sorrows and the demons within
blackartofchaos: same old same same old i don't own beybladeor any alcohol basicly if its in here i don't own it that is apart from Fumitory and the idea of this story.
kai woke in a cold sweat once again nightmares had ran amock through his dreams allowing him no rest nor letting him awake untill the morning light streamed through his window banishing the horrors of the night. and even though his eyes were open the last image he had saw before waking still lingered in his mind. it was the image that he dreaded for every night it came and every night it was the last thing to race through his mind. although it haunted him he half welcomed it. mainly because it signified the end of his imaginations reign of horror. everywhere he looked he saw her, Fumitory, the one thing he saw frequently throughout the night but he hated what he saw because what he saw were all the possiblities of what could have happened to her. most images were of her lying mutilated on the floor of some dark dirty apartment writhing in agony. but the one that remained was not one of her hurt, dead or anything like that but just of her face leering at him with a smirk on her gaunt face asthough she were saying, ' this is what could have hapened. which ever one is true remember, you did it, it's all your fault... you killed me.' it was this that caused tears to form in his normally emotionless eyes. tears that wouldn't come.
staning up kai got a wiff of his breath and gaged. he groaned as his eyes fell on the remains of last nights binge drinking. he was so disgusted with himself that he didn't even notice the killer headach that had set in untill he got to the kitchen where empty cans of beer lay crumpled all over the floor and smashed bottles of spirits littered the counters. Kai downed a glass of water and put a paracetamol tablet into his mouth, without even washing, he walked out of the door heading to max's where the team was meeting.
Fumitory
it was settled Fumitory would stay at Bryans for as long as she needed. which shouldn't be long she thought to her self as she lay next to Bryan on the soft green grass of his backgarden.
"I heard what happened at the club. I'm sorry i should have stayed longer it was my turn to lock up... It must have been terrible, all those bad memories..."
"It's ok it wasn't your fault and you can't change the past."
"I guess not but if you ever wan't to talk about it."
"I'm fine." fumitory said sitting up. she just wanted to forget... Just like the other times.
kai groaned at the sound of the other bladebreakers arguing in the kitchen over what to order for breakfast. as soon as kai walked in they went silent.
"hey kai are you ok? you're usually the first one here." tyson asked
kai said nothing he just sat down as far from Ray as possible. max bounded over to him obviously on another sugar high.
"kai, have you heard from Fumitory yet?" Kai felt like someone had plunged a knife of ice into his heart, cold pain consumed him at the mere mention of her name.
"max asked you a question kai, aren't you gonna answer him?" Ray asked slyly
"No" kai said flatly stareing daggers at Ray. "I haven't heard a thing."
"Oh, well i'm sure we will soon but right now I'm worried more about your health Kai." Kenny said
"I'm fine"
"No you're not, look at you! your hairs a mess, your skins as white as a ghost, you stink like the leftovers of a dead cow, your eyes are sunken your breath reaks of alcohol need I go on?" Ray called from the other side of the room.
"I'm fine. And i don't need your opinion kon!" kai glared at Ray. kai stood up to leave but Ray copied him and started coming closer. Kai just grabbed his coat to leave
"how do you think this would effect Fumitory if she saw you in this state?" Ray whispered in kai's ear as he was about to walk through the door.Kai froze that had done it Ray had gone too far kai turned round and punched Ray hard in the face. Tyson and Max rushed forward restraining Kai who was screaming "YOU BASTARD! YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH! I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!" at the top of his voice tears were streaming down his face. Kai broke out of Tyson and Max's grasp he thundered down the street eyes closed, not knowing, or caring, where he was going he learned the consiquences of not looking where you're going as he ran into a wall and blacking out.
Fumitory
"So, have you heard from Tala lately?" Bryan asked Fumitory
"No why would I" she replied flatly
"Well it's no secret about you two, everyone knows you were together."
"what the hell,I never eventhought of Tala as anything but a friend we never had a relationship!"
"Oh come on Fumitory! why else would you talk to no one but him? And the diary, why would you leave it to him when you left?"
"because A) no one else tried to talk to me, and B) Tala was the only oneI could trust not to turn me into Voltaire. how do you know about the diary?
"After we escaped Tala told us about the diary but he wouldn't tell us what you had said. So thenI came to the conclusion that you had talked about your relationship together and all that mushy shit."
"I didn't have a relationship with Tala! the only one I truly care about is..." she cut herself off there.
"Go on!" Bryan said eagerly
"Non of your buisiness Bryan don't stick your nose in!"
"Oh come on it was just getting good!"
"leave it." she warned him
"PLEASE?! I wont tell any one!"
"I SAID LEAVE IT!" lightning cracked in the distance the sky turned black and so did Fumitorys eyes she was lifted swiftly into the air, Bryan was thrown against the fence by an invisible force.
"Fumitory" Bryan whispered. Fumitory gasped her eyes tuned back, so did the sky and she sunk to the ground. she rubbed her head then stood on shakey legs tears streamed down her cheeks.
"I... I... I... I'm so sorry!" she breathed running out of the garden into the street Bryan tried to follow but he was too shocked to stand up and by the time he got to where he had last saw her Fumitory was long gone.
Fumitory huddled into the corner of a dark doorway of a closed down building no one could see her, no one wanted to, so she sat and watched as the normal people walked past. like she had done all her life. she began to cry but not out of self pity, out of self loathing, everything she hated she hated about herself she was a deamon and she knew it, only, the previous event had proved it, any doubt she had in her mind was gone it realy was best if she died. for who would love someone like her? who would love a monstor?
"I would..." whispered a familiar voice in her head someone had intercepted her thoughts but who? who could possibly do that all her mentalbarriers were up only a force greater than life itsself could have penetrated her mind. just then someone stopped infront of the doorway, someone had seen her, someone with keen eyes. Fumitory looked up and an ebony haired boy stood infront of her holding out his hand and smiling.
"Ray" fumitory said taking his hand but as she reached for it he faded disappearing into thin air someone was playing mind games, and it annoyed her she sent a mental brainwave to anyone even attempting to intercept her thoughts it would knock their grip on her mind and they would slip away and be mentally damaged for a day they wouldn't get back into her mind again for about a day. still Fumitory decided to get on the move it would be harder for people to track her if she was moving as she rounded a corner she tripped over something lay on the ground as she looked over her shoulder fumitory saw a familiar blader with two toned hair lay unconcious on the ground.
Fumitorys POV.
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It's another illusion, but then how could it be? Any form of telepathy has been blocked from my head , and i tripped over him didn't I? or was that another trick? NOTHING MAKES SENSE I CANT TELL REAL FROM FAKE! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME KAI?
She shook her head this was real he was there. he was cold but had a pulse and was breathing. He was sick, he needed to be home she picked kai up and then everything hit home. She had caused this. forcing back the tears she ran home. she kicked open the door and lay kai on his bed after checking he was ok, Fumitory went to the bathroom she returned with a damp cloth, Kai flinched as she placed it on his head she smiled at him and stroked his hair he let out a sigh and began to snore. Fumitory left to get a shower. she didn'twant one bt she needed time to think and thoughts came to her easier when she was relaxing.
Fumitory climbed into the shower and sank to the bottom enjoying the feel of warm water flowing over her body and small rain like dropsgently kissing her skin. unwillingly Fumitory stood up feeling drowzy, as any cat does when exposed to heat. fumitory's eye's turned to slits and her ears pricked up. something wasn't right she was about to get out and check on her sleepingPheonix when a ghostly hand placed it's self round her waist and another over hermouth she felt like a bucket of ice had just plunged into her stomach as a phantom tongue ran up her spine. a faint and familiar chant echoed in her head a scream rang in her ears the water around her turned to blood. Fumitory felt herself falling as she blacked out.
FLASH BACK
"Leave me alone you drunken bastard!" fumitory screamed at the 30 year old man advancing on her he pulled off his shirt and laughed at the cornered child just meters away.
"scream all you like kid no one here will help you they don't care. you shouldn't have run away now should you?"
" I don't need helpI never have,I don't know how you found me but, AHHH!" The man slapped her accross the face. Fumitory dropped onto one knee.
"Who do you think you are? don't dare speak to me like that or I'll-" he began before he was cut off
"Or you'll what? kill me? go aheadI don't careI welcome death right now but don't dare thinkI will sit and let you do what the fuck you wantI am NOTthe small little kid you used to push around scinceI came hereI have become stronger I wont go without a fight!" she stood up fire burning wildly in her eyes Fumitory leaped towards her attacker delivering a powerfull punch to his chest.
"WHY YOU INCOLENT LITTLE BITCH HOW DARE YOU!" He screeched grabbing hold or her hepinned her down and ripped off her top smiling with satisfaction he licked her back forcing her to shiver
' I can't let this happen i've come too far to let him win no i will fight! even if it means doing what i fear most.'
"NEVER!" fumitory shouted throwing the man off her back a roar was heared all round the abbey as fumitorys overly sharpcanines extended just enough for the points to gently stick outbetween her lips her eyes blackened. the man once again tried to restrain her this time she was really stuck there was only one thing for it she sabed her fangs deep into his neck he whimpered at the pain as she drew back and the venom started to take effect she whispered in his ear:
'thats just a taste of the pain you put me through but even the agony that will follow isn't decent revenge for what you did death is too good for you'
his grip loosened and he began to shake violently hius lips turned blue as he colapsed screaming in pain.
"Scream all you want no one can or will help you' no one cares" Fumitory said bursting into manical laughter. unknown to her Ice blue eyes had seen everything she ripped the dieing mans cloak and fasioned herself a make shift top. she turned round she threw up as she realised what she had doneandbroke into a runtears blinded her. fumitory colided with a pale skinned cherry haired boy just a head taller than herself.
"I saw" he said
"I know" fumitory replied bursting into tears. seconds later she was shocked to find a pair of arms wrapped around her. the arms of a usually distant and uncaring boy.
"You're not scared?"
"No you were right to do it"
"But that doesn't make it ok, when Voltaire finds out.."
"Then he WONT find out" Tala said looking her deep in the eyes"
End flashback
I'm too tired to do individual thanks I just wanna say thanks for reviews and I'm sorry i took so long! i was swamped with coursework. Plus my disk decided it wanted to wipe everything on it so i had to re write everything after finishing it but i think this version is better than the origional ;)
Fumitory: What happened?
Me: Not telling it's a secret! shhhhh! ok akane have you worked it out yet?
max: why do me tyson and kenny play crappy roles?
me:1) kenny's worthless 2) I can't be arsed 3) this is based on kai ray and fumitory 4) you guys will have signifgicance in futurechapters.
Ray: review and update guys, meow!
