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Chapter 3: Love at First Touch?
The hallway I ran down was long and wide. There were so many doors to choose from that I couldn't decide. Finally, as I heard footsteps down the hall, I dashed into the closest room, not caring what it was.
It was pitch black inside, so of course I turned on the light on. This was not a good idea.
There were pictures of me everywhere. Newspaper clippings, photos, drawings, and sketches. I was scared out of my mind; I needed to get out. I turned the handle and opened the door, only to find the man I had been running from standing in the doorway. I shut the door quickly and pressed my eyes shut. I couldn't bare the situation I was in.
"Dark! Let me in!" Krad yelled at me.
"No!"
"Please! Just listen to me and things will go way smoother," his voice was calmer but I knew it was still Krad.
"No!" I was acting like a five year old, who would've thought?
"Fine Dark, do what you will. I'm tired of arguing with you," I heard footsteps walking away from the door. I waited a few minutes before opening it. Krad was nowhere in sight and I was about to make my escape when I heard a crashing noise. I turned around, accidentally closing the door, and saw Krad, right there behind me.
He looked at me but said nothing. I took this time to try and open the door, but he of course put his arms at my side and kept me from doing anything. I looked at his hands as they pressed against the door; they were large, very large. His fingers were long and thin, his nails shiny and manicured, yes I was sure. I looked at the chipped black nail polish on my nails, this proved to me that I was not worthy of such a man as he.
"Krad please!" I pleaded. People who have been abused are more likely to be abusive was the only thing that I could think. I was again fearful, "Please don't hurt me!"
"Hurt you? What are you taking about? I would never hurt you Dark, not after what I've been through."
"Promise?" tears fell from my eyes. His hands moved down to mine on the door and his fingers were soon entwined with mine. Soft kisses trailed over my shoulder and his chin was soon resting in the crease of my neck. He brought our hands down and wrapped our arms around me.
"Krad, what are you doing?" I asked softly.
He said nothing; he instead wrapped our arms around me tighter. I let my hands fall from his, my fingers were much shorter making this quite easy.
"Dark," he said in a voice that almost sounded as if it had been spoken in one's sleep.
"What Krad?" I was almost to the point where I didn't want to be around him anymore. He was so… so… unpredictable. I mean his mood swings were worse than most girls'. At one moment he'd be in 'listen to me or I'm gonna kill you' mode and the next he'd be in 'boo-hoo don't leave me' mode.
"I'm sorry," he said softly.
"No Krad!" his arms fell from around me. I could just feel the anger rising inside of him, "You need to decide who you want to be! I'm tired of you always changing your mind. Either be the angry, throw me into headboards Krad or the lovey dovey, gayer than gay Krad. Stop switching off, it confuses me!"
He said nothing but stepped away from me. I started to open the door but his hand firmly hit it, keeping it shut, "No Dark, you can't leave."
"What?"
"I said you can't leave. You are here and you belong to me now. You do whatever I tell or permit you to do."
"That's not fair!" I screamed and pushed his arm down, "I don't belong to you!"
This time when I opened the door he threw me against it to keep it from opening. He pressed me to the door so hard that it felt as if I was becoming one with it, "You can't leave Dark! You are staying here with me and doing anything I want you to," his hand wedged itself between me and the door, "And you are gonna let me do whatever I want to you."
"Krad no!" I cried as his hand moved down my stomach and to the waistband of my pants, much like it had done earlier.
"You see Dark, this time I'm not going to stop. No matter how much you scream, no matter how much you cry I'll keep going. I do, however, still care about you so I will not hurt you," his hand continued to venture. He slowly undid my pants with his graceful, coordinated hand. He kissed my neck softly and wrapped his free hand around my chest. I was enjoying this even though I wanted him to stop. He had hurt me and then he hadn't cared. I was mad at him for this but these thoughts vanished when I heard his voice, "I wish that you remembered the old days, the days before her. She ruined everything. Oh well, now we just have to start anew."
"Yeah," I said as he clasped his hand around my manhood. He kissed my neck once more and once again I had a flashback…
FLASHBACK
I saw me and Krad, lying down, together. I was under him, on my stomach and he was thrusting into me. I was wincing in pain; it must have been our first time. He shushed me and kissed me softly. The look of pain started to fade the more he thrusted. He kissed me some more and eventually finished and rolled to my side.
END FLASHBACK
"Dark, whatcha thinkin' about?" Krad asked as he ran his hand up and down my newly formed arousal. Up and down went his smooth, graceful hand, up and down, up and down.
"Us," I said as I felt the pleasure shooting to every sector of my body.
"Be more specific," he said softly into my ear.
"Our first time."
"Sex?"
"What else could it be?" this was rhetorical.
"I guess nothing else," he said and kissed my neck once again. His lips were so soft, so perfect. He continued to move his hand; up and down, up and down. His hand was experienced; I guessed he had pleasured many men this way. More shots of pleasure rang through my body.
"Is that going to be a good memory for you?" he asked.
"Yes, of course it will be. At least I'm starting to remember."
"Yeah," he said and held me closer. His body pressed against mine and I could feel his bare chest on my back, but it wasn't the only thing I felt.
"I guess I'm not the only one who's aroused, am I Krad?"
"No you're not, do you have a problem with that?" he knew that I didn't.
"Nope," I said plainly. I was reaching the point where I couldn't barely take more stimulation, no matter how good it felt, "Krad, you do know that I'm gonna make a huge mess, right?"
"Yeah, that was kind of what I was hoping for. Why, are you almost to the messy stage?"
"Yeah."
"Good, it's my favorite stage!" he was somewhat giddy, oh so cute!
I backed us up a little so I could press my hands to the door. I needed to get that 'gripping the sheets' effect. That's why I liked beds; they had sheets when you needed them most.
He trailed kisses over my neck and shoulders as his hand moved faster. His breathing was heavy, as was mine. I couldn't take it any longer, I climaxed, which made a huge mess all over the door and the floor.
"That felt good," I said, well gasped.
"I'm glad to hear that Dark," Krad said then licked his fingers before wrapping his second arm around me. He turned me slightly and kissed my lips, "It's always nice to hear that people enjoy one of the many services I offer. Oh, and you might want to put that thing away, you could poke an eye out."
I laughed at this as I turned my body so I was facing him. Of course I redid my pants first, "What other services are there?"
"You'll have to wait and see," he said and ran his hands over my back. He kissed me once more, "Dark can I tell you something? I've wanted to tell you for quite some time now."
"Go ahead," I said as curiosity filled me.
"I love you Dark. I always have and I always will."
"What?" I was shocked.
"I love you. I know that you probably don't love me back but at least I tried."
I pulled him close to me, kissing him passionately, "No Krad, I love you too."
"You sure? I know that you love Satoshi as well. I just want to make sure that you aren't getting us mixed up."
It was true, I did love Satoshi, but I wasn't getting the feelings mixed up. That wasn't possible, for they were different loves. I loved Satoshi with all my heart and I would do anything for him but it wasn't as deep as my love for Krad. You see I know that even though I loved Satoshi it would never lead anywhere. Krad was different in this sense; I know it would go somewhere, somewhere good, "I'm sure that I love you."
"Good," he said and kissed me again.
"Krad," I said softly, "Does Satoshi know?"
"Yes he does. He's known for a long time that if we ever met we would fall in love. You see, he remembers what I remember, so he knows all about our past."
"Oh, is he mad at me?"
"No," he said, "He's just a little sad. He'll live though."
"You sure?"
"Yeah."
"Okay," I paused, "do you want me to clean up?"
"No, I'll do it. Just go to my room and wait for me, we'll do stuff later."
"Okay… you do mean what I think you mean, don't you?"
"Yes Dark, now go," he opened the door. He pushed me out and I walked down the hall to his room. I lie down and fell asleep.
A/N: all done for now. Yay!
