats how it should be just them.
"Go then!" I yell.I hear them whispering. I can't make out what they are saying, but I would bet my life that they're talking about me. Finally I hear them go downstairs then the car pulling out of the driveway. I take the chair out from the door and go downstairs. Then I see Prue in the kitchen. I turn around to run back to my room, but it's too late she sees me.
"Paige!" She yellsrunning twords me and grabbing my hand. Great now I can't orb away without taking her with me.
"Don't touch me" I say to her.
"Don't orb away" she says. How does she know about that, "I did my reasearch" she says answering the question I was about to ask.
"What do you want?" I ask her rudely.
"I want you to tell me why you're so upset" she says
"Why shouldn't I be?" I say
"What did I do to offend you so much?" she says with an attitude.
"You're just like Sam, you're irrseponsible, you're a slut, you're a child abandoner, you're heartless" I sart yelling. I didn't mean to be that mean, but once I start I can't stop. Her face looks upset like she is about to cry, but I still can't stop.
"You're mad at me for being a teenager, making a mistake, you're my sister you of anyone should know that this was just an accident" she says. I don't think I have seen her this upset since mom died, and I was only a little kid. Victor doesn't even make her this upset.
"A mistake. An accident!Well, guess what? I am that mistake. Thats why I'm so mad." I say, "How could you be so stupid?"
"Well, you know what I don't care what you say. You aren't even my full sister" She says. I stop dead in my tracks. I can't even respond to that. How could she say that to me. I begin to cry. I don't want her to see my like this so I run upstairs and shove the chair under my door. Prue follows me and bangs on the door.
"Paige, I didn't mean it." she yells. I can tell by her voice that she is crying too.
"Well its too late, you screwed up! Again!" I say
"Paige! I'm sory" she says
"Well, I'm not. I meant what I said." I say. I wonder if shes been thinking of as a half sister for all these years. If I am just like a waste of her time. Or a waste of money and space.
"Paige, half sister or sister. It's the samething. Were still sisters" she says
"Well, I wish we weren't because then I wouldn't have to be around someone like you ever!" I say. I don't know what's coming over me, but she is making me so angry. I guess this topic really hits close to home. Where ever that is.
"Fine" I hear her mutter. I can hear her crying harder and harder. I just want to get out of here. I'm upset that I've wasted o much of her time, and I've made her so angry.
"I'm sory" I say then I orb away. I reapear under the porch not even a minute later. I lie back and enjoy the quiet. I lie ther for a few minutes then I hear something.
"Paige, look can we just foget about today?" Prue says crawling under the porch. How does she know about this place?
"How did you find me?" I ask.
"I've always know. Were sisters. You used to come here when you were a kid, and now that your grown up you still come sometimes" she says. Even though this doesn't seem like much it means more to me than all the apologies in the world. We grew up together, and she remembers. She's been paying atention to me, she always loved me anyway. And she isn't calling me a kid anymore, she is agnowleging that I am an adult and she can tell me things. But what haveI shown to her back, everything she tells me I turn against her. I should have been happy for her about sleeping with Andy, not mad because she could have made a huge mistake.
I cry again this time because I almost screwed up the best thing I have. The relationship with my sister.
"No, we can't forget it, but we can move on" I say, and hopefuly we will grow from this.
"Then lets get out of here. It's cold, and muddy, and Pheebs and Piper will be home soon. I grab her hand and orb us upstairs into her room.
"Thanks" she says.
"I'm sory about today" I say
"Me too" she says and I give her a huge hug. I feel like I never want to let go, but I have to and i do. Then I go downstairs to shower.
