Sorry to all my reviewers for my fic "I love you always foreverdo I really" cuz I haven't been updating…. Chapter 5 is ready; I just have to type it up (I write it down then type).

So sorry for u guys… I will update it soon since my exams are over…… I'll say it now…. I OWN NADA! NO INUYASHA, NO SESSHOMARU (that goes for u 2 VXO), NO RIN… HECK I DON'T EVEN OWN MY SANITY! A price I have to pay in order to be me…lol…. Ok on with the one-shot…. It will be a one-shot….so review now and forever hold my peace……thanks!

(Warning a little angst and…. Umm….anger…and….. Ummm…a wittle bit of wove….)


Sesshomaru stands alone looking across his lands…

Do I deserve you?
No. Do you deserve I?

Yes… why do you not deserve me?
You are too pure. To good for me.
No, surely you don't-
You deserve someone better. Someone who can love you and not have to hide it.
But, I don't-
I am a danger, and you're so innocent. You being with me taints you…. You mustn't stay with me.
How can you say this!
- I am socked, she never yells at me, why? Why is she like this?
How can you say this!
Because it's true Rin! It al is! Whether you like it or not!
I will not believe a word! None of it!
Rin you need to be with someone who can care for you.
- She whispers, that's why I have you… she sobs silently, … what about you….
You need to be with someone who can show you love, and not worry about their enemies taking you.
I wont listen!
Rin- you must be with people who can love you freely, people who-
No! Don't you dare! Don't you dare leave me! Abandon me! Don't say that!
Rin- you have to be safe! I'll truly be happy o know your safe.
And I will be truly miserable! Don't abandon me! No I'll be good! I'll stay out of trouble! I'll die without you!
Rin-
No! I will I promise! Please Sesshomaru! Don't mean any of it!
-Tears fell down her cheeks…
Don't cry… I want you to have the best.
But you are the best. You're strong! Brave!
Allowing me never to sow emotion to anyone… you…
You protected me for years!
And you always were captured.
And you always saved me! You're the best for me! You're loyal, protective
No, Rin, you don't deserve me…
What! Why…
You stand for everything I can never have,
You also stand for everything I can't have, but for what I want- I need! You're everything!
But you will die…
This lifetime will be enough!
Enough for you maybe… but not even close for me!

I shocked her, as well as my self, I wrap my arms tightly, protectively, naturally around her fragile form, oh how I longed to do this

You Rin, you make me happy, you showed me the light to the light at the end of this dark tunnel, you saved me every time you smiled, losing you will kill me. I don't want to be the one who caused your death.
Then why send me away?
Because I…

She looks right into my eyes, her stare which can read my mind and heart like a book. She knows what I can't say, openly…

Rin jumps up and wraps he arms around my neck and pulls me into a passionate kiss. Telling me she understands, and that she'll do what ever it takes to stay by me….

She knows what I want to say and knows that I cant say it. She knows that she can't ever see my emotions that she considers love. She'll try to always be with me; she'll always try to protect herself, when I cant. She will always stay by my side.. I can tell all this just by one kiss… her kiss…

I truly don't deserve you….