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Chapter 11: "I Don't Need You!"
Lily went to bed grinning madly, she couldn't wait to be with Amos at the
party. Even though she liked him, she dreamt of that boy with those deep
hazel eyes.
That morning she woke up with Kit slobbering all over her. She pushed her
off and rose from her sleeping bag on the floor. She saw someone's blurry
image sitting in a chair, watching her every move.
She shut her eyes and rubbed them before opening them again, as her eyes
fluttered open the person in the chair was gone. Strange.
She shrugged and went into the kitchen to grab a glass of water. She
opened a cupboard and yawned. She shut it, screamed and fell to the floor
and then relaxed.. James was standing right there with a glare.
"What?!"
He kept a strait lined mouth," What are you doing with Amos?" He said,
through gritted teeth.
"None of you business," she said sneering.
" What are you doing with him? He's a player and a dumper! You know that!
He's just in for pleasure Lily!"
Lily glared," You can't say things about people, when you know nothing
about them James! That's what you do to everyone! You're so cruel!" She
screamed out in frustration.
James looked down at the frozen tiled floor," I'm sorry for loosing my
temper Lily, I just don't want you to get your heart broken by some
player.."
Lily sighed and looked at him with pity," Don't worry about me-" she
walked over to the swinging door and then spun around to face him again.
" - Besides, you're the one who broke my heart.."
He stared mindlessly at the door she just walked out of, he stumbled to
the table and sat down with his head in his hands and her blocking his
mind..
..
Lily and the girls had a fun day at the beach, they tanned, water skied
and made sand castles (Ashley made a hamburger one, and Sirius thought it
was actually a real hamburger.. well you know what happened next..yuck.)
Amos came over later and taught Lily how to surf, while James sat on the
beach fuming.
Lily took a shower; blow dried her hair, and slipped on her gown. It was
a halter top with one side strap, it was dark green and had ' I say bad
words..' on it glowing in black. It went with her shirt that touched her
knees, was a silky blackish gray and had crimps in it.
Her lips were covered in a soft pink; she had eyeliner on making her eyes
seem dark and screaming with mystery.
She roamed her eyes over her body with pleasure on how good she looked,
grabbed her small-heeled sandals and walked down the hall.
James and Sirius sat in two chairs looking over some kind of long list;
they heard someone walking and looked up at Lily with jaws dropped. The
only word James could find in his mind to fit her image was Gorgeous..
Her hair bounced, and her bright green eyes glittered with beauty as she
smiled. She walked out of the room looking for Ash and Naena, who were
apparently crying over who got the hair straitener.
"No way! You took longer in the shower, I get it!" Naena complained.
" Nu uh! You're the one who's wearing my top, I get it!" Ash argued back.
The girls kept bickering over who got it, James and Sirius started to
yell from downstairs at them," WOULD YOU SHUT UP ALREADY? JEEZ!"
Ash mumbled ass and Naena took the opportunity to grab the straitener,
and run into the bathroom while locking it behind her.
Ashley banged on the bathroom door screaming at her to hand it over,
before she cursed her to China. They were fighting a loosing battle,
well.. Not to them at least.
Ashley sat against the door applying her lip-gloss, while Naena could be
heard from inside the bathroom humming to herself while straitening her
hair. Lily sat on the bed lying on her front telling Lindsey about how
muggle phone's worked.
"- So you press some of the numbers and let it ring until someone picks
it up-"
" I still don't understand why they use such strange things" Lindsey said
cutting her off.
Lily closed her eyes tight and moaned," LINDSEY! It's how they
communicate; they can't floo like us! Jeez! I thought you were the smart
one!"
Lindsey glared and grabbed a book from her bag, while reading and
ignoring Lily's comments on how releasing the inner her.
" Would - you - shut - up - LIL!" Ash groaned from the door.
Naena opened the door and Ashley fell back with a thump. Rubbing her back
in pain she glared up at Naena," Did you REALLY have to do that?!"
Naena crossed her arms ad leaned against the door frame," Hey! I wasn't
resting my back against it!"
They kept bickering again; Lily rubbed her temples and screamed out in
frustration. " WOULD YOU BOTH SHUT UP? YOU'RE GIVING ME A HEADACHE!"
The girls all frozen rolled her eyes at her and went back to their
business. Lily threw her hands up in defeat and marched out of the room.
She stomped down the stairs and out onto the porch outside. She let her
body flow like the air she walked around, while walking up onto a small
cliff looking out onto the sun setting ocean.
Lily placed her sandals beside her and inhaled the senses, and such small
but effective beautiful scene around her. A pair of hands lightly touched
her shoulders and she spun around to see Amos," Hey" she replied.
He smiled," Hi Lily.."
Lily stared out into the ocean with Amos, and as the sun almost
disappeared Amos gave her a kiss on the cheek making her blush.
"You're beautiful Lily."
She smiled," Thanks Amos."
He got to his feet and held his hand out for her to take," Shall we go?"
"Lets," she took her hand and he twisted them together. They walked down
the stone-carved steps and onto the sandy beach, with her hair lightly
blowing in the wind they walked up at a house.
He opened the door and let her walk in first; booming music soon filled
her ears making her a bit dizzy at first. She walked over to a table
wondering how James was doing, that was soon answered as she seen him and
that girl at the feast last year, snogging each other senseless in a
bathroom.
She made a mental note to herself, to never let herself get hooked to a
guy like that..
What a fibber she was.
She walked into he kitchen and helped herself to a soda in the fridge, as
Amos went to find some of his friends.
She grabbed a glass coke ripped off the top with her teeth, and started
to chug it down her throat. Setting it down on the counter, she saw Coral
in a corner with Ashley and Sirius laughing.
She smiled and took a set next to them," Sup'?"
Sirius smiled at her," Nothing much, just seeing how fast I can annoy
Coral here." He pointed at Coral who had a pissy look on her face. Sirius
laughed," and it doesn't take much to do that!"
Lily laughed and grabbed Ashley's abandon pop, took a swing and set it
down. Sirius looked in amazement," Wow, never knew you had it in you
Lily!"
Lily rolled her eyes," Where is Joel? I thought he was going to come
later tonight?" She asked Coral who was apparently arm wrestling with
dirty blonde haired boy.
Coral slammed his arm on the table," Coming I think."
"That's not a answer Coral."
" Whatever queen bee."
Lily rolled her eyes as Amos walked back to her with a small smile," You
want to dance?"
She smiled and didn't notice her friends giving him glares," Sure!"
He grinned, took her hand and walked into the living room with her. He
placed his hands around her waist hovering on her sides, as Sirius and
James walked out of the house: not looking her way.
Lily danced as Amos ran his hands all over her stomach while dancing
closely behind her as the music pounded in her ears, making her mind turn
to beats and rhythms.
"We try to take it slow but we're still losing control and we try to make
it work but it still isn't the worth then I'm crazy trying to be your
lady I think I'm going crazy..
Girl me you were just fine you know we wine and din did them things that
couples do when in love you know walks on the beach and stuff you know
things that lovers say you do "I love you boo" "I love you to" "miss you
a lot" "I miss you even more" that's why I flew you up when we was on
tour but then some thing got out of hand you start yelling when I was
with friends even though I had ligament reasons (bullshit) you know I
have to make them definite (bullshit) how could you trust a private eye
GIRL that's why you don't believe my lies and put to sex..
Shut up, just shut up, shut up..
Shut up, just shut up, shut up.."
He was touching her so close; she thought she'd just faint from this
touch. He was like honey, drawing her nearer every step they made.
She threw her head back onto his shoulder as he delicately kissed her
neck, while still dancing slowly. Her heart began to rise and her legs
felt like butter. Even though she knew it was Amos who was kissing her,
she thought about James, with those piercing hazel eyes and his sexy
messy black hair which made her melt inside and out. It felt like he was
touching her..
"Why you know you got to move so fast love is progress if you could make
it last (why) is it that you loose control every time you agree to take
it slow so why does it have to be so damn tough cause fools in lust could
never get enough of love (love) show all the love that you be giving
changing up your living for another transition girl that's the best I
could give to get you to listen humanity of another is another tradition
you yell I yell everybody yell we got neighbors across the street yelling
(who the hell) who the hell what the hells going down so much of the
bickering killing with the sound.
Shut up, just shut up, shut up..
Shut up, just shut up, shut up.."
She threw her hand back, and let it go through his dark brown hair, even
the senses of James near her drove her body mad, making her heart shake
and flutter insanely..
' Oh my god, I can't do this anymore' she thought as his hands went up
her back. She turned to see him smiling at her," You want to go for a
walk?" He asked.
She smiled," Sure, my body is starting to ache," and with that he took
hold of her hand and lead her out of the house, and onto the white sandy
beach.
She held her shoes in one hand and held his hand in her other. They were
about a few yards from Naena's beach house, when he turned to her," I'm
having a great time with you Lily," he smiled warmly.
Even though she smiled, his smile didn't seem to have that same affect as
James. Before she knew it they were soon leaning closer to another, she
dropped her shoes and slipped her hands around his neck, pulling him
closer to her.
Her lips were so close she could smell English leather on him, that's
when it happened. Someone pulled her and Amos apart.
It was James.
Amos swayed backwards while touching his nose, which was bleeding from
James fist. She couldn't see what was happening because James was
standing in front of her protectively.
~:. Before the almost kiss..:~
Sirius and James sat on the deck steps watching the waves and eating a
bowl of popcorn, well almost. Sirius ate it all, already.
" James, something is bugging you, spill", Sirius said looking at him
with concern.
James rested his head in his hands and mumbled," Nothing.."
Sirius was about to say something when loud music started playing, and
two figures walked along the beach. It was dark out and he squinted his
eyes to get a better look at the two. He noticed some wavy red hair and
his eyes widened.
"James, say nothing, do nothing" he whispered.
James lifted his head, and looked at Sirius with a funny look, which was
still staring at the two on the beach. James followed his gaze and his
muscles tightened.
He rose and began to walk over to them, with Sirius yelling at him to
come back.
~
James pouched Amos hard in the stomach, and Lily quickly pushed James out
of her way and checked Amos. She soon spun around and glared at James,
with burning fire crackling in her bright green eyes.
" STOP INTERFERING WITH MY LIFE! I DON'T NEED YOUR ADVICE OR PATHETIC
ATTEMPTS AT 'TRYING' TO KEEP ME FROM HARM! I CAN FIGHT MY OWN DRAGONS!
I'D RATHER RESCUE MYSELF! I DON'T NEED YOU!" She screamed.
Ouch.
She stormed passed him, hardly breathing and seething with venom she kept
a strong pace and then broke into a run back to the house, passing by
Sirius and slamming the door open.
James sunk to the sandy beach ground and sighed into his hands. Why did
he always do something like this, always?
.......:'*':......
If you like the story so far, please reivew, thanks for everything you
guys *^^*
Your beloved, ~Asereje
Chapter 11: "I Don't Need You!"
Lily went to bed grinning madly, she couldn't wait to be with Amos at the
party. Even though she liked him, she dreamt of that boy with those deep
hazel eyes.
That morning she woke up with Kit slobbering all over her. She pushed her
off and rose from her sleeping bag on the floor. She saw someone's blurry
image sitting in a chair, watching her every move.
She shut her eyes and rubbed them before opening them again, as her eyes
fluttered open the person in the chair was gone. Strange.
She shrugged and went into the kitchen to grab a glass of water. She
opened a cupboard and yawned. She shut it, screamed and fell to the floor
and then relaxed.. James was standing right there with a glare.
"What?!"
He kept a strait lined mouth," What are you doing with Amos?" He said,
through gritted teeth.
"None of you business," she said sneering.
" What are you doing with him? He's a player and a dumper! You know that!
He's just in for pleasure Lily!"
Lily glared," You can't say things about people, when you know nothing
about them James! That's what you do to everyone! You're so cruel!" She
screamed out in frustration.
James looked down at the frozen tiled floor," I'm sorry for loosing my
temper Lily, I just don't want you to get your heart broken by some
player.."
Lily sighed and looked at him with pity," Don't worry about me-" she
walked over to the swinging door and then spun around to face him again.
" - Besides, you're the one who broke my heart.."
He stared mindlessly at the door she just walked out of, he stumbled to
the table and sat down with his head in his hands and her blocking his
mind..
..
Lily and the girls had a fun day at the beach, they tanned, water skied
and made sand castles (Ashley made a hamburger one, and Sirius thought it
was actually a real hamburger.. well you know what happened next..yuck.)
Amos came over later and taught Lily how to surf, while James sat on the
beach fuming.
Lily took a shower; blow dried her hair, and slipped on her gown. It was
a halter top with one side strap, it was dark green and had ' I say bad
words..' on it glowing in black. It went with her shirt that touched her
knees, was a silky blackish gray and had crimps in it.
Her lips were covered in a soft pink; she had eyeliner on making her eyes
seem dark and screaming with mystery.
She roamed her eyes over her body with pleasure on how good she looked,
grabbed her small-heeled sandals and walked down the hall.
James and Sirius sat in two chairs looking over some kind of long list;
they heard someone walking and looked up at Lily with jaws dropped. The
only word James could find in his mind to fit her image was Gorgeous..
Her hair bounced, and her bright green eyes glittered with beauty as she
smiled. She walked out of the room looking for Ash and Naena, who were
apparently crying over who got the hair straitener.
"No way! You took longer in the shower, I get it!" Naena complained.
" Nu uh! You're the one who's wearing my top, I get it!" Ash argued back.
The girls kept bickering over who got it, James and Sirius started to
yell from downstairs at them," WOULD YOU SHUT UP ALREADY? JEEZ!"
Ash mumbled ass and Naena took the opportunity to grab the straitener,
and run into the bathroom while locking it behind her.
Ashley banged on the bathroom door screaming at her to hand it over,
before she cursed her to China. They were fighting a loosing battle,
well.. Not to them at least.
Ashley sat against the door applying her lip-gloss, while Naena could be
heard from inside the bathroom humming to herself while straitening her
hair. Lily sat on the bed lying on her front telling Lindsey about how
muggle phone's worked.
"- So you press some of the numbers and let it ring until someone picks
it up-"
" I still don't understand why they use such strange things" Lindsey said
cutting her off.
Lily closed her eyes tight and moaned," LINDSEY! It's how they
communicate; they can't floo like us! Jeez! I thought you were the smart
one!"
Lindsey glared and grabbed a book from her bag, while reading and
ignoring Lily's comments on how releasing the inner her.
" Would - you - shut - up - LIL!" Ash groaned from the door.
Naena opened the door and Ashley fell back with a thump. Rubbing her back
in pain she glared up at Naena," Did you REALLY have to do that?!"
Naena crossed her arms ad leaned against the door frame," Hey! I wasn't
resting my back against it!"
They kept bickering again; Lily rubbed her temples and screamed out in
frustration. " WOULD YOU BOTH SHUT UP? YOU'RE GIVING ME A HEADACHE!"
The girls all frozen rolled her eyes at her and went back to their
business. Lily threw her hands up in defeat and marched out of the room.
She stomped down the stairs and out onto the porch outside. She let her
body flow like the air she walked around, while walking up onto a small
cliff looking out onto the sun setting ocean.
Lily placed her sandals beside her and inhaled the senses, and such small
but effective beautiful scene around her. A pair of hands lightly touched
her shoulders and she spun around to see Amos," Hey" she replied.
He smiled," Hi Lily.."
Lily stared out into the ocean with Amos, and as the sun almost
disappeared Amos gave her a kiss on the cheek making her blush.
"You're beautiful Lily."
She smiled," Thanks Amos."
He got to his feet and held his hand out for her to take," Shall we go?"
"Lets," she took her hand and he twisted them together. They walked down
the stone-carved steps and onto the sandy beach, with her hair lightly
blowing in the wind they walked up at a house.
He opened the door and let her walk in first; booming music soon filled
her ears making her a bit dizzy at first. She walked over to a table
wondering how James was doing, that was soon answered as she seen him and
that girl at the feast last year, snogging each other senseless in a
bathroom.
She made a mental note to herself, to never let herself get hooked to a
guy like that..
What a fibber she was.
She walked into he kitchen and helped herself to a soda in the fridge, as
Amos went to find some of his friends.
She grabbed a glass coke ripped off the top with her teeth, and started
to chug it down her throat. Setting it down on the counter, she saw Coral
in a corner with Ashley and Sirius laughing.
She smiled and took a set next to them," Sup'?"
Sirius smiled at her," Nothing much, just seeing how fast I can annoy
Coral here." He pointed at Coral who had a pissy look on her face. Sirius
laughed," and it doesn't take much to do that!"
Lily laughed and grabbed Ashley's abandon pop, took a swing and set it
down. Sirius looked in amazement," Wow, never knew you had it in you
Lily!"
Lily rolled her eyes," Where is Joel? I thought he was going to come
later tonight?" She asked Coral who was apparently arm wrestling with
dirty blonde haired boy.
Coral slammed his arm on the table," Coming I think."
"That's not a answer Coral."
" Whatever queen bee."
Lily rolled her eyes as Amos walked back to her with a small smile," You
want to dance?"
She smiled and didn't notice her friends giving him glares," Sure!"
He grinned, took her hand and walked into the living room with her. He
placed his hands around her waist hovering on her sides, as Sirius and
James walked out of the house: not looking her way.
Lily danced as Amos ran his hands all over her stomach while dancing
closely behind her as the music pounded in her ears, making her mind turn
to beats and rhythms.
"We try to take it slow but we're still losing control and we try to make
it work but it still isn't the worth then I'm crazy trying to be your
lady I think I'm going crazy..
Girl me you were just fine you know we wine and din did them things that
couples do when in love you know walks on the beach and stuff you know
things that lovers say you do "I love you boo" "I love you to" "miss you
a lot" "I miss you even more" that's why I flew you up when we was on
tour but then some thing got out of hand you start yelling when I was
with friends even though I had ligament reasons (bullshit) you know I
have to make them definite (bullshit) how could you trust a private eye
GIRL that's why you don't believe my lies and put to sex..
Shut up, just shut up, shut up..
Shut up, just shut up, shut up.."
He was touching her so close; she thought she'd just faint from this
touch. He was like honey, drawing her nearer every step they made.
She threw her head back onto his shoulder as he delicately kissed her
neck, while still dancing slowly. Her heart began to rise and her legs
felt like butter. Even though she knew it was Amos who was kissing her,
she thought about James, with those piercing hazel eyes and his sexy
messy black hair which made her melt inside and out. It felt like he was
touching her..
"Why you know you got to move so fast love is progress if you could make
it last (why) is it that you loose control every time you agree to take
it slow so why does it have to be so damn tough cause fools in lust could
never get enough of love (love) show all the love that you be giving
changing up your living for another transition girl that's the best I
could give to get you to listen humanity of another is another tradition
you yell I yell everybody yell we got neighbors across the street yelling
(who the hell) who the hell what the hells going down so much of the
bickering killing with the sound.
Shut up, just shut up, shut up..
Shut up, just shut up, shut up.."
She threw her hand back, and let it go through his dark brown hair, even
the senses of James near her drove her body mad, making her heart shake
and flutter insanely..
' Oh my god, I can't do this anymore' she thought as his hands went up
her back. She turned to see him smiling at her," You want to go for a
walk?" He asked.
She smiled," Sure, my body is starting to ache," and with that he took
hold of her hand and lead her out of the house, and onto the white sandy
beach.
She held her shoes in one hand and held his hand in her other. They were
about a few yards from Naena's beach house, when he turned to her," I'm
having a great time with you Lily," he smiled warmly.
Even though she smiled, his smile didn't seem to have that same affect as
James. Before she knew it they were soon leaning closer to another, she
dropped her shoes and slipped her hands around his neck, pulling him
closer to her.
Her lips were so close she could smell English leather on him, that's
when it happened. Someone pulled her and Amos apart.
It was James.
Amos swayed backwards while touching his nose, which was bleeding from
James fist. She couldn't see what was happening because James was
standing in front of her protectively.
~:. Before the almost kiss..:~
Sirius and James sat on the deck steps watching the waves and eating a
bowl of popcorn, well almost. Sirius ate it all, already.
" James, something is bugging you, spill", Sirius said looking at him
with concern.
James rested his head in his hands and mumbled," Nothing.."
Sirius was about to say something when loud music started playing, and
two figures walked along the beach. It was dark out and he squinted his
eyes to get a better look at the two. He noticed some wavy red hair and
his eyes widened.
"James, say nothing, do nothing" he whispered.
James lifted his head, and looked at Sirius with a funny look, which was
still staring at the two on the beach. James followed his gaze and his
muscles tightened.
He rose and began to walk over to them, with Sirius yelling at him to
come back.
~
James pouched Amos hard in the stomach, and Lily quickly pushed James out
of her way and checked Amos. She soon spun around and glared at James,
with burning fire crackling in her bright green eyes.
" STOP INTERFERING WITH MY LIFE! I DON'T NEED YOUR ADVICE OR PATHETIC
ATTEMPTS AT 'TRYING' TO KEEP ME FROM HARM! I CAN FIGHT MY OWN DRAGONS!
I'D RATHER RESCUE MYSELF! I DON'T NEED YOU!" She screamed.
Ouch.
She stormed passed him, hardly breathing and seething with venom she kept
a strong pace and then broke into a run back to the house, passing by
Sirius and slamming the door open.
James sunk to the sandy beach ground and sighed into his hands. Why did
he always do something like this, always?
.......:'*':......
If you like the story so far, please reivew, thanks for everything you
guys *^^*
Your beloved, ~Asereje
