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Chapter Four- Emotions?

Supreme Ky's Place-

"Pan..." that sweet word comes across my mind all the time. She filled my life with happiness and she helped me. She woke me up from my arrogance and brought me kindness and friendship. She helped me become a better role model for my people. Now I'm gone and I never returned her the favor. All I could do was tell her that I love her. That was all I could do before I died. She probably thinks that I'm watching over her right now. Well I'm not. Nobody can fix the T.V. Pathetic I know. You think when you go to heaven you have special powers to check on your loved ones. But you don't. You have a T.V. but nobody ever thought that it would break.

"Brat where are you?"

"I'm here father what do you want now?"

"Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get up."

"I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I just can't believe I'm at King Ky's place in heaven and I'm miserable."

"Do you think you're the only one?"

"You guys sure don't act like you're miserable."

"Showing your emotions is for the weak you baka!"

"So I'm weak now?"

"I'd never consider one of my kids weak after all we've been through."

"That's what I thought."

"Trunks are you still on Pan?"

"..."

"Answer me boy."

"Maybe."

"Tell me right now or I'll beat the crap out of you."

"I thought you said showing emotions is for the weak."

Vegeta punched his son across the face in his anger. Trunks didn't stumble backward. He knew that was coming anyways.

"Don't smart mouth me boy."

"Sorry father."

"Tell me your answer now that you have some sense knocked into you."

"Yes I still love Pan."

Vegeta sighed but he never took his stern look off of his face. "Trunks you're twenty- four years old and it's been nine years. You were fifteen and you're still on her. She's probably moved on with her life."

"Don't say that you don't know what's been happening on planet Vegeta."

"You're right I don't. But tell me this. Do you expect Pan to stay a virgin forever? Just for you. It's unlikely. She's a pretty girl, as you already know. You didn't stay a virgin for her anyways."

"Father we weren't even together then. I was fourteen and I was surrounded by a bunch of cousins who had already lost it."

"Wow the amazing prince Trunks afraid of a little pier pressure." Vegeta mocked.

"Father..."

"Just forget it Trunks. Look you two were never officially together anyways. Trunks if she had still kept her virginity she'd be a nineteen year old virgin. Wouldn't that be a little odd?"

Trunks sighed and looked at the ground, "I guess you're right. She probably has forgotten about me."

"No don't be so sure of that. They probably still blame themselves for how we died."

"Then what do you think I am to her now?"

"Her best friend who died tragically saving her."

"Great..."

"I know you wanted more. But what can you do Trunks honestly. Now stop slouching and be a man. You look pathetic. You don't look at all like one of my brats. I have good news."

"The T.V. was fixed."

"The dragon balls have reappeared..."

Supreme Ky's house-

"So you're not fucken around? You're totally serious!!!!"

"No Phelp. I'm not 'fucken' around. I'm serious. The dragon balls have reappeared."

"Well how are we going to get the message to Grandma Futura?" asked Teabin.

"I have already told her and Neva."

"YOU GUYS WE'RE FUCKEN GOING HOME!!!!" Morace yelled out.

"No shit Sherlock. Nice job." Said Spiziker.

"Yeah well now Goten and Trunks can stop moping around and marry Bra and Pan."

Trunks and Goten blushed. Both of them scratched the back of their heads and a large sweat drop came down their faces.

"Well actually," Supreme Ky interrupted, "there might be a change in plans on that one."

"They aren't mated are they?" Trunks and Goten gasped out.

"Uh no..."

"Then what could possibly be wrong?" Trunks asked annoyed.

"They no longer live on planet Vegeta."

"WHERE ARE THEY?"

"Please Vegeta, Goku have patience. They are on planet Earth and they may never come back to Vegeta again."

"WHAT?!" The whole room shook with all the Sayains on the verge of going Super Sayain.

"Relax all of you please." The room calmed down after a few minutes. Except for a scowling Vegeta. He didn't like to take orders, but this was the Supreme Ky. Everyone had to take orders from him. So slowly but reluctantly he calmed down.

"What's going on Supreme Ky? Why won't they come back?" asked Bardock.

"A lot has happened over the seven years that you have not seen."

"What is that supposed to mean? It doesn't explain anything." Said Goten.

"I'm sorry but in the rules of King Yemma I cannot tell you what has been going on. You must see things for yourself on the T.V..."

"It broke though!"

"I know Turles but I'm not aloud to tell you. I already told you too much. The good news for you is that you're about to go back to your home. Neva, Futura, Bulma, Chi Chi, Videl, and Ayla can explain to you what happened. But until then I'm afraid I can only keep you guessing."

"Fine whatever." Trunks and Goten mumbled.

Earth-

Two years ago people would have thought of us as dieing creatures that were about to die of a guilty broken heart. They were right but now they are wrong. Since our classy 'great escape' and our landing on earth things haven't been the same. He still controls our dreams and he still tells us we're dirty whores and murderers. We still agree with him. Then what has changed? You might ask.

We learned. We learned to let out all of our guilt. We are not going to lie to you. We were reluctant at first until our neighbors and friends (I know what a weird thing 'friends') told us they wanted to help us. They told us that we needed to let go.

It was probably the most confusing time in our lives. Possibilities floated above us like clouds. Clouds move around the sky everyday. They mingle join together to make bigger clouds. It was just like our possibilities. They became bigger as each day past. Help, friends, letting go, it was all so...strange but at the same time good. Something good came. The people here are how do I put this?... weird. They love to listen about our past through songs. These friends of ours convinced us too form a band with our lyrics. It's quite weird. It's so foreign to us, but at the same time... fun? What weird emotions are coming forth every day. Eric, our friend, asked us the other day why are we never happy. I guess we should be happy, Happy...that delicious word that we used to take for granted. We should be happy but then again we shouldn't. We are guilty, guilty of murder and guilty of betrayal. We don't deserve it...

"Pan, Bra, Eric, Matt, T.J., we're on in two." Said the manager.

"Hey T.J. did you check out how many hot girls there are out there tonight. Damn!" Yelled Matt.

"Yeah man I wonder how many of them are groupies!"

Pan and Bra smirked. It was almost funny how this guys always thought with their cocks. On a positive note is thank god their hotel room is on the other side of the hotel.

"Hey Pan and Bra are smiling!" Eric yelled out.

"No we aren't." said Bra.

"Yes you were!"

"You don't have proof." Pan pointed out.

"Yeah I mean Eric I honestly think you're seeing things. Since when do they smile?"

"I have proof because I took a picture before I pointed it out. Look!" Eric took out a Polaroid picture out of his pocket and shoved it in T.J.'s hand.

"No fucken way! They were!"

"Let me see," Bra said as she snatched the picture away.

Pan and Bra stared at the picture in complete shock. It couldn't be us they thought.

Why are you smiling brats? You don't fucken deserve anything!! He told them.

Shut the fuck up Lizard! Pan and Bra rebelled back.

Then Pan and Bra stared wide- eyed at each other. They had just talked back at to Freeza. Before Pan and Bra could think any more their manager came back.

"We're ready for you guys."

Pan and Bra had no trouble memorizing the songs. They wrote them anyways. Frightened soccer moms didn't want their children listening to the music after they found out the songs were about suicide and death. Pan and Bra didn't see what was so bad about it. Their kids would find out anyways what these words meant. Besides all of the songs were apart of their life and nobody could change it.

"Ladies and Gentlemen please give it up for Possessed."

As soon as the lights came on everybody in the concert bowl screamed. Sounds of Marry me Bra and Pan could be heard from the guys in the crowd. Who could blame them. Bra and Pan were hot. Bra had on black eyeliner with blue eye shadow and blue mascara with a black skirt and a tight black tank top. Her hair fell to her chin and she had black highlights with shimmer hair spray. Pan had a black belly shirt tank top on covered by a black fish net shirt and a matching skirt that Bra had on. Pan's hair went down four inches past her shoulder and it was died with a red tint. She had thick black eye liner on with white shimmer eye shadow.

When the music started and the 'marry' shouts had subsided Pan and Bra were ready to begin. Their first song basically screamed out I hate you Freeza.

The Song 'Going Under' started-

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried

Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you

And you still wont hear me

(Going under)

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself

Maybe I'll wake up for once

Not Tormented Daily Defeated by you

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'M GOING UNDER

DROWNING IN YOU

I'M FALLING FOREVER

(falling forever)

I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH

I'M GOING UNDER

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies

So I don't know what's real and what's not

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'M GOING UNDER

DROWNING IN YOU

I'M FALLING FOREVER

(Falling forever)

I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH

SO GO ON AND SCREAM

SCREAM AT ME I'M SO FAR AWAY

I WONT BE BROKEN AGAIN

I'VE GOT TO BREATHE I CAN'T KEEP GOING UNDER

I'M GOING UNDER!!!!

The whole stage shook from the screams of fans.

Hey Lizard, they like us. Did you like that song as well?

You don't know shit brats.

Shut the fuck up Freeza. By the way what king of name is that. That's like a rappers name or a rapper song. It's like I'm gonna Freeze ya. What the fuck is up with that. Oh we have another song to sing! By asshole! Love ya lots!

Pan and Bra left Freeza in an angry state and went on to sing their other songs. Over all the concert was a success. Every seat was sold out and merchandise had run out of stock.

"That concert was kick ass!" Matt yelled through out the limo.

"That was awesome! And the chicks were going crazy!" T.J. added.

"You guys no groupies tonight. Please." Eric pleaded.

"Oh why not Eric?"

"Yeah why not?"

"Because I want to sleep tonight! We have to practice tomorrow. I'm honestly so sick of you guys."

"Same." Pan and Bra said in monotone.

"Oh come on you guys know it's all fun and games. Pan, Bra why are you so grumpy all the sudden? You were happy before the show," said Matt.

"Yeah I stole the picture from Bra I still have it," said T.J.

Pan and Bra froze. They had forgotten all about the picture. With in seconds Pan and Bra pounced on T.J. The limo shook with the pounce but still remained still afterwards when the struggles took place.

"It's ok ladies there's enough T.J. to go around."

"GIVE IT BACK T.J!"

"Ok, ok, Jesus, here you go."

"Look I don't see what's wrong with smiling you two. I mean everybody has to be happy once and a while. You're always in monotone. I mean a rock has more personality than you two. We're your friends it's ok to be yourselves around us."

The limo arrived at the Marriott Hotel just as he finished and Pan and Bra were quick to get out. They walked quickly through the sliding doors and into the lobby. Matt. T.J. and Eric jogged after them. The boys closed the distance when they appeared in front of them.

"What are you guys so afraid to tell us?" Eric asked, "We know nothing of your past or if you have any family."

"We've been your friends for two years." said Matt.

"And we still are your friends." Added T.J.

Pan and Bra both clenched their teeth together and gave the boys the death glare that would normally send them running to Siberia. But they didn't run today.

"We are going to tell you this once so listen up," said Bra.

"Our past is absolutely unwanted. Our family is supposed to be forgotten about." Said Pan.

"And if you want any hints on our past take a look at the songs we wrote." Bra added.

They proceeded to walk past the boys but three sets of hands stopped them and made them turn to face the boys.

"So you both were suicidal..." Eric started.

"you got rapped..." continued Matt.

"you both are possessed..." T.J. continued as well.

"and you both lost family members." Eric finished.

Bra and Pan sighed. They were caught. They were guilty of all of the above. They leaned over to the boys and both said the same thing in a hushed whisper.

"If that's what you think then yes."

Both of the girls walked away without a word leaving the boys behind absolutely stunned. These girls were their friends and so much was left explained but then again unexplained. It was going to be along night in deep thought without sleep for them.

In Pan and Bra's hotel room-

Kami what's happening to us. We smiled today. We actually smiled. It was a miracle. Were we actually happy for once in the past nine years we have. We look at the picture and smile once again. This time the gravity of keeping it up didn't hurt us. It felt... good. Slowly a wet drop falls down our faces. We touch it and collect the drop on our fingers. It's a ...a .....tear? We kiss the tears on our fingers and taste the saltiness of them. They're ...real! These two drops weren't tears. They were miracles.

We stood up to Freeza too. And it felt ...well good ...actually good. Smiles bearing teeth came to our faces. We were happy. We missed this happy feeling. It felt like a million butterflies had entered our blood stream causing us to smile. Oh Kami! What is this pounding we feel? What is the pounding in our chests? It's getting louder. We can hear it. It's a ...heartbeat.... We have hearts again. Yes, again. We remember now. It felt amazing. Incredible. WE CAN FEEL...

Somewhere On planet Vegeta-

"Awaken Shenron!"

The sky gathered dark clouds and thunder could be heard in the distance. The once pink sky was now covered in a black eerie darkness. Lightning swirled in a circle making hairs stand on the ends of necks on the six woman on the ground. Finally the swirls of lightning gave birth to a large green dragon.

"Who has woken me from my slumber?"

"It's me Bulma, Shenron."

"Well what is the wish you desire?"

"We wish for all the men killed by Freeza nine years ago to be brought back to life."

"It has been granted I bid you all farewell."

The dragon disappeared along with the Dragonballs shooting out to places god knows where. Then eighteen darks figures appeared to be running towards the six woman. Suddenly the figures became recognizable. They yelled out to the six woman tears came down their eyes in happiness. Hugs and kisses screaming and yelling could be heard and saw for miles around. After they settled down a tiny bit King Vegeta and King Bardock sat down with the others to make an announcement.

"I know you think that we've been watching you for the last nine years. But we haven't," King Vegeta started.

"But the T.V. broke in heaven so we only watched you all for the first two weeks. But we got some interesting news from Supreme Ky this past evening." Said King Bardock.

"What happened to them?" King Vegeta interrupted.

"What happened to our Panny and Bra?" all the Sayain men asked...

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