A last full moon

Author Cricketpoor

Disclaimer: still not mine.

I can see the full moon tonight. I can almost see Moony and Padfoot hunting beneath it. I am sure they are hunted, no haunted by a stag. I am I've seen Prongs everywhere since… I wish that… No what little time I have left is meant for other things. Sirius was wrong. I didn't enjoy telling the dark Lord what I told him. I had to sacrifice one last family to gain their trust. My goal was to be a spy, like I now know Snape was. I thought it would kill me when I said the words, but I did, and in a way I died. What happened next ruined three lives and me. James told me once that a good marauder doesn't get caught. So for some twisted reason I didn't want to get caught for him. It was such a shame that Sirius was the only one that knew, I destroyed him Harry and Remus with that. Harry lost his Godfather but Remus and Sirius had been so much more than friends if I hadn't broken them. That is one thing I truly regret. I got the message this morning and there isn't much time before the dementors come here. So I sit here, watching the moon and in the distance I can hear Moony howl and Padfoot answer in kind. I don't think they know what I am doing or what happens here tonight. I hope they don't. I am content to sit her and listen to my friends play in the moon light one last time before the kiss. It gives me hope of a future not for me but them. I don't deserve it. I know that so here they come, the dementors, I can feel them. Please let them read this.

Peter Pettigrew.