"What?" I say aloud putting the phone down.
"What's wrong?" Pheobe asks.
"Nothing" I say rushinging upstairs before she sees me cry.
Why doesn't he want to see me anymore? I ask myself once I lock myself in the bathroom. Was I a bad kisser? Does he think I'm a whore since I took my shirt off? Was he so repulsed by my body once I took my shirt off? Everyone always tells me that I'm too skinny and bony, then again have I been gaining to much weight lately. I sit against the ground and put my head in my arms. I just cry for a moment wondering what's going on.
"Paige I have to go!" Piper says knocking on the door a while later.
"This isn't even your bathroom" I say
"Like I'm going to walk by Prue's room to get to ours. I wouldn't want to walk in on something" Piper says
"I'm in here use the one downstairs" I say
"Just hurry up" she says
"No, go downstairs" I say.
"Fine" she says leaving. I stand up and look in the miror. A pice of my red hair falls out from my pony tail. Maybe Glen thinks red hair is wierd. I lift my shirt and look at my body. I'm still skinny, but not as much as I used to be. I prefer it thin way, but maybe Glen doesn't. Maybe my boobs aren't big enough for him. I lower my shirt and sit on the toilet. I can't fix any of these things. I cry some more. Why doesn't he like me? I love him. I think I should have told him, he is the first person other than my family that I truly can say I love. I have fealings for him. When he first asked me out I didn't want us to be more than friends, but now I want to marry this man! Maybe I was too love-y.
"Paige?" Pheobe asks.
"What?" I say
"I was looking for you. How long have you been in there?"Pheobe asks
"What do you want?" I ask Why do my sisters seem to sence when something is wrong and surround me?
"I was wondering where my white jacket is" Pheobe says
"Prue borrowed it, it's in her closet" I say
"Well, I guess I'll go for the black one then." Pheobe says
"Are you leaving?" I ask.
"Yeah, I'll be back before Grams." Pheobe says
"Bye" I say
"You sound nasaly, are you crying?" Pheobe asks
"No" I say
"You okay?" Pheobe asks
"Fine" I say
"Ok, bye" She ssays. I hear another set of footsteps
"You leaving?" Piper says
"Yeah" Pheobe says
"Isn't Leo supposed to come over?" Pheobe says
"In a half hour" Piper says
"Who were you talking too?" Piper asks.
"Paige" Pheobe says.
"You still in there?" Piper knocks.
"Yeah, I'm straightening my hair" I lie
"Really? Do you know how?" Piper aks. Can't they just leave.
"I'm figuring it out" I say
"You sure she's okay?" Piper asks Pheobe quietly. Don't they know I can hear them?
"I dunno, I think so" Pheobe says
"Shouldn't you be going?" I say
"in a inute" Pheobe says
"Are yu feeling okay?" Piper says
"Fine" I yell back.
"Did you break something that you don't want us to know about?" Piper asks.
"No" I say
"You dolling yourself up for Glen?" Pheobe asks
"No" I say starting to cry at the end of my no.
"You think they broke up?" Pheobe aks Piper quietly
"Leave!" I yell finally getting fed up. Sometimes I wish I were an only child.
"Fine, I'm late anyway" Pheobe says. i hear her go down the stairs. Then the bell rings.
"Leo's here" I say, and I hear Piper leave. They're good I must admit. They almost guessed it. I sink to the floor again, and put my head in my knees. I just sit there for a while.
"Someone in there?" Leo knocks on the door. Why is everyone all of a suddon wanting to use this bathroom.
"Use the downstairs bathroom" I say
"Okay" He says. A while later I hear more footsteps coming over.
"Piper told me to get you out of here" Prue says
"Aren't you with Andy?" I ask
"I told him to go home when I heard you were upset about something" Prue says
"Really?" I ask.
"Yeah, were sisters" Prue says. I can't belive she did that for me. Even though I didn't want her too.
"Well call him back because I'm fine" I say
"What's wrong?" she asks.
"Nothing" I say
"Okay, lets cut the crap we both know something is wrong, so you want to tell me what it is?" Prue asks.
"No" I say
"Come on?"she asks
"It's embarrassing" I say. I don't want my sisters to know I was called a monster.
"Did you accidentaly shave an eyebrow off?" Prue asks
"No" I say even that would be better than this.
"Well then theres not much more embarrassing so come out." Prue says
"No" I say
"Open the door" Prue says
"No!" I yell. The door slams open. No fare she uses her powers on me. She jumps in and grabs me. She lifts me off the ground on to the counter.
"What's wrong?" she asks looking me straight in the eye. I start to cry, I can't help it.
"Break up?" she asks. She is good! I just nodd.
"I remember my first heartbreak" Prue says
"As if anyone ever broke up with you" I say. She is perfect.
"I was once broken up with on a post it. It can't be worse" Prue says.
"Yes it can" I say
"Tell me" she says stroking my back.
"He called me a monster" I say. I start to cry harder.
"Sweety, he didn't mean it" Prue says
"Yes he did. I thought everything was okay also" I say
"Well, Glen is missing out on a lot." Prue says
"Thanks, but your not cheering me up" I say
"It will take a while to get over this, but you will." Prue says
"I don't want to. I loved him. I stilldo" I say
"Come on, lets go to my room" Prue says sliding off the counter. I shake my head. I never want to come out of here. I don't ever want to show my face.
"Come on" she says lifting me up. She carries me to her room and puts me on her bed. I hug my knees. She sits next to me.
"It will be okay" she says. I lean back, and the next thing I know I'm asleep.
