Hay! this is TST, but my way! hope you like it!
Dear Emma,
The day you stopped loving me was one of the hardest days I've ever known You let go so abrutply that I never got the chance to tell you how much I loved you You never gave us the chance that we deserved, yet you knew right away it would never last Though you hurt me, you were hurt too The only differnce is... I'm still living with this pain The pain that constantly reminds me of how good I had things and how badly I messed up Because I love you so much... I'm willing to drift away from you as though I never meant anything to you Just know... you will always be much more than you can even begin to imagin.
I love you,
Sean.
Sean had wrote that letter maybe 10 times now, before he ever got the courage to send it to Emma. He thought about going to New York to find her, but it just wasnt going to work. He new that she needed time, and one day she would have to go back. So as time went on, Sean started to hang out with Jay again, and he even met this girl Ellie, how had made him feel again. They got really serous together, and for almost a year now, they have been going storng. Sean still missed Emma, every day of his life, but Ellie is who he had now, and he was almost sure he loved her.
Emma had started out pretty bad in New York, she would cry herself to sleep every night, she even started to cut. She got letters from Sean, but never read them, just kept them in a box un tuched. After about the first 3 months there, she started to feel better, and was getting her life on track. She had lived with her Grandma for almost 2 years, when she relised that she needed to go back to Degrassi. So Jr year, so moved back there.
As summer went on, she never even saw Sean. She didnt want to. She herd that he was with Ellie now, and Emma was fine with it. She had Manny, Toby, and JT. When school started, Emma had no other choise but to see Sean. The first day of school, Emma didnt wnat ot go, but she new she had too, and with that, she went, not caring if Sean Cameron was there.
Sean and Ellie had walked to school holding hands, and as they entered the school, they walked towards Seans locker, were Sean thought he was dreaming. On his way there, he saw his Emma, Emma Nelison, the one he had loved for so many years. As he saw her, he looked as if he was a deer in head lights. Ellie didnt no what happened, and then relised it was Emma. She just shook him and said "Come on Sean." and with that Emma herd, turned around, smiled and then just walked away. She was very proud of herself for that, and luckly only had one class with him, and in that class she didnt evne look at him. but sean on the other hand, could not belive that Emma was back. He had to talk to her, but he didnt no what to say, he had Ellie now, and well he just didnt no what to do. He was confused, but just tired to forget her, like she did with him, but they both new that they never forgot eachother, but more in love then ever.
Then next couple weeks went well for Emma. She was on this quiz game show, with Toby, Jimmy, and Rick. Emma didnt understand why everyone didnt like him. They would push im in the halls, and they were very rude to him. She herd that he had put Terri in a como, but she didnt hear details. She felt bad for him, so she was his friend. The day of the game show, he had told her that he was winning this for her. She felt kind of weird because she didnt like him. When he had gone up to give an answer, yellow paint and feathers went all over him. Emma once again felt bad for him, and went after him. "Rick, dont worry about it, it was a stupid little prank." Right then and there Rick kissed her. She back away as fast as she could. "Rick what are you doing?" "I thought you loved me" "Love you, i felt sorry for you." With that Rick left, and Emma was standing there, Sean staring at her right around the coner.
Sean couldnt belive it. Emma had changed so much. She would have never had said anything like that to anyone. She relised that he was staring at her, and just says "Ya Sean, that was your doing. Im a bitch now because of you." Sean didnt no what to say, and just turned around and walked away. The rest of the day was Mr R trying to tell people to figure out who did the paint. Then right when 9th period bell rang, Sean Emma and Toby herd a loud noise in the hall, they walked pasted it to see that Rick had a gun, and Jimmy on the floor. "Hello Emma, you made my list" Rick said as he was pointing the gun at her. "Emma go, he has a gun" Sean said, as he was pushing her back. "DONT TURN YOUR BACK ON ME!" rick said screaming. Emma just stood there crying, not moving. "Im sorry i kissed you. But you made my list." Rick had the gun pointed right to her. "Rick, put the gun down, life is only going to get worse, trust me I no.Sean said, walking slowly towards rick. "It cant, I already shot one person." Rick had the gun, and was about to shoot, when Sean went up to him, and started to fit with him. The gun went off, Sean and Rick both feel to the floor.
Emma, was in questioning when she looked at Sean. She didnt no what to say. He saved her life. All she wanted to do was go up to him and just hug him. She wanted to thank him, for everything, and just be with him again. They looked at each other, she mouthed the words "thank you" and he just sat there, looking at her, and right when Ellie came in the room, forgot about Emma complitly. Emma new that it was over, and it was never ever going ot happen again. That night, Emma didnt sleep, and they all found out that Rick had died.
The next day at school was hell.Emma, everyone talking about her, saying things, she just couldnt take it. She went into the MI lab, witch was Snakes old room. No one was in there but Sean. Emma started to cry, and just huged Sean. "You saved my life, I dont no what to say." She was crying as hard as she could. She felt safe in his arms again, and then soon he let go, leaving and not saying anything. As both there days went on, Sean was the hero, and Emma was the talk of the school. Everyone wanted to interview Sean, and he had seened something his mother said about him, and just flipped. As he walked out of the reporters car with Ellie, they went up to jay who was standing by Emma waiting for him. "Move im driving" sean said angryly. As Ellie and Jay got into the car, Sean looked at Emma and said "Get in, your coming." And the four of them drove to Wassaga Beach, witch would be a trip to remember.
It was a long quite drive for everyone. No one said anything. When they got there, they pulled up to a trailer park. They all got out of the car. "It looks like a lunch box." Jay said, in a rude voice. "Shut up, its were i was born." Sean said back. Sean started to walk up to his house, were Ellie goes "Maybe you should cool off." "Im cool, we have been driving for two hours." Then Emma just said "Let him go Ellie, he shbould have done this years ago." Sean was actully happy that she had said that. She new him, she new what he went throught. He needed her here, and he new just as much that she needed him here with her. As Sean walked up to the door, his mother answered trying to give him a hug, but Sean was pissed. "I herd your interview, well I just came up here to tell you that, next time, tell them the truth. Like how you gave up on me." "Sean," his mother tried to say, but he didnt care, "and make sure to tell them that you sent me away, so you didnt have to deal with me anymore." Sean walked away saying that.
Sean had felt good that he had gone up to his parents and said that. He new that he couldnt say it over the phone, but really he needed to see his mom. He needed them, and as much as he didnt want to admite it, he needed them as much as he needed Emma. But the thing Sean new was, he didnt have either of them.
They all went to the beach and were having a great time. But then Sean saw tyler, and things started to look ugly. Emma was the only one that understood what Sean was going through. She was there too, and the too of them were quite, the whole time, even when tyler was yelling at sean. Ellie didnt really understand, and after there little fight with tyler, Ellie had startd to belive what Tyler was saying, and not Sean. "Sean, Im trying to understand what you are going through, but you just wont talk to me." "You want me to talk, okay, when the gun went off, i felt this warm luiqued, i thought i pissed myself, but really, i was drenched in ricks blookd." "Sean" ellie said as she started to walk closer. "Your not doing this to me" and Sean just went on his jet sky, going crazy when he feel off. Ellie Emma and Jay dindt no what to do, Sean was just laying in the lake, head in the water. Tyler saw this, and ran into it, he got Sean out and brought him to land. "Sean, Sean wake up" Emma said as she was rubbing his back. When Sean woke up, the first thing he saw was Emma, and right then and their he new things were going to get better. They all made sure he was okay, and then he said he wanted to be alone for a couple of minutes. So Emma, Jay and Ellie went to go get something to eat.
Emma went up to Sean about 20 minutes later. Sean was just stairing into space. "Earth to Sean. Hello. Maybe you should see a dr." emma said as she waved her hand across his face. "Emma Im fine, jsut thinking." "About what?" "Everything, the past years. Emma Im sorry." "For what?" "Everything I put you through." "I think you made up for it, and dont worry about it, ancient history. But I think we should be going." "Okay, just one pit stop first"
Sean got back into the car, and drove back to his parents house. He was the only one that got out of the car this time, and went to talk to his parents. He knocked on the door, and his parents finally came. "So when are the cops coming?" Seans dad asked. Sean started to walk away but his mom stoped him. "He didnt mean that Sean." "Im here with friends dad." "So after all these years, no phone call, no nothing?" "Dad, your the one that send me away." "Sean we did that to keep you out of Jail. Sean me and your father made a lot of mistakes in our lifes, but sending you to live with tracker, was the best thing we ever did. It kept you out of jail." "So why are you here son?" Sean was almost in tears now, "because this kid at school, was going to shoot the lov-my friend" then he stoped for a second. He just relised that he had saved Emma. His Emma, the girl he had loved for ever. The girl that was the one that kept him out of jail, that made him the person he is today. It was Emma he saved, andno matter how much crap they went throught, he would always be the one to save her. Sean just broke into tears as he went on, "I think, I think i might have killed him" Now as was hystrical, and his parents hugging him, "He died, I killed him." With his parents hugging him, nowing that Emmas the one for him, he new he was going to be safe again, and life was going to get better then this. After that, he and his parents had a long talk, about everything.
Well Sean was talking to his parents, Emma Jay and Ellie, just sat in Jays car lisening to music. Emma couldnt take her mind of Sean. She loved him. She never stoped. She couldnt belelive that he almost died for her. All of these years hating him, when she could have just loved him and things wouldnt turn out the way they were. She had to tell him, she didnt care if Ellie would beat the crap out of her, she needed Sean. She missed him all of thos years away. She started crying thinking about this, and Jay and Ellie looked at her confused. They didnt understand why. Ellie, climed in the back seat, and huged her "Emma, its going to be okay. Trust me." Emma felt bad, they thought she was crying becuase of the gun. but she was really crying becuase the girl that was hugging her, had her loves heart. Emma soon relised that she wasnt going to get Sean back, and that made her cry even harder.
About 30 minutes later, Sean started walking back, and we all got out of the car. Ellie went up to Sean, kissed him and just said "lets get you out of here." "Ellie, im" "Your staying arnt you?" "Ellie, I need to be here with my parents, to deal" 'Sean I love you," "Ellie, I love you too but." Well he was saying that, he was looking at Emma the whole time. "Yo Cameron get in the car." Jay said. "Staying." "Are you sure about this man?" Now you could hear ellie crying, slapping the rubberband against her rist. "Ya." Jay hugged Sean, then we all got in the car and left. As we were pulling away slowly, Emma looking back, saw Sean crying. She was him mouth the words "I love you Emma." and with that, Emma made jay stop the car. "Jay stop the car. Jay stop the car." "For what?" "just stop the car." Emma was getting mad now, Jay stoped the car. "Emma turned to Ellie and said "Ellie, Im sorry, but I have to do this." Emma got out of the car, and with Sean walking away, Emma was running, faster then she ever could. As she was running, she had pictures going through her mind of their first kiss, their first date, their fights, everything that she could remember. His house felt liek forever to get to, but Emma just kept running. Jays car was still stoped there, and Ellie was out of the car. Looking confused, she started to walk back towards Seans house to. Emma finally got to his house, screaming "Sean wait, Sean!"
Sean turned around and saw Emma crying, running towards him. He was to crying, and started to run towards her. They hugged, and just cried on eachothers sholders. "Sean, i needed you, Sean, I dont no how to thank you. You saved my life." Sean thought that Emma was only there because they went through that together, and Sean would understand what she was going through. "Emma, I didnt even have to think about saving you, its just second nature to me. And if you ever need to talk, Im only a phone call away." They stoped hugging and they were looking at eachother now, Sean had stoped crying, but Emma was still going. "Sean, I cant, you cant, I cant go home with out you" "Em, its gunna be hard at school, and i no we both went throught his, but you have to be storng. You can make it with out me. You'll find an amazing guy that will be ther for you to deal with, and well always be friends." Emma didnt understand why Sean was saying this. She wantd to say she loved him, but she couldnt. There was so much going on in her head. "Sean, your the amazing guy i want to be there for me to deal with." Sean couldnt belevie what he was hearing. "Emma," he started to say, when he herd Ellie, crying behind his fence. He new that he just broke her heart, but his would be broken if he didnt do this. Emma was the one he loved. He new it. "Sean its fine, I understand. We can be friends." Sean put his hands on Emma, and kissed her forhead and was wiping her tears. "Emma no, were not going to be friends, your going to be my girlfriend, my best friend, my everything." With that, Emma couldnt controll her hears, she was crying as hard as he ever did, and Sean just hugged her. "I love you." "I love you too Sean." With that, Emma just cried on Seans solder for 5 minutes, were Seans parents came out side.
"Is everything okay out here?" "Ya mom, this is Emma, the girl I was telling you about." Emma lifted her head up, and smiled at his mom and dad. "Well hello there Emma" Seans mom was coming down his steps to give her a hug. "Thanks for helping out my Sean, you really helped him." Emma just smiled, "He was all worth it." Emma went inside to call her mom to tell her were she is, and Sean was out side going to talk to Ellie.
"Ellie, look Im really sorry." "Its okay Sean, really I understand. Its hard to forget your first love." "Ellie, you were amazing, thank you for everything, and I really hope that we cna be freinds. IF you ever need me, im just a phone call away." "Thanks Sean." Ellie said, kissing him on the check, and walking back to Jays car.
Sean couldnt belvie everything that went on today. He was happier then ever to have Emma back in his life. He was standing outside, looking up at the stars, watching Jay pull away. Emma came and sat down next to him. They just sat there in silince for a minute. "Emma, thank you." "For what?" "Giving me my life back." Emma just layed her head on Seans sholder, and had his arms around her, nowing that she was going to be happy again. Sean looked at Emma, we the saddest eyes and said, "Em why did you leave?" "I had to, i couldnt stay. Every time I would look at you I would cry, I got myself into a bad habbit that day when I saw you kissing Amy, and I scared my mom. She didnt no what to do." "What bad habbit?" Emma slowly lifted up her arms, and Sean saw the scares. "Emma, why?" "Sean, I didnt feel anymore. The first time you broke up with me I did it, and then you broke my heart again, and thats the worst pain in the world to feel. This pain was easer to deal with." "Em, Im sorry, Im soo sorry." "Its okay, jsut dont break my heart again." "Never will that happen." Sean kissed Emma, and she felt as good as she had in years.
The next moring, Sean thought everything that happend that day was a dream. Then he saw Emma in his arms and new that it was real. He and Emma wer together again, and forever.
Emma went home that day, and about a month later Sean was back home too. They were still together through out highschool, and collage. They did have some problems, but they always worked through them. Sean owned his own shop, and was one of the biggest auto repair shops in all of Cali. Emma became a righter and her first best seller, "Our Love is Too Storng." A story about her and Seans love story. Emma had just gotten the news that they were going to make a movie out of it.
That was it. There lives were perfect. The best part was, they had eachother. and there love, was to strong.
