Authors note: whoa…. Some ppl love me . anyway thanks to:

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Jackie G

BangBangSOTragic ((1 and 2))

xOxOkIsSmYaSsXoXo

And also if you get confused in this just tell me and I'll brief you ((I'm doing something different this time))

Disclaimer: again I do not own anything from this story…. .

The Story Of My Heartbreak

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Dedicated to: Jackie G . she had the longest and the best review .

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To be left alone, and face to face with my own crime, had been just retribution.

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Chapter 3:

Starring out into the sea my thoughts trail back to the woman I love, god how I miss her. I miss her chocolate brown hair, her honey eyes, her intelligent mind, her wondrous smile but most of all her kisses.

I wish it could be different I wish I could be different, I wish I could have stayed, but I wasn't brave enough. Besides she probably has a husband by now and a child , but they should have been mine.

I won't dwell on the fact that it was me who left her standing in the snow, that it was me who ran away so she wouldn't be killed, and my hearts the one breaking every day from being away.

I could go back, but I wont, at least not now. The world is still under surveillance by Rajima and I'm the one he's trying to catch…. But that can't stop me from reminiscing about her. How bout I tell you about the year we were separated, or the year I'd like to call Remorse.

I had known I had loved her since the first time I had laid eyes upon Hermione in potions class. Snape had just passed out our ingredients for our potion and I was starring at her helplessly, but she noticed. Once I had been found out I simultaneously changed my loving gaze to a hateful glare and that was the beginning of it all.

Years went by and my loving thoughts never quite mad it to my hateful mouth, but that doesn't mean my pitiful mind wasn't in love. That's why when Dumbledore had informed me of the fact I was head I quickly rejoiced. I absolutely knew Hermione was going to also be head and we were going to share a dormitory, my life long dream. But then my mouth always has to ruin everything.

Hermione: "God is a cruel woman"

Mind: 'very cruel my love'

Mouth: "Don't tell me Granger the bookworm isn't delighted to see me"

"No I'm not quite pleased to see a rodent in the head common room"

Mind: 'I'm glad I see a goddess in the common room'

Mouth: "The only 'rodent' I see in the common room is you, mudblood",

Mind: 'oh fuck'

Then she slapped me…

My face from the impact had turned to the side as the heat from the hand burned my face. Now I couldn't object that I was being an ass to her and I knew that I had deserved it, but my love had hit me. That struck a cord in my heart and what was worse her perfect lips had spoken afterwards.

"Eat shit"……..

My love had sworn, something I had never seen her do before and I knew was against her morals. I was so dejected from this that I hardly even noticed her small petite feet stomp away in anger towards her room.

"Hermione", I whispered to the air while starring at the form from my retreated lover. I stood there with my head still turned for hours it seemed, but more then likely a few minuets. I was about to rush into her room and beg for forgiveness when a cloaked figured walked in.

Smoke filled the air and I couldn't breathe. "Damn you", my weak voice whispered Horsley until my whole world turned black.

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Authors note:

Gah I just can't write today . but I figured I'd TRY and do something productive since ppl did review………….

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Jackie G. Whoa I didn't know clapping made a smell shocked face

BangBangSOTragic: Aww I hope you feel better now T.T

xOxOkIsSmYaSsXoXo: My chapters will get longer damnit even if I have to behead someone to do it