Chapter 1- A Peculiar Dream

I Never Hated You

Disclaimer: I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura

P.S.: This is a Yue + Sakura fanfic. It is one of my most favourite couplings although my most favourite one is Eriol + Sakura. Oh well…


"Sakura, wake up!" teased Yue, shaking me gently.

"Mmm…?" I murmured, opening my eyes.

Yue…

"What are you doing her?" I asked sitting up in bed.

"Do you remember what happened, Sakura?" asked Yue, sitting on my bed.

I rubbed my eyes and stood up, only to fall down…on Yue's lap. 'Oh, what's wrong with me? How embarrassing' I thought.

"Mmm…" I whispered, savoring the moment as Yue pulled me into his arms and hugged me sweetly.

Instead of getting off of him, which my brain was telling me to do, I turned around to face him and wrapped my arms around his neck.

'What? I can't stop myself! What is this?'

Reaching for Yue's neck, I leaned towards him and placed my lips affectionately on his neck.

'What's going on? Yue, what's wrong with you? Why aren't you stopping this?'

I thought in shock, watching Yue pull me even closer to him.

'Oh I can't bear to see what happens next…' I thought, watching Yue lift up my chin with his thumb so that my mouth was level with his mouth.

I watched as I started the kiss, placing my warm lips on his, an affectionate kiss.

'Thank goodness! It's nothing really big! Just an affectionate kiss' I thought.

I was wrong. Yue deepened our kiss and ran his hands around my bare waist. That seemed to impassion him strongly. He pulled me into my bed and hugged me tight, sighing.

'WHAT JUST HAPPENED? WHY WAS THAT HAPPENING? THAT'S YUE, MY GUARDIAN…JUST MY GUARDIAN ANGEL, nothing more…'I thought, literally in shock.

My body was frozen but somehow I was able to move, to hug and kiss him.

'How is this happening? This cannot be me…This girl loves him, not me…but I am her.' Yue pulled me closer.

"How are you feeling?" asked Yue smiling, placing his hand on my fore-head.

I smiled looking at the silver-haired angel in front of me.

"I admit I wasn't feeling better before, but I certainly do now," I said cheerfully.

Yue buried his face in my neck.

"Yue?" I asked looking at his head.

Muffled laughter came from Yue.

"Yue? Come on," I smiled, laughing too, "What's so funny?"

"Do you remember what happened?" he asked again.

"Happened?" I repeated, "I remember Kero running and …"

"And…" murmured Yue, "he accidentally hit you and you hit the stairs very hard. Are you sure you're alright?"

"I'm sure," I smiled.

"Alright, but you have a bump on your head," noted Yue.

"I do?" I asked, feeling my head for a bump.

"Right here," Yue said guiding my hands to it.

Bam! The door flew open. There stood Clow in a black robe embroidered in silver, eyeing the scene in front of him…Yue and I sitting together in the bed. Then he smiled.

"Yue, I need to talk to you," requested Clow, "come, let's go."

Clow gestured to the door, and walked outside. I felt a hand on my thigh.

Yue…

"I have to go to talk to Master," Yue said, suddenly serious, "change into your clothes and…"

Yue's voice suddenly lowered.

"Meet me at noon in the garden," he said taking a glance at the door, before giving me a final kiss.

He walked out of the door.

"Sakura!"

"Sakura?"

"SAKURA, WAKE UP ALREADY!"

I opened my eyes, to find that I was in my bed. In front of me was my other guardian, Kero.

"Wake up!" said Kero.

"I am awake," I groaned, getting up and tripping on my slippers.

I glanced at the clock. '8:00 a.m.?'

"OH NO KERO, I should have been to school 20 minutes ago!" I shouted.

"I told you," Kero said holding up his arms, "but you wouldn't wake up."

I ran down the stairs with my backpack and rollerbladed to school without eating anything at all. I burst into my classroom.

"Sorry, I'm late everyone," I practically shouted.

Everyone stared at me.

"Well, why don't you sit down Sakura? I'll mark you tardy later."

I started panting and sat in my seat beside Tomoyo.

"Sakura, we're using this book right now, not that one," noted Tomoyo, as I pulled out my history book.

"Oh, thank you, Tomoyo," I said.

"No problem," said Tomoyo smiling, "why were you so late?"

"Well…" I started, blushing.

"Well…what?" giggled Tomoyo, "and why are you blushing?"

"What?" I asked, feeling my face turn very red, "I'-I'll tell you at lunch."

The first three hours of the day went by fast, and lunch came by really soon. I motioned for Tomoyo to come sit with me under the cherry blossom trees.

"So what happened, Sakura?" said Tomoyo beaming, pulling out a video camcorder.

"What!" I exclaimed loudly, turning red," you're going to tape me Tomoyo?"

"Yup," Tomoyo said grinning.

"But why?" I asked, whining.

"Well, if it made you blush and made you late, it must be something worthwhile." exclaimed Tomoyo grinning.

"Do you have to?" I asked, groaning.

"Of course, now tell me everything," Tomoyo demanded, excited.

So I explained everything to Tomoyo. How Yue and I were kissing and seemed like lovers, the fact that I experienced the dream from Sakura's point of view and had no control, and the other fact that Clow had been alive.

"Wow, well Sakura, how do you feel about this?" asked Tomoyo still taping.

"I feel very weird," I answered, blushing madly, "but Yue's arms felt so safe."

"Really? Okay, if he loved you, how would you react?" Tomoyo asked.

"What? Tomoyo…he's my guardian. That's all he is and that's all he'll ever be to me," I said, so beet red.

I felt like I was a tomato with brown hair. My face was so heated up. All of a sudden, the bell rung.

"Come on, Tomoyo," I said, "We have to get back to class."

We survived through the rest of the day. Pretty soon, we were walking on the way home.

"I'm hungry," I said as my stomach grumbled.

"Well, why don't we just go and get ice cream?" Tomoyo pointed out, "It's right over there."

"Okay, anything to eat is fine by me," I groaned.

We walked over to Scoops, a pretty ice cream shop in our neighborhood.

"Oh, hi Sakura!"

I looked up at the man who had interrupted my search for the perfect ice cream to eat.

"Hi, Yukito," said Tomoyo.

"Hi, Tomoyo! How are you two doing?" asked Yukito, eyeing me, "What's wrong Sakura, do you have a fever? You're all red."

"What? I don't have a fever, I'-I'm just not feeling well," I said, looking down still beet red.

"Well, what'll it be?" Yukio asked.

Tomoyo seeing that I was at a loss of words decided for me.

"I'll have the vanilla," said Tomoyo, looking at buckets.

Tomoyo looked at me.

"Sakura, what do you want?" Tomoyo asked.

"U-Uh nothing," I said, looking away.

'I can't look at him, not after what I dreamt, and it's not Yukito I'm scared to look at, but Yue. But Yue sees everything Yukito sees. Ohh…I wonder if he's noticed' I thought.

"She'll have the chocolate," said Tomoyo deciding for me.

Yukito wasn't even paying attention to her. His eyes were focused on me.

"Sakura are you sure you're alright? You don't look good. Come on, I'll take you home," Yukito said taking off his apron and hat, "I'll get you your ice cream first."

"Here," said Tomoyo, handing him money.

Yukito shook his head.

"Forget it, Tomoyo," Yukito said, "it's on the house."

"Are you sure? I don't want to get you in trouble," finished Tomoyo.

Yukito simply chuckled.

"No, it's fine," said Yukito, "here you are. Take them."

Yukito handed out 2 ice cream cones. I blushed as I took my chocolate ice cream.

"Come on, let's go," Yukito said.

He held open the door. We had walked half the way and we were by the park.

"Sakura, Yukito, I uh have to go. My mother wanted me to come back at 4:00pm, kay? Bye!" smiled Tomoyo.

She gave me a quick wink before she ran away, leaving me all alone with Yukito. I couldn't think of anything to say to Yukito so I just started walking away.

"Bye Tomoyo," Yukito shouted.

He turned to face me, finding that I was already about 8 yards away from him.

"Huh? Wa-wait up Sakura," exclaimed Yukito as he ran up to me. He placed his warm hand on my shoulder.

"Sakura, what's wrong? You can tell me or is it something I can't hear?" asked Yukito, hurt, "but you can tell me, you know."

I turned around so embarrassed.

"Yukito…" I started, looking at his concerned face.

I suddenly got angry at him. I don't know why.

"Yukito go away," I demanded, tears falling out of my eyes.

"What? Sakura…what's wrong? Please tell me," requested Yukito, stung by what I said.

"It's you Yukito!" I shouted, "You make me sick!

I realized what I had said to one of my closest friends. I cried and ran home, leaving Yukito behind. I slammed the door of my room and cried into my pillow. I fell asleep crying.

"Sakura, wake up," said Fujitaka, gently shaking me, "Touya and I need to tell you something."

"Hmm…?" I mumbled, "What's going on?"

I looked at Touya who had appeared in my room and Fujitaka.

"What? What's going on?" I inquired.

"Touya and I are going on an archaeological dig in France," Fujitaka said.

"What? Who's staying here with me?" I asked.

Yukito suddenly walked in the room.

"I am…." Yukito replied.

Author's Note: This is my 3rd fanfic and my 2nd Cardcaptor Sakura fanfic, so PLEASE REVIEW!

-Sakura A. Moon-