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Chapter Ten: Nightmare of a Home

He squeezed her hand and gave the millionth assuring look. She looked up at the deep pink skies and let out a big sigh. This was it, Home Sweet Home. This was the place that held twelve years of great memories and seven years of hell. It was hard to believe that the innocent look of the pink skies and the crystal perfect blue waters was actually the gateway to hell. Eighteen men died on the Badler cliff nine years ago on this planet. Two girls were robbed of their innocence here by becoming possessed. Yet the others called this a home of all homes. But Pan knew the truth. This was hell of all hells. But at the same time a heaven of all heavens. Her family was brought back here. He first kiss was at firefly swamp and her first steps were engraved in the cement of the palace courtyards. It may have been the hell of all hells, but it was also her only true home.

"Holy Shit! The skies are pink. The water is a deeper blue. I'm dead I know it!" exclaimed Matt.

"If you are I'll trade places with you."

"Pan! Please stop being so negative. Just think happy thoughts." Trunks assured. Now it was just getting sickening on how positive he was being.

Pan rolled her eyes and stomped on Trunks foot. He jumped up and down on his unhurt foot. Pan kept walking past Spiziker to the Escalade limo that awaited them. Trunks ran up after Pan and grabbed her shoulder roughly. His face had the look of 'what-the-fuck-was-that.' And that was exactly what he said.

"What the fuck was that?" Pan then pushed him against a wall next to where the Escalade was.

"Get this Trunks. This planet was hell for me for seven years. I'm in a bad mood and I plan to be for however long I am on this planet."

"Well get this Pan," Trunks growled angrily as he pushed her up against the wall, "You are mine. You will stay on this planet for the rest of your life with me. You will be my QueenWe will work something out. I will not share you with Freeza."

Pan was too shocked for words but at the same time happy. Trunks had never talked to her like he was now. She knew he was being possessive... really possessive. She remembered what her tutor had said about Sayain mating. 'Sayain men are very possessive over their mates.' But somehow being between Trunks and this wall she was aroused. She had a huge desire for him at this moment.

Trunk's face then softened to an apology look but it went away quickly when he caught something else in her mind. His lips formed into a devilish smile as he slid his hands up her and down her waist.

Dammit he caught that!

I caught that too Panny.

Great...

Oh well I guess I'll have to teach you a lesson once we get to our room.

Oh no you don't, Bra and I are sleeping in our bedroom. You're sleeping in your own.

On the contrary Miss Son a.k.a soon-to-be Mrs. Ouji since I am the crown prince and I now am an adult with a mate we have our own hallway and our own bedroom.

You forget that there are two master bedrooms per hall and I will take the other one.

You can't resist me Panny. What about in your room last week...

I WAS DRUNK!

Oh yeah what about in the space pod an hour ago?

I WAS STILL HIGH ON SLEEPING GAS!

Excuses, excuses Panny.

Shut up Trunks!

Fine I will...

With that Trunks pushed Pan more up against the wall and slid his tongue into her mouth. Pan responded by tracing her tongue over his. Trunks nipped at her bottom lip and never left her skin. He nipped at her jaw line and down her neck. His kisses were hot but gentle which made Pan giggle.

Goten heard Pan giggling and he turned around. "DUDE GET THE FUCK OFF MY SISTER!"

Trunks jumped off Pan and looked towards Goten.

"What the fuck? Dude, you've been all over my sister. You hypocrite!"

"Relax man I was just preparing you for what Gohan is going to say when he sees you with Pan."

"Thanks a lot."

"Oh relax you'll have plenty of her when you get married."

"We're moving into our own hallway Goten before then."

"Good luck with that do you know how pissed my dad would be? Or Gohan. They both are so over protective of Pan. You know like I used to be. But know that's your job and my job is to take care of your sister."

"I can take care of myself Goten!" Pan yelled.

"Yeah I know." Goten said hiding behind Bra.

"Yeah right. Once we get to hallway sixty- nine you're dead."

Goten gulped and Bra laughed and motioned for the secret handshake between her and Pan.

"Your highnesses if you would be so kind and please enter the limo so we can travel to the palace and make it at the scheduled time." Said the royal driver.

"I missed you too Percy." Bra mumbled as she entered the limo with the others.

At the palace ten minutes later-

"PAN, BRA GET OUT OF THE CAR NOW!" everyone yelled at them.

Trunks grabbed Pan's feet while Goten grabbed Bra's and they held on to the door as they were being pulled.

"This is like a Kodak moment. Never in a million years would I have guessed that Pan and Bra would totally act like children." Said T.J.

"Then you obviously don't know Pan and Bra," said Alabaster and Spiziker in unison.

"No they do," said Pan barely holding on to the door edge, "they just learn something new everyday."

"Exactly," said Bra barely holding on the edge herself.

Phelp and Teabin joined Trunks and Goten in trying to pull the girls out of the car. With one giant pull Pan and Bra fell out of the car just in time for Goten and Trunks to catch them. They shut the limo door with their backs and proceeded to enter the palace.

Pan and Bra kicked the whole way. "Let us go!"

"Why are you acting like this?" asked Goten.

"We don't wanna see them!"

"Why?"

"Because it hurts! Please can't we wait?"

"Well you're going to wait anyways because they're half way across the planet meeting with the great counsel about their grand return. They wont be back until tomorrow. You wont see any of them until tomorrow night. We were supposed to go but we had to get you two."

"Thank god."

"Come on you two let's go to hallway sixty- nine."

"Fine."

Walking up the old stairs creaks could be heard. They were very familiar and frightening. With each creak a terrible memory came through to Pan and Bra. It terrified them now but then it didn't do bother them then.

Four years ago- flashback-

Pan and Bra traveled up the steps to their rooms. With each creak a new thoughts of guilt came to their minds.

'You worthless, cold, heartless, whores! You're worse than piles of shit! Your mothers and grandmothers pity you! YOU SHAME THEM! YOU'RE SLUTS, WHORES, and dare I say it...MURDERERS!" Freeza's echoes of laughter seemed to travel through the hallways but never truly left their minds.

Pan and Bra stopped in their tracks and looked down.

'Are there any servants Pan?' Bra telepathically asked to Pan.

"No." Pan said in monotone and a dead stare.

With that word Pan and Bra fell over the railing plummeting to the ground. Familiar sounds of broken bones and the smell of blood were apparent. It was a beautiful welcoming to peace and the light. They could do nothing but succumb to it. It was truly wonderful. Before they blacked out sounds of running footsteps could be heard...

End of flashback-

Trunks and Goten stopped in their tracks going up the stairs and looked down at the spot Pan and Bra tried to kill themselves. They had caught the memory that Pan and Bra thought up. It was terrifying. Thank god someone found them...before it was too late.

"Promise me you'll never do that again." Trunks said to Pan with a heavy heart.

"I wont it didn't work anyways."

"THAT'S NOT FUNNY PAN!" He screamed at her. By this time everybody had turned around to face them. Trunks had tears welling up in his eyes along with Goten. Goten grabbed Bra to him and Trunks grabbed Pan to him. (AN: They were on the platform in between staircases. You know what I mean.)

Trunks closed his eyes and swayed from one foot to the other with her. Little droplets came down his face along with some of his pride. His heart pounded with the thought of losing Pan. His Pan. The Panny he loved and adored. Whose smile would melt his heart and eyes would captivate him. He couldn't lose her. He would never lose her. He would be damned if they separated in any shape or form including death.

"Don't leave me," Trunks whispered into her hair while kissing it, "Never ever leave me. Your family needs you, your friends need you, and I need you."

Pan could hear Trunk's heavy breathing as he held on to her with dear life. Pan could barely breathe but she didn't care. His arms were comforting. Pan heard ache, sorrow, pain, and grief through Trunks heart. She found one other thing...Hope. His heart passed through hers and she saw his everlasting hope for him. She then saw his daydreams of them and his memories of their happiness together as friends that were just sparring or just playing around. He wanted to name his first son Jake after Pan's teddy bear. He wanted Pan to chose the name of their daughter because he thought he sucked at choosing girl's names. He wanted to rule the planet with her and be the best King and Queen ever to live. All of these thoughts over the past nineteen years passed through her mind. He had always wanted her like he had said but he was planning until later to claim her. Pan wondered what would have happened if Freeza had never have come back to Planet Vegeta. How their lives would be totally different than it already was.

"I love you so much Panny... you should know that I do. You've seen my love now I must have your promise."

"I Pan Son promise..." Trunks cut her off with a grunt then she started again, "I Pan Son soon to be Pan Ouji promise that I will never intentionally separate my bond with my mate Trunks Ouji through death."

"I will work with you Panny. We will work together to stop Freeza forever," then he grinned and said, "besides we don't want Jake and whatever her name will be to suffer with possessed parents now do we?"

"One: she has a name Trunks. Two: We can't have kids until he's gone. And Three: Carry me up the stairs."

"What am I your slave now?"

"Nope I just have had enough of the stairs." She said seriously and quietly.

Trunk's only reply was smiling sadly and picking her up bridal style continuing up the stairs with the others.

Hallway 69-

This dark hallway is the constant memory of what shouldn't been. What should have been sets with the sun everyday. With the night brings the moon and through each clear window of this hallway of this hallway. The moon light shines on the floor and soaks up its rays but people like me would pass through the light and go unnoticed, ignored, and forgotten. When the sun rises each morning its orange and yellow rays remind you of the constant never ending depths of hell. The morning rays at least acknowledged me through the windows but once everyone else woke up it was like if they ever were caught acknowledging me they were be shamed forever. To this world were we absolutely nothing.

Sad isn't it? Our parents offer us the world when we're born yet the world never did offer itself to us. This was my life. It was how I defined it. It was how I saw it. It was how I saw it. But what I see now is totally different than what I saw before. I see happiness and life like what I saw before the darkness and my shameful self. And I like it. But just because my life is starting to look up to the sky and finally get its acknowledgement that it deserves, doesn't mean that you can forget the past...

"Dude here's my room. Damn I have to redecorate! How come it smells? You were having parties in here weren't you Pan? Don't lie to me, baby cuz, I know you were."

"Very funny Spiziker. I was not if I wanted a party I would just sneak out my window."

"Very nice Panny I'm impressed. It looks like a little bit of me has rubbed off on you."

"All of you rubbed off on me. Jesus my mom regretted ever putting me in the same hallway as you guys."

"I know we caused a bunch of trouble. But you guys caused the most. You were the most despicable manipulative little girls in the entire universe." Said Morace.

"Yeah I know I remember Pan told some girls in the palace that I had a small banana and I finally found out why I wasn't getting any after like six months." Said Miker.

The whole room exploded with laughter.

"You guys were horrible! I also remember that I had to go to prom and somehow my tux's pants became a size smaller and man that was the most uncomfortable night for my crouch ever. Nice job Bra. How did you do that anyways?" said Alabaster.

"I forgot but all I know was that the results were perfect." Bra laughed out.

"We loved to torture you guys. Those moments were great. In fact Pan and I made a list of torture ideas for you guys that are still in our room. I still want to test some of them out most of them were Pan's and she had great ideas."

"Thanks a lot Pan!"

"No problem." Pan said in monotone. She was lost in her own world staring at the double doors to their grand bedroom. She was gone into her world when Bra said the words 'our room.' This was about confronting the past. Some people never look back and never deal with their past. Pan was not the same way. She wanted to confront things. She was an external person when it cam to her emotions and she was proud of it.

"Pan?" Spiziker questioned as she walked past him. It was too late she was gone. The world was gone and Pan looked at the end of the hallway to the double doors. They had "do not cross' yellow tape across it. No servant ever went it there. It was said to have terrible omens and cursed. The only people ever to step foot in that room were Pan and Bra.

Bra followed Pan to their room. She too was now stuck in the same trance as Pan. It was eerie to the guys. Both girls had their eyes wide and they slowly walked towards the door. The windows had the sun shining through them and the light should have been shining by their door but it wouldn't. This was their past.

"What are you guys doing?" asked Eric.

They ignored him.

The door handles were black and they had crosses hanging down from them. It was almost like they were trying not to let the monster out. But they were wrong. The real monsters had escaped to earth.

Pan reached for the right door handle and Bra reached for the left. The guys took this time to follow them.

The two girls slowly opened the doors. The door gave a large creak of protest. It was almost like a warning that they were entering evil territory and that the doors should never be open. They were the forbidden doors of the castle, more forbidden than the kings' offices. Now they were open.

The black curtains of their room shielded out any light that was possible of coming through, not that it would come through anyways. The black carpets and black walls with the red trim represented their personality of their past. Or as their servants would say, cold heartless bitches. The carpet had golden bowls on it. They must have thrown holy water in the room and then closed the doors. Servants and priests were afraid to go in the room, fearing that the stench of evil would rub off on them.

Pan looked over to the bed and saw that the black bedposts were still engraved in gold and the black canopy over it was still up. The bed was king sized. Pan and Bra had shared this bed. The servants never touched it. They refused to touch something that the 'devil's servants' slept in.

All the furniture in the room was covered with a white sheet except the bed. Obviously nobody expected them to come back. Pan pulled of the sheet of the beauty stand and was surprised to find a knife. It wasn't an ordinary knife. It was the knife.

Flashback five years ago-

The black carpets grew darker from the dense liquid of blood seeping from their wrists. Poundings on the door could be heard. A knife with sapphires and emeralds engraved into the handle fell to the floor with a slow heavy thud. Water droplets could be heard from the sink, dropping to the white marble sink. Everything slowed down including their hearts, and then darkness consumed them. Afterwards two ki blasts shot through the door and soldiers ran towards Pan and Bra

End of Flashback-

Pan took the blade and put it through her fingers. The cold feel of it made her smile but she didn't know why. It was almost soothing and claming even though this was the weapon that almost killed her and Bra five years ago.

Pan then let her tears come down her face. She had let down her mother so many times. Chi Chi had tried to help her so many times. Pan had to watch her mother suffer trying to keep her one and only daughter and purpose to live. Chi Chi would trust her again and then lose faith her. Pan just wanted to her mother to understand that Pan would always be there to let her down.

Trust me there's no need to fear

Everyone's here waiting for you to finally be one of us

Come down maybe for a fear

But you'll be safe here

When you finally trust me finally believe in me

I will let you down I will

Let you down

I will ...

When you finally trust me Finally believe in me

Trust me I'll be there when you need me

You'll be safe here

When you finally trust me Finally believe in me

I will let you down I will

When you finally trust me finally believe in me

I will let you down I will

When finally trust me finally believe in me

Never want to come down

Never want to come down

Never want to come down

Down...Let you down...

I will Let you down I will

When you finally trust me finally believe in me

I will let you down I will

When you finally trust me finally believe in me...

The truth was always that when it came to people needing us we let them down. When it came to us needing somebody we never did say anything. We didn't want to bring others down. We were drowning in the turmoil we couldn't feel. The black depths of our hearts would turn to crimson and then back to black just as you would bob up and down when you drown. We swallowed our blood but we never swallowed our pride. It was already gone.

The morning day

Sorry I'm not there

All my favorite friends vanished in the air

It's hard to fly when you cant even run

Once I had the world now I've got no one...

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to hold me down

I would change my direction

And safe myself before I ...

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to push me around

I would change my direction

And save myself before I drown

Drown...

The morning day

Sorry you're not here

All those times before never disappeared

It's hard to walk when you can't even grow

Once I had this world now I've lost it all...

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to push me around

I would change my direction

And save myself before I drown

Rolling faster than I'm breathing

Drown

Rolling faster than I'm breathing

Drown

Rolling faster than I'm breathing

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to hold me down

I would change my direction and safe myself before I ...

If I needed someone to control me

If I needed someone to push me around I would change my direction

And save myself before I ...

Save myself before I drown

Save myself before I drown

Save myself before I drown

Save myself before I drown

All we wanted and all we needed was always there but it was out of our reach. The grand counsel never believed we were possessed. To them we were just a couple of teens going through a 'dazed and confused phase' and we would grow up to be responsible ladies. If they knew the truth they would have banished us from this planet out of fear. The grand counsel is supposed to be the wisest group of people in the planet but they too have the same fault as everyone else on this planet: people fear things that they don't understand.

Bra walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. The same words in lipstick were still on the mirror just like the morning they left. "This isn't for us this is for you. We've caused you pain. We've caused the only people who still believe in us...pain. Goodbye until death...Panny Son and Bra Ouji."

"Hey Pan." Bra called to her as Pan still looked at the knife.

"Yeah?" she said never taking her eyes off the knife.

"Check this out."

Pan put the knife down and walked towards the bathroom and the guys followed her.

Pan smirked and said, "So it's still there."

"Yeah that lipstick really was long-lasting."

"Sure was."

Pan opened the drawers to see if it was still there and it was. Pan picked up the large leather book and placed it on the bathroom counters. Bra and Pan traced their fingers over the book.

"What is that?" Trunks asked finally.

"Our diary..." Pan and Bra answered never leaving their eyes from the book.

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