A/N: Sorry didnt have time to correct mistakes.Can you guess what song i used?

A hand slowly moved up his chest to touch his nipples pinching them just enough to make him moan, his mouth went dry as she climbed on top of him, kissing his chest farther down until she reached the top of his jeans. He ran his fingers through her hair not wanting her to stop.

Her lips touching his feeling so right, her wrapped in his arms felt so natural. They moved as one never stopping both trying to reach the earth shattering climax, both taking and giving what each other needed. He looked into her eyes as both reached there climax's and saw a stranger one he'd never wanted to talk to again. He saw Faith, a naked Faith, indulging in the after math of their lovemaking.

"Oh Bos"

He jerked awake bolting upright, trying to get his breathing under control. He looked to the person laying beside him, sleeping soundly, so peaceful, so innocent to the world around them.

He'd had the dream before but it was some how unsettling this time, he was over her. He had someone new, someone that made him feel something he'd never felt before. He was terrified that someone was going to take her away from him, and that person was going to be him, his track record proved that. When ever someone was close to seeing the real him, he did something to push the person away.

So much he wanted to tell her and yet didn't know how, so many things left to resolve. And nowhere to start. The story of his life.

He couldn't be here right now, needed to be alone. He pulled the covers away from him and left the room he paced the living room for he didn't know how long. He did notice that when he started dawn was creeping up on them. The sun was higher now maybe mid morning, he really didn't want to know about it, to think about it.

Sometimes he just felt overwhelmed with everything, work, relationships, life in general. She helped in more ways than he could count, he had someone to come home to, some one who experienced most of what he went through, they worked in the same precinct, worked the same shift, understood where the other person was coming from, just so many things they knew, they could understand each other. And yet so different he knew nothing about her, he knew her sister and that she had lived in a neighbourhood not much different than his. But what did he really know about her, where it mattered the most?

He would start today, learning everything their was to know about her, her daily habits, her flaws, her pet peeves, which he assumed were quite high, everything. He'd never wanted to know everything about a girl before, first time for everything.

He walked back into the bedroom leaning against the doorframe, just looking at the person occupying the bed.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away from dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure...

Whoa, who would have thought he Maurice Boscorelli, a member of the 55th precinct, a police officer not less, thinking about this. Is it true what they say Love changes a person? Well he sure didn't recognize the person who kept babbling on about love that was for sure. He could get used to it though,

Don't want to close my eyes,
I don't want to fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you baby,
And I don't want to miss a thing...
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you baby,
And I don't want to miss a thing...

He climbed back into bed snuggling in close as he could go before he woke her, he could feel her heart beating. For right now everything was right in the world as long as she was in his arms.

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes, and thank God we're together...
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever... and ever...

The moment would end though, always does. Nothing ever stays the same.

I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you, just like this,
I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time...

For the rest of his life he would be by her side doing everything he could. And that meant asking the one question that had nagged him everyday since it happened. Did.He.Blame.Her.? That question should have been answered right away but, but what? He couldn't be with her if he didn't know the answer she didn't deserved this. He almost left the comfort of her embrace to be alone again.

This could make or break their relationship. A matter of life and death, he would die without her. He was really starting to realize the more he was with her the more he couldn't be without her. And that scared the hell out of him.

I don't wanna miss a thing.