Disclaimer:.:.:sadly I don't own Inuyasha...or Kagome
Yay! I had nothing going on today!I shall gladly continue our story...
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Deciding to dismiss the gesture as well, Kagome shifted to face Inuyasha a little better. Too late to just forget about the whole thing. Kagome sighed then took a deep breath. Here goes nothing...
Kagome decided to just blurt the whole thing out. "ok...I was running from villagers because I stole some food and I had clawed hand and my hair was silver and I got thrown against a tree an---"
"Whoa! Calm down...k, you were being chased by villagers..."
"And my hands had claws instead of regular nails and I had silver hair instead of black..." Kami, I must sound stupid...
Inuyasha looked at her for a while. "So...I take it you were...me in the dream? Am I right?"
"Yea..."
"So that's why you asked...about my...past..." Inuyasha's voice trailed off.
"I'm sorry...I just thought--" Kagome looked away from Inuyasha and down to the camp fire.
"Stop." Inuyasha said firmly.
"What?" Kagome looked back at Inuyasha to see a shadow cast over his face by his bangs.
"Just stop. You know how annoying you can be...'I just thought I could help' or 'I didn't mean to'...it's all annoying..."
"I'm sorry--"
"That too. You don't need to always be sorry about every little thing you say out of place, you know...you'll just end up like I did..."
"What?" Kagome raised her eyebrows.
"If you keep apologizing about everything you do..."he sighed before he continued."...you'll end up like I did when I was younger..."
Inuyasha was still looking down at the fire, its dancing flames casting eerie flames across his face. Kagome looked at him for a long moment. How horrible could his life have been back then? I know hanyous are mistreated, but...how mistreated are they really? Kagome felt a wave of sadness overcome her. She could almost sense Inuyasha's pain...almost. How could she be so sure of how it felt...to loose someone at an early age...that's right, his mother died when he was little...but how little...and how did she pass away? She really hated to pry like this but...she took a breath...
"So what do you want to know?" Inuyasha's voice was small, insecure. Kagome deflated. Thank Kami...but will he tell me? Once again, she took a breath. Inuyasha still faced down at the fire. He looked so sad like that...
She put it in short terms. "Your mother. What happened to her?"
At that, Inuyasha turned to face her, but not look her in the eye. He never did that when they were talking like this...well, not about the same things, but when they talking about things like Kikyo...(but that's a completely different subject so let's get back to the story, shall we?)
After a few long moments, Inuyasha finally responded. "Anything...but that...anything but that...maybe some other time..." Kagome's hope deflated along with her breath. Damn. She thought inwardly.
"Well...Sesshomaru...what's with Sesshomaru and you? You guys had to like each other at sometime in your lives...I can see it when he looks at you..."
Inuyasha sighed once more. "I think it started when he was about 9 and I was 4...in human years that is..."
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heh...heh...heh...srry guys I really hate to leave you at an end like this, but I must sleep...sleep is good...most of the time...plz o plz don't form a mob...I'll prolly update within the next week...'...shifty eyes and thinks I know they're out to get me...lol but yea I'll update ASAP...later...srry it's short...I promise the next one will be longer...
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