Chapter 5: Don't Make Him Mad
When I awoke Krad was laying next to me, fast asleep. The sheets were low on his hips and I could tell that he was naked. I propped myself up on my elbow and watched my angel sleep. I drew my finger over Krad's cheek, brushing a strand of hair out of his eyes.
Krad shifted so he was lying on his back. I leaned over him and kissed his lips very softly. I placed my hand on his chest and discovered that his nipple was surprisingly hard. I circled my thumb over his nipple and kissed him again. My hand unconsciously moved down, further and further until I hit something hard. Something pulled me down and Krad started to kiss back. He trailed kissed down my neck and put his hand on my side, "Well Dark, you could have just shaken me if you wanted me awake."
"I didn't mean to wake you up. I'm sorry," I kissed him softly.
"No I'm glad you woke me up. I didn't want to wake you earlier, but I did want to do this," he pulled my body up so I was straddled over his chest (I was still wearing pants mind you). He started to kiss my stomach as he held onto my hips. His lips were so soft. I felt his hand submerge itself down the back of my pants. I pulled away, "Krad don't."
He pulled his hand out, "Why not babe?" he kissed my chest.
"Because I'm not ready for that," I answered and got off him. I lay down next to him and nuzzled into his chest.
"Dark?" Krad asked.
"Yeah," I said and looked down on Krad's body, he had settled down a little bit but not a whole lot.
"Can I," he paused and kissed my stomach again, "Wow you're skinny!"
"I know," I covered my stomach, "You don't have to rub it in."
"No Dark," he kissed my cheek, "I love the way you look. I wouldn't change a thing about you."
"What were you gonna ask?"
"I was gonna ask you if I could see you naked."
"No you can't," I answered.
"Please!" he pleaded.
"No!" I said loudly.
"Why not?"
"Because I hate my body, especially naked."
"But Dark!" he whined.
"No Krad! For the last time you can't see me naked!"
He slapped me, "Don't yell at me Dark!"
I licked my lip and tasted blood. I brought my hand up to my cheek to stop the throbbing, "Why the hell did you do that you bastard!"
He slapped me again, "Don't swear at me! And remember Dark, I can do whatever the hell I want."
"No you can't! I don't belong to you!"
"Yes you do!" he screamed. He wrapped his hand around my neck, "Tell me you're mine and no one else's."
"Krad, I can't breathe!"
"Say it!"
"I can't breathe!"
He slammed me against the headboard, "Say it now!"
"I belong to you," he let go of my neck. He grabbed something from under his pillow and soon after my arm was attached to the bed. He handcuffed my other arm to the bed then kissed me roughly, "I'm sorry Dark. I didn't mean to hurt you, I just…" his voice trailed.
"You do know that I don't believe you, right?"
"Why not Dark? I love you, you should trust me."
"I did, but now I'm not so sure. Krad, you're not supposed to hurt the people you love. That's not how it works."
"I didn't want to hurt you, but you wouldn't listen so I felt it necessary."
"Krad, just do whatever the hell you want. If me naked is what makes you happy then so be it, just take off my pants and get it over with."
"Okay," he said and undid my pants. Krad took his time and was very gentle as he inched my pants over my hips. He kissed over my protruding hipbones as his hands moved elsewhere. I had to admit that what he was doing felt exquisite; it was just the abuse and the yelling that had ruined it for me.
"Dark you're beautiful; there is no reason for you to dislike the way you look."
"Whatever Krad," I said harshly.
"Fine Dark, be an ass," he got off the bed. He put on the pants that he had taken off me, and of course it was without me seeing anything. Damn him, "I'm leaving."
"So you're just gonna leave me here?"
"Yeah, pretty much," he said at the door.
"But I'm cold," I whined.
"Too fucking bad," he said and walked out the door.
"I love you too Krad!" I yelled to him in a mocking tone.
I laid there for a long while. At first I half expected him to come back and say 'just kidding!' That's not what happened. He was gone for two hours, from five to seven. He walked into the room at seven o'clock with a plate of chicken wings. He came and sat next to me on the bed, "Want one?"
My mouth watered, "Yes," I gasped.
He put one close to my lips and just as I was about to take a bite, he pulled the wing away and bit into it himself, "Too bad, you don't get any."
"Please Krad! I'm starving," my stomach growled.
"Too bad," he took one last bite and left my side, once again.
He was gone for another hour or so, but came back eventually. This time he had a McDonald's bag and a large pop. He set the bag and cup down on the nightstand next to the bed and pulled the sheets over me. Krad sat down and took a box of chicken nuggets out of the McDonalds bag, "You do like these, right?"
"Yeah," I said emptily.
Krad opened the box, "I'm sorry Dark. I'm really, really sorry."
"I'm sure you are," I said sarcastically.
"I really am Dark, I'm sorry for hurting you and I'm sorry for taunting you and I'm sorry for doing mean things to you."
I looked into his amber gold eyes. They were as sincere as sincere could be, "Fine then."
"Okay!" he opened the box of chicken nuggets and put one up to my lips. I took it in and chewed slowly. The taste of the chicken was heavenly. I wasn't sure if that was because I hadn't eaten in like four hours or if it was really that good. I licked my lips, making sure I got every morsel, "More."
"Do you want ketchup or barbeque sauce or something?" he asked.
"Both, mix them together," I said. I watched as he did what I had asked, it just made me smile on the inside and out. I guess I was the type to forgive and forget, even though I hadn't done either quite yet.
He put his hand under the chicken just in case the sauce spilled. I chewed the savory nugget and swallowed. He continued feeding me without a word until the chicken was gone.
"I like feeding you Dark. I might just have to tie you up for every meal," he brought the pop to my lips. I took a long sip. Krad took it down when I stopped and leaned in to kiss me. I turned away.
"Krad don't," I said.
"I can't believe this! You're still mad at me! Dark I said I was sorry."
"I know you did and I know you are, but kissing me isn't going to make everything better this time."
"All I wanted was for you to say that you were mine, for you to say that you belonged to me. I never wanted to hurt you. I guess I just wanted to hear it so bad that your safety completely slipped my mind. I'm sorry Dark, I really am," his fingers brushed through my hair and a tear rolled down his cheek.
"Krad, I am yours and I will always be yours. I belong to you always and forever, but on one condition, you are mine as well. If I belong to you then you belong to me, that's my only and final offer."
"I'll take it," he leaned in to kiss me again, but just like before I turned my head away.
"No Krad, please don't kiss me."
"Fine," he said and unlocked the handcuffs. I brought my arms down and rubbed my sore wrists. I looked at him and saw the crestfallen look in his eyes.
"Krad don't be so disappointed, just give me some time."
He stood up and headed for the door.
"Where are you going this time? You don't have to go."
"I don't know Dark. I'm just giving you your time, and usually with time comes space, so there."
"Krad don't do this!"
"Too late, it's been done," he said and walked out of the room.
I sat there for a moment completely dumbfounded. I again expected him to come back right away and tell me he was kidding, he didn't. After about fifteen minutes I got up and dug through his drawer for a pair of pants. I put a pair on, along with a beater and went out to find him.
I walked down the hallway and saw snowy white wings through the windows at the end of it. I walked out to the balcony where he was sitting, "Krad what are you doing out here?"
"Thinking about you and giving you your time," he answered.
I sat down next to him, "Krad why don't you want to be around me?"
"I do, but you don't want me."
"Yes I do," I got up and sat down again, this time between his legs. I kissed him softly, "I love you Krad."
"I know you do, I love you too," he kissed me back. His fingers combed themselves through my hair, "Dark you're the greatest guy ever. I don't know where I would be without you."
"No I'm not and you'd be fine without me, but thanks anyways," I brushed a strand of hair out of his eyes, "Krad what were you dreaming about earlier, you know, when you were hard?"
"What do you think:
"I don't know, tell me."
"You, I was dreaming about you and me making sweet, sweet love. Are you happy now?"
"Yes," I said blushing, "Extremely happy," I kissed him.
"What were you dreaming about?"
"Us, well our first kiss. We were about eleven and we were at this waterfall and--"
"I was crying because of my parents," he finished, "You were going to leave but then I kissed you and we ended up staying there for two days. That's what brought about the us not being able to be together deal, stupid parents."
"So is that why the Niwas' and the Hiwataris' hate each other?"
"Yes, that's why, all because of two eleven year old boys who just wanted to get away for a few days."
"That's kind of sad," I said. I kissed him again, "At least we didn't follow our parent's rules and beliefs."
"Yeah," he said, "Hey Dark, I'm getting kind of sleepy."
"I am too," I yawned, "Fancy that."
"Well then, my sweet boy, let's turn in."
"Can I take a shower first?" I asked as Krad stood up and retracted his wings.
"Only if I can join you," his tone was cocky, but I liked it.
"But--"
"Nope, don't even argue. That's the only way."
"Fine," I said and followed him down the hall. He led me into a bathroom near his bedroom. I looked around and saw the shower, it was tiny. There was no way that two people could fit in it, let alone one, "You're kidding right?"
"Nope, I thought that we could be cozy," he kissed me. I felt his hands on my sides as he pulled my beater up.
"Krad, what are you doing?" I asked as his lips trailed down my neck.
"Undressing you," he said as his hands moved down to the waist of my pants. He started to kiss down my stomach and I knew he was headed lower, "Don't Krad," I pulled him up and kissed his lips.
"Why not?" he asked.
"Because, I want to see you naked first."
He put his arms behind his head as if he was being arrested, "Be my guest."
"Okay," I said and moved my hands toward the buckle on his pants.
"No no my dearest Dark, you can't use your hands, just your mouth," he smirked.
"Okay," I dropped to my knees and put my hands on his bony hips. I started with the top buckle, easy enough, then the second buckle, and lastly the zipper. I bit down on the metal and pulled down. The further down the zipper went the more it tumbled out. I kissed him and pulled down Krad's pants. I stood up and kissed his lips. He kissed back and started to push me into the door, after stepping out of his pants of course.
"Krad you like to push me against doors don't you," I said and kissed him.
"Yeah kind of," he said and kissed down my stomach towards my pants. I figured since there was a button at the to it might be harder for him to undo them. It wasn't. It took him less than a second to undo the button and even less time to unzip the zipper. He trailed soft kisses down my length as he pushed my pants down. I pulled him up and kissed his lips, "I'm ready for that shower now."
"Super," he said and pulled me inside. He turned on the water and it poured over our bodies. We kissed and his hands roamed over my body.
"Krad?" I said, "Can I touch you?"
"Where?"
"You know," my voice trailed.
"His cheeks turned a light shade of pink and he kissed me, "Yes, I'd like that very much my dear. Make me horny like you did that night that Satoshi told you about me."
"On the deck?"
"Yes," he said running his hand over my wet hair.
"How horny were you?" I asked with a very good idea in my mind.
"I was hard, that's why I made you black out. I couldn't let you find that out."
"But all I did was straddle over you and kiss you, that shouldn't have gotten you excited."
"Well it did, so there. You do strange things to me Dark," Krad kissed me once again as out bodies pressed together. I pushed him against the tile wall of the shower and ran my hand over his chest. My hand continued to move lower and lower until it hit something hard. I wrapped my hand around his manhood and rubbed it up and down. His erection was huge, well big, only an inch or so bigger than mine. I circled my thumb around the tip of his length as I felt the blood filling the empty chambers of mine.
"Dark you can't get horny while you're working on me."
"Sure I can, just take a look," I ran my hand up and down, up and down. Krad began to moan and whisper my name. The more my hand moved the louder he got. I started to kiss down his neck when the whispers became screams. My hand gripped tighter; up and down, up and down, faster and faster.
"Dark, that feels so good," Krad was almost out of breath. The water drenched out bodies, "Uhh! Dark! Dark!"
"You almost there?" I asked, knowing he was.
"Yes stupid," he said and kissed me roughly. He pulled me closer and my hand went up and down, up and down. A few minutes later he climaxed, shooting hot white liquid all over my stomach and legs. He gave a sigh of relief and kissed me again.
"Did you enjoy that?" I asked, unsure of how well I could pleasure him.
"I was screaming your name my dear. What do you think?"
"So you did?"
"Yes," he said and grabbed a bar of soap. He ran it all over my body as I washed his beautiful golden blonde hair.
"I'm glad that you liked it," I kissed his cheek. He rinsed his hair out and we switched jobs. I was now rubbing soap all over his perfect body and he was washing my hair. We rinsed off and stepped out.
"That was the best shower ever," Krad said and wrapped a towel around me. I dried off and he did as well.
"Bedtime yet?" I asked.
"Yeah," he said and left the bathroom, completely naked.
"I followed behind him and entered his room as he crawled into bed. I dug through his drawers and found a pair of black pajama pants and put them on.
"Why are you doing that?" Krad asked, "I'm naked, you should be too."
"I can't sleep naked babe, sorry."
"Okay, come to bed then," he said and pushed back the covers. I crawled in next to him and he nuzzled up next to me. We snuggled for a while and he eventually fell asleep. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his forehead, "I love you Krad," I said softly. I kissed him once more and fell asleep.
A/N: Thanks to every one for reading this! It makes me so happy when I read all of the happy, supportive reviews that you guys leave. I just wanted to tell you that it will be a while before I post again because I don't even have the 6th chapter written. I'm really hoping to get up to 5o reviews so get your friends to read and review, and if you could fave this story that would be fantabulous!
