The silence in the car was deafening. She knew he was still shaken up over what happened buy why? There was only one answer. He loved Faith. Deep down she always knew that, he was only using her to get over Faith, that's why he was considered a ladies man going through so many women trying to see if he could find a replacement for her. Did he know it though? One way to find out. Ask.

"Do you have feelings for Yokas?" she asked half wanting, half dreading the answer.

He swallowed and turned onto her street before answering her.

"Ya I did" it felt like someone just threw a bucket of cold water on her, chilling her to the bone. Why would it hurt this much if she already knew the answer?

"Did you ever act on your feelings?" why did she keep asking questions she didn't want to know the answer to?

"No" he shut the car off. Turning to face her completely.

"Why?" she couldn't stop asking she had to know

"Never a time I guess, she was always with Fred"

"What about after she wasn't?" any more questions and she'd have to sew her mouth shut. The funny thing was, she couldn't sew.

"If you remember I was in la la land, having tubes coming out from places I don't even wanna think about" he was being difficult.

"But what about after you got out?" just answer this question.

"I was going to tell her, after I asked her if she would shoot for me" She couldn't believe what she was hearing. "But the moment she said no, I knew she wasn't the person I thought she was" she sensed a but coming.

"But" she started him off.

"There is no but I realized that for a while I loved the idea of being in love with her but not anymore" all she needed was for him to say that he loved her and she would melt.

"I have feelings for someone else" come on say it.

"Who?" he would have to say it she wasn't going to help him.

His face became serious as he said the next few words

"I'm in love with Sully" her jaw drop both mentally and physically. He had to be kidding.

"There's just something about him, the way he walks and jiggles" he broke into a big grin and laughing. That was not funny but she couldn't help laughing along. After a few minutes they both calmed down

"I do have feelings for a woman" he started playing with her hand, teasing hers with his. His eyes focused on what they were doing.

"do I know her?"

"That depends" his thumb began rubbing back and forth against her palm sending tiny shivers up her spine.

"On what?"

"How well you know yourself" he said it.

"Now these feelings are they lust or something more real?" her eyes dropping to their hands.

"More real" his hand dropped from hers to her bare leg drawing little circles back and forth.

"All time or just for now?" his fingers leaving a trail of fire on her skin as he moved his fingers up.

"I hope all time but it's still to hard to tell" he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her? Her emotions had jumped all over the place tonight. This made the night perfect even from their interruption.

Later she lay thinking while he was sleeping soundly if they hadn't run into Faith tonight that he wouldn't have said how he felt about her. This was making her decision harder, she wanted to tell him with everything that was in her. Would he feel any less, like she was an alien that he didn't know anymore? She soon fell asleep shortly after when the daybreak was gently coming in through her blinds.