Chapter 3

The world hates me

"God why did I have to open my big mouth? Stupid, stupid Draco." he said as he went back to his room.

Hermione POV

That guy needs to get his minds straightened out. I mean why would he come running into the bath room like he actually cared about what happened to me" she

Thought to herself

Although I don't mind if he does, he is kind of good looking you could say "no I didn't just think that" "yes you did you know you did" Said the little voice in her head "no way would I say anything like that , no way in hell would I say something like that!" "You know you have some feeling about him" why was she thinking this way this was so wrong.

"The only feeling I have towards that ferret is hate" this voice was really starting to piss her off

"Oh that's complete bollocks and you know it is, he's the sex god of Hogwarts, and by now you should be able to see that he has some feelings for you. God are you dumb or what?" why was this pushing her as if he'd have any feelings for her.

"I'm not dumb thank you very much! I'm the smartest girl at Hogwarts and your saying I'm dumb"

"Well you would have to be not to be able to see what's going though his head, and anyway stop trying to change the subject"

"Look I just don't have time for this, ok I have to get homework done." Ha try and get out of that one she thought.

"Fine, but ill be back to talk to you again." said the voice

Draco's POV

Again Draco got out the small sliver knife and again he to slowly cut his arm and any other parts of bear skin

He couldn't stop himself he had to go deeper and harder

He new she would never like him, he new that there was no point in hoping life was not worth living

And slowly his eyes got heavy and he fell into a deep sleep

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