Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed, its characters, or its main plotline. I also don't own the character Kai. He's owned by JC-Titans143, WHO TOTALLY ROCKS MY WORLD! ahem

I don't own the song "Shame On Me". That's owned by Ryan Cabrera and his people.

So, chapter 6….ALREADY? Holy . So, that lemon….gah! I've decided and this is final! The chapter will be posted on otherwise, you wouldn't be reading this, but the lemon segment will be posted on my LJ, for the curious. And no, the rating will stay on T and won't advance any further to M, sadly. Yes, all the adult material sticks on my LJ. giggle giggle

So, on with the chapter!

Chapter 6 – Shame On Me


I know you wanna talk/ Tell me about your day

"Well, Cagalli, I can totally write a whole book of reasons why I feel like shit now, and why I left. If you really don't want me here, then I guess I'll…"

But I keep wandering off

She growled under her breath, pulling at his arm, pushing him back down on her bed. "Dammit, Zala. If you've got something to say, just say it! Cut the crap already!" she yelled, getting quite restless, obviously.

Ooh how your hair/ Falls in front of your face

But knowing Athrun, he just couldn't pay attention. Remember that one spot of moonlight? Now it was cascading over her pretty little blonde head, emitting about radiance in the space around her. She was simply glowing and he could not take his eyes off her for one second.

While you try to keep it up

She eyed him curiously, wrapping her arms around herself self consciously, his gaze making her feel uncomfortable more than when she was at the restaurant. "What are you looking at?"

I've always paid attention to your point of view


Meanwhile, at the restaurant, Kira had that same feeling bouncing off the walls of his head. It was screaming, "Go home, Kira! Go home! Cagalli needs you! Get Kai to come with you! Just go home, HOME!"

But he didn't want to believe what he was feeling. Once more, he brushed his worries to the side and tried to enjoy his time with his friends.

Kai saw Kira getting oddly quiet. "Kira…what's the matter? You're not enjoying yourself?"

Kira looked up to his companion. God, Kai really did not deserve this. "No, I'm fine. Just worried about the kids."

"You sure? I can drive you home if you want."

"No, no. I think I'll be fine. Hey, where's that waitress with my beer!" Kira hollered, trying his best to get that nagging feeling away. He just couldn't help it. Cagalli was family, and hell, Kai would be his family soon, too. But now, Athrun came back in the picture, right when he wasn't supposed to. Shit! Talk about a crappy date with Lady Luck. "Come on, Cagalli…Don't do this…"


But now I wanna focus on the rest of you

Athrun simply couldn't stop staring! She was just his eye candy and he wanted to taste it so badly.

"WHAT!" she screamed for the third time in a row.

Shame on me wanting you/ The way I fantasize about

"Sorry, it's just that…well, we've been separated so long, I forgot how beautiful you are at night…how gorgeous you look in the dark…how delicious you taste after sunset…how you feel when you're in be--"

What I'd give/ What I'd do/ I just wanna work you out

She stopped him from going any further with her index pressed firmly against his lips. She was clearly embarrassed with the fact he remembered that much, it clearly showed on her crimson cheeks. "Enough, alright? Now tell me, why did you leave?"

He looked up at her confused and she in turn raised an eye brow in response. "Isn't that why you came here in the first place?"

Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind

He shook his head and slowly opened his mouth, allowing her index finger to slide inside. He closed his eyes as he savored her flavor. Oh, God, she tasted so good. Softly, he started sucking on the finger, his tongue running up and down, brushing against her angel-soft skin. He wanted more. He wanted - -

Shame on me another time

SLAP!

She nailed him right on his head and he fell off the bed as a result. "Dammit, Zala! Did you come here to tell me the truth or…or…WHAT!"

Please don't walk away

"Sorry! Sorry! I'm really sorry! Look, it's hormones, I swear!"

She continued to glare him down, no mercy.

"Okay, let's talk for real now."

I'm only drifting 'cause you look so good tonight

"Alright, Cagalli," he said with a sigh of relief that she didn't kick him in the balls as he took a seat back on her bed. "Let's see. Mia. God knows how much I couldn't tolerate that girl, God knows that Cagalli. But I had to protect her life. The people of PLANT wanted her dead for daring to impersonate Lacus Clyne in the first place! I didn't find it right that she was taking the identity of Lacus, but she doesn't need to be killed because of it!"

"Keep going…"

He sighed. She was not convinced at all. "Cagalli…you were with Kira and Andrew and the whole Archangel crew at the time. Mia had no one. Gilbert sold her out, Cagalli! He sold her out! It wasn't fair for her. The world was against her, Cagalli, can't you understand? You were safe, you didn't need me! You even told me yourself, that you were very capable of protecting yourself! That time, I chose to believe you could, that's why I chose to protect Mia!"

She frowned and her grip tightened on the sheet covers. "That doesn't tell me anything…"

Now that we're alone/ It's so hard to listen

"Cagalli," he whispered as he cupped one side of her cheek into his hand. "Please. You didn't need me back then…you…you didn't want me…"

She looked at him and felt one of his tears roll down off his face, and on to her thigh. Yeah, wonder. She was wearing a SKIRT! Sorry, anyway…

Hey eyes widened in shock and immediately her brows furrowed and she slapped him, yet again. The impact was strong and he looked up at her with teary eyes and a lost expression. "Didn't want you? Where the hell did you pick up that bullshit, Zala? I did want you! I waited everyday of my life for you to come back! And you did!" she screamed, but allowed her voice to hush.

"Look, I really don't care anymore why you left, Athrun. I really don't. I don't care if you hug her, kiss her, sleep with her; I don't care."

You know you got me mesmerized

"I didn't do any of that, Cagalli. I swear!"

She growled again, her hand up in the air, threatening another slap to his cheek if he continued to interrupt. "I told you already. I don't fuckin' care!"

I've always paid attention to your point of view

He began to cry again, and this time, he cried on her lap. Damn, it really was a short skirt, something a girl like Cagalli would never ever be caught dead in…until now. He cried and gripped the sides on her skirt and he felt her brush a hand through his hair.

"Athrun," she whispered softly. "Please, don't so this. You already know why we can't be together. I'm getting married, Athrun, married. Nothing can happen between us…"

"Cagalli…do you remember…that time in the desert…when I promised I'd come back for you…and that after that, we'd get married…have kids…live in a mansion…" he stuttered, gripping tightly on her skirt.

"Yeah…"

"I want that, Cagalli…I really do…"

"You had your chance…"

"Yeah, and I took it there…in the desert…do you remember that night?"

FLASHBACK

She woke up, sore, red all over, but overall, she felt good. Scratch that. Great. She felt like dancing on cloud nine. She just felt too good to be true.

She smiled softly as she gathered the blanket and wrapped it around herself, almost all of it used to cover her chest area, leaving her back naked, waist up. A sigh of relief escaped her to find her partner still sleeping on the bed, a light snore escaping him every once in a while.

She bent over and caressed his sweat-soaked cheek. "I love you, too, Athrun Zala…"

END FLASHBACK

But now I wanna focus on the rest of you

She smiled weakly at the memory. She just remembered it…all too well. "Yeah."

"I want you back, Cagalli."

She couldn't believe this boy. His audacity was overwhelming. "I already told you, you had your chance, Athrun. And you wasted it when you left me for Mia Campbell! You wasted it!"

Shame on me wanting you

She noticed he had stopped crying, but she still felt something wet brush up against her legs. She looked down intriguingly to find Athrun at first kissing, licking, and now nipping at her soft flesh and he was so into it, too.

The way I fantasize about

"I want you back," he whispered breathily, as he continued on pushing her to follow him, or kick his balls. He wanted to leave this house happy, one way or another.

What I'd give/ What I'd do/ I just wanna work you out


"Kai."

He looked up from his drink to meet with Kira's lavender eyes. "What is it, Kira?"

He bit his tongue once more and decided to save it. "…Never mind…how's that drink?"


Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind

"I want you back," he repeated, his hot breath blowing against her legs.

"Athrun," she whispered as she tried to pry him away from her. Why wouldn't it work? She tried to pry his hands away from her skirt, and instead he gripped her wrists and banged her back against the pillows.

She was shocked. He did want her back…and he wasn't going to leave without her.

Shame on me another time


So, this is chapter 6 edited, meaning no lemon. BUT! Keep an eye on my LJ for that lemon. Right now, it's still on the works! So anyway, what will Cagalli end up doing? Will she fall for Athrun? Or will she end up leaving him...AGAIN!...for Kai? Is Kira just going to sit back and wait for his sister to get raped? Who knows.Idon't! And I'm the author!Oh well. HAPPY TRAILS!