As they walked down the street, all Amy could think about were her feelings for each guy. She really need to talk to everyone except J.T. She needed Emma to confide in, Sean to ask for advice, and Craig..... well, Craig to talk to about this whole thing. Before she did anything, she knew she had to talk to her brother first. The rest of the way home, all Amy thought about was a way to get her and her brother alone and away from their friends. She had to talk to the three of them tonight, so the sooner she talked to Sean, the sooner she could talk to Craig and Emma.
As soon as the five of them walked into the house, Emma, Craig, and J.T all went to put their stuff in Sean and Amy's room. This was her chance! Before they could actually go into the room, Amy told them that they couldn't come out until she and Sean told them to because she had a suprise for them.
Before Sean could ask her any questions, she grabbed his hand and dragged him outside onto their front porch.
Amy... what is this all about? We don't have a suprise for them....what the hell are you up to? You have been out of it since the dance ended....whats wrong?
Amy sat down on the porch step silently and looked at the ground. She didn't know what to say to her brother. All she knew, was that she had to talk to him before anyone else.
Amy....? Are you okay? Sean asked as he sat down next to her.
Still no answer
Amy. Can you hear me? What the hell is wrong? You dragged me out here when we have friends over. Either you tell me whats wrong RIGHT now, or I'm going inside.What's it gonna be?
she stuttered.
You what Amy? Whats going on?
I'm pretty sure....that I have feelings for Craig.... she looked at her brother with tears in her eyes. Whats wrong with me? I'm head over heels for J.T, but when me and Craig were dancing tonight.... something happened. I don't know what, but I know something happened. The feelings I had for J.T when I was JUST becoming friends with him, are the ones that I'm feeling for Craig. But the thing is... I still love J.T. I don't know what to do....help me Sean... please help me....
Sean didn't say a word. He wasn't mad, he wasn't upset, he wasn't happy... he just sat there, outstretched his arms, and pulled his sister into a big hug while she cried her eyes out on his shoulder.
Look at me Amy. Sean said as he lifted Amy's head away from his shoulders, and looked at her tearstained face.Oh Amy.... Its okay....It'll all be okay... I promise.I have never experienced what you're going through, but some of my friends have. Maybe you are just not sure if you really love J.T or not... I don't really know....but soon enough, you will figure out your feelings, and your heart will tell you which one you should be with.
They sat there looking at each other in total silence.
Now Amy...can you pull yourself together so we can all hang out and have a good time?
Yes....yes I can. And I will. Amy said, putting on a strong face and wiping the tears from her eyes. Lets go back inside.
