The weekend was filled with reading, writing, and more reading. Jake was helping me since 9:30 in the morning. I yawned and looked up at him who was staring blankly at me.
"Tired?" he asked.
I nodded my head and yawned again. I looked down at my speech. It was complete. After 6 hours of reading, correcting, and practicing I was ready to get some food and lay down with a good book. Maybe I would write a letter to Oliver. Jake pushed his chair back and stood up. He gathered all the books on the library table. I folded my arms and rested my head on top of them. I suddenly felt a hand rub my back. I relaxed and breathed out. I imagined Oliver's face above me. I was snapped back to the world when I heard Jake clear his throat.
I turned around abruptly and stared at him in shock. I didn't know what to say. He came closer to my face and I could feel his breath. He forced his lips to mine. This kiss was different. I was forceful and aggressive. It was nothing like Oliver's gentle, sweet kisses. I screamed a little. I couldn't be heard with our lips met. I pushed him back using arms. He stumbled back and looked at me in pity.
"What are you doing!?" I screamed.
"What do you mean?" he asked calmly. O great, we have another delusional guy. Why do I keep running into this kind?
"You kissed me! That's what I mean" I lowered my voice, but didn't lose the bitterness.
"O come on, Mr. Captain isn't here. I know you want to have a little fun." he looked at me with playfulness in his eyes. I stood up and smacked him. He stood there in shock. I saw his fists tighten. I backed away.
"Oliver is my boyfriend. I would never cheat on him. If you think I'm going to throw away a loving boyfriend for some little arrogant shit like you then your truly mistaken. If you ever come near me again I won't be afraid to hit you and embarrass you." I yelled with everyone in the library staring at me. I saw the librarian walking towards me at a fast pace. I grabbed my speech hurriedly and ran out of the library doors. I was furious and decided to just head to the owlry.
The sound of owls could be heard from the bottom of the tower stairs. I reached the top and walked to the little desk. I opened the drawer that held parchment and a quill and started writing.
Oliver-
I miss you so much already. I'm glad we agreed to only write on the weekends. Well, I've finally finished my prefect speech, but to be totally honest with you I don't think I want to be one anymore. This year is so hard and I being a prefect will just get in the way of our relationship. I'll never have time to spend with you; I just strongly doubt it. Anyway, today I'm not feeling that great. I just wish you were here. I really need a hug and to hear your voice. I hope your mother is feeling better and please wish her and the rest of your family all of my love. Write back as soon as possible.
Always thinking about you,
Jess
I took out an envelope and enclosed the letter. I searched an owl. I picked a spare snow owl the school kept for students that didn't own one. I tied the letter to its foot and it flew away off into the distance. I felt something rub against my leg as I looked down and saw my cat Butterfly. She purred as I picked her up and started to pet her. It was the weekend and I remembered we could take out our pets. I carried her down the stairs and to the common room. Once there, I let her down and she followed me to my dorm room. There was a Hogsmeade trip this weekend. Nobody was here. I sighed and took out a book I started reading two days earlier. Butterfly jumped up onto my bed and curled up into a little ball right by my feet. I would stroke her head every once and a while. I didn't have practice tonight and I did all of my homework. What a time then any would it be perfect if Wood were here.
The two weeks passed as fast as the seasons. The letters came frequently from Oliver. I still am undecided on the whole prefect situation. It was finally the day before the big game. I didn't get a letter from Oliver. I frowned but assured myself there had to be a reason. I walked to the pitch around noon and got there before everybody else on the team.
I went to my locker and pulled out my gear along with my broom. I walked the hallway and mounted my broom. I saw snow start falling as I flew through the air. The cold snow flakes fell on my head as I threw the quaffle in the air and dove to catch it. Everybody would make fun of me for playing catch with myself, but they really couldn't talk since it really helped me in the games. I sighed. It must have been the thousandth time in the past month. I couldn't take not having anybody to talk to. Chloe was always with Draco. The only time I actually spent time with her is when the dance was taking place. When her cousin was there she seemed so un-Chloe. I flew back down to the ground after about 40 minutes more of playing catch. I got dressed in normal clothes and decided to walk back out into the pitch and just stand in the snow. A pretty good amount had fallen since I first got there. Tomorrow's game was going to be beautiful with all the decorations for Christmas. Right after the game, everybody was going home for the holidays. I already owled my father. Oliver and I had agreed to spend the holidays at Hogwarts. Just me and him. I walked back into the castle feeling my nose tingle from the hot air.
The common room was full with students sitting close by the fire and talking excitedly about what they were doing for Christmas. I rolled my eyes and groggily walked up the steps. I saw someone leaning against the back corner. I was too tired and sad to even take notice. I stepped on the first step and picked up my other foot to continue up the stairs. I felt my arm being held back. I didn't need some annoying boy right now. I needed to be alone.
"What's the matter?" I heard a familiar voice say. I flinched at the sound. My heart started beating faster. I turned around to see Oliver's face in a worried expression. I felt tears well up in my eyes. Oliver took me into a hug. I burrowed into his chest and sniffled.
"Why are you crying?" he asked in a low voice.
"When did you get here?" I asked raising my head to his.
"Just a little while ago." He answered. "Is everything okay?" he added.
I nodded and hugged him again. "I just missed you" I replied. I could tell he was smiling. I felt him take my hand and led me up to his dorm. I sat down at the edge of his bed as he went to the window and opened it. He walked back over and knelt in front of me. I looked up and smiled weakly. He leaned forward and kissed me. I closed my eyes and let out a breath of relief. I missed this. He broke away and was looking at me. I opened my eyes slowly and stared back at him.
"I needed this so bad" I said softly. He smiled and kissed me again.
"So did I" he said into my lips. We separated and I lay back on his bed. He lay next to me and traced my arm with his fingers. I jerked at his touch. He laughed. He knew I was ticklish. I suddenly shot up. I looked at the clock and cursed under my breath.
"What?" I heard Oliver ask.
"I forgot I had scheduled a noon practice" I stated.
"Don't worry about it" he assured me.
"Why not?" I asked confused.
"Because I called it off" he replied.
I turned to look at him. He looked totally not worried. I sighed once more and plopped back down on the bed.
"That's right, I'm not the captain anymore" I spoke up.
"Yup, aren't you relieved?" he answered and asked at the same time.
I chuckled a little. He was right. I was relieved. I didn't know how he did it. I felt my stomach grumble.
"Hungry?" Oliver asked. I blushed a little and nodded. He smiled.
"Me too" He added. I grinned and sat up. He sat up and started for the door. I followed and we started walking down the stairs. Right before hitting the common room I slipped my hand with his. He looked back and smiled. We made our way to the Great Hall and took a seat right next to each other. We didn't let go of each other's hands the whole time. We whispered to each other meaningless things as I noticed people around us whispering. I broke away from Wood and looked around curiously. I spotted Chloe who was sitting at the end of the table and motioning for me to walk over there.
"What's going on?" I heard Oliver ask.
I shrugged at his question.
"Umm....I'll be back in a few minutes. I think Chloe needs to talk to me." I stood up. He stood up too, while nodding in response. He walked away towards the Weasley's. I stood alone for a second before walking off to Chloe.
I sat down next to Chloe and looked up at her anxiously.
"What is happening around here?" I asked.
"Who's Jake?" she questioned. What did he have to do with this?
"He's just this boy that helped me with my speech. He made a move on me this weekend in the library and I slapped him. Haven't talked to him since. Why?"
"Well people are saying that you and he were together these past weeks. Also, the only reason that you're dating Wood is to get special quidditch privileges." she searched my eyes for an answer.
"I can't believe this" I stated as I walked back over to Oliver. He had his head down and the twins were no where to be found.
I sat down next to him and slipped my hand with his. He flinched at my touch. He looked up sadly.
"I don't think we should do this anymore" he said.
"Oliver, you can't possibly believe anything that is being said in this school"
"I don't know what to believe anymore. I mean Jess, it makes sense. I go away for a month and you two hang out, get your speech done..."
"And that's all that happened!" I cut him off.
He stood up." I just need time to think" With that he walked out of the Great Hall. I felt hot tears form in my eyes. I dropped my head and took a deep breath. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Chloe stand behind me. She rubbed my back. I felt her grab me by the shoulders and walk me out of the room. She helped me hide my tears from the rest of the student body as we made our way to the dorms. I lay on my bed and turned on my side. I petted Butterfly who was curled up, she purred at my touch. Chloe sat at the edge of my bed.
"Well he didn't say it was over Jess. All he said was he needed time to think." she stated the obvious. I didn't say anything sarcastic. I know she was only trying to make me feel better. I suddenly sat up. She gave me a surprised expression.
"Okay, I know Oliver more than anybody here. He's not going to talk to me for a while. That's going to be hard when I have to play with him in tomorrow's game. Unless I prove to him he's the only one I want. I have an idea. Clo, will you help me?"
She nodded and I grinned. I grabbed her hand and headed to Dumbledore's office. I pitched my idea." Well I suppose you could do that. You'll have to speak to Madam Hooch of course." Dumbledore approved. I grabbed Chloe's hand once more and walked hurried down to Madam Hooch's classroom. She sat quietly at her desk looking over notes. I told her my idea also." That's fine. Just make sure you're at the pitch an hour before the game" I agreed and sighed in relief. Chloe and I made our way back to dorm and got ready for bed. Tomorrow, Oliver was going to get quite a surprise.
I woke up the next morning more nervous than ever. I practiced my idea over and over and worked out ever game plan. Chloe applauded every time, she was also very excited. I just hoped Oliver liked it. This might be the only thing that would get him to talk to me again.
I got dressed finally and rushed downstairs with CD in hand. I went to talk to Lee, the guy in charge of the audio at quidditch games. He said no problem. I grinned and walked to the center of the pitch. I stood there and titled my head towards the sky. I inhaled deeply and exhaled loudly. I heard a voice. I turned the head sharply to the noise. Ther was someone flying above. There was a certain familarity about the way this person moved. It was Marcus Flint. I studied the way he flied once during a Hufflepuff vs. Slytherin game. He was cursing into the air flying back and forth furiously.I sighed and walked out. It was an hour before I was supposed to be there and Madam Hooch didn't show up.
"Where do you think you're headed? If you want this to work, I think you need to be here" I met Madam Hooch's face instantly. I grinned and stood waiting for instructions. This is how it was going to work. Madam Hooch was going to tell all the players except for Wood not to come out of the locker room. In result, he'll be the only one in the pitch. At that time I'm going to be on the stand where Lee Jordan reports the games. Lee will start the music in the background and then I will start singing. After I sing I will say a little something and wish everyone a Merry Christmas and then go to the locker room to change for the game. It was a perfect process. The only thing not in it would be Oliver's reaction.
I waited at the top bleacher box. Lee Jordan and Chloe sat next to me. Lee was looking at some piece of paper and Chloe was awkwardly writing something in secret.
"What's this?" I asked snatching the paper out of her hand. She quickly stood up and searched for where I hid the paper.
"Give it back!" she exclaimed. I laughed a little and shook my head. I titled back on my chair. She stormed outside cursing. I took the paper out of my shirt. Where else does a girl hide stuff? It was a letter to someone. I read to myself.
Billie-
I can't wait until tonight. I can finally come to the states to spend time with you. This time I think I'm ready. Make sure you have the protection. You are my love and I promise that I haven't thought about anything but you these past months. I am grateful to be able to lose my virginity to someone like you. I hope one day we can s
It stopped. The letter stopped. Well I did snatch it out of her hand. Billie…hmm. The only Billie I knew that was associated with Chloe was her cousin. Wait, this couldn't be the same Billie. That would be total incest. Eww…Chloe would never do that,I hope. Well, she did act different when Billie came here for the concert. She didn't mention or even go near another boy. Omigod, I understood.
I walked outside the bleacher box and found Chloe leaning against the wall.
"So, he's really your boyfriend" I stated. She turned her head.
"Billie was never your cousin. He's your boyfriend. You just didn't say anything to me because you knew that in September when you were with other guys, I would've said something." I continued. I was a little pissed but, this wouldn't take away the nervousness and excitement I felt for my little idea.
"I just thought I could have a little fun without one guy. He's in America and he's really the one I like. The guys here are just little flings and makeout sessions. The only one that came remotely close to changing my mind was Draco." She stood her head down. She looked so ashamed.
"That's why you haven't gone near him in the longest time. Did you call it off with him?" I questioned. She nodded. I saw a tear fall. I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around her. We stood like that for a few minutes.
"Well, I won't worry about it anymore. Come on, you have to get ready. There's a good amount of people here already" she stared up at me. I nodded and we walked back into the bleacher box. I saw Madam Hooch signal Oliver in the hallway as he went back inside and told the team to step outside. I knew they wouldn't listen. I saw Oliver step out onto the pitch 2 minutes later and mount his broom. He flew and hovered in the middle of the field. He looked around and got a confused look on his face. Madam Hooch smiled up at me and I turned to Lee who entered the CD. He smiled at me and the song started playing. I started singing and walking down the bleacher stairs. I heard whispering and talking from all the students around me. Oliver had no idea where the sound was coming from. I opened the door that led tothe field and walked out still singing.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(And I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
I walked up to Oliver and stood right in front of him.I stared into his eyes as I sang the next lines.
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
Oliver stroked my face with his index fingers. I smiled warmly to him and sang on. He had the biggest smile on his face. He walked closer and I moved away. I had to finish the song.
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby
I sang the last part slowly as everything was silent. Oliver stepped forward and kissed me softly on the lips. I heard 'aws' and 'ooos' followed with cheering. We broke away and smiled at each other. I stepped back once more and signaled to him to stay put. I cleared my throat into the mic and everything got quiet again. I spoke.
"Okay. I have something to say. All of you know Oliver Wood. Most of you know him as my boyfriend" 'boos' could be heard throughout the staduim. I continued once it stopped. It didn't bother me. "Well, there was a rumor going around school yesterday that I was dating someone else behind Oliver's back. That is totally untrue. So I'm here today to prove to you Oliver" I pointed and looked into Wood's eyes. "That I would never do anything like that to you and that I love you.All I need to know is if you love me enough to get over this and spend Christmas vacation with mua" I raised my eyebrows and looked around at the crowd. They were all chanting yes. I looked back at Wood who started walking over to me. He grabbed the mic.
"I love you more than I thought I could anybody. There's noone else I'd rather spend my Christmas with then you" he dropped the mic and wrapped his arms around my waist. I leaned in and kissed him. This time I forced my tongue inside. Oliver opened his mouth, welcoming me. His tongue stroked mine and we stood there repeating the process. We stopped when we noticed the rest of the team come onto the field. I laughed and pecked him on the lips. "I better get into uniform" I said into his ear as I ran across the pitch and got to my locker. I changed clothes and hurried out to the field. Students were still talking excitedly about the incident that I had just pulled. I couldn't believe it myself. This year was turning out to be something amazing.
Alright, that's chapter 10!!..I better get to sleep. Hope you guy's liked it. It' not one of my favorites, but a lot of stuff happened. Please remember to Review!!! thanks a ton...ill update soon...R&R!!- JeSs
