Disclaimer: I give all credit to J.K Rowling, I own nothing and she owns everything. I am merely borrowing the characters I love so much! The plot is the only thing remotely close to being mine! I also want to give credit to all other authors whose stories I've had a chance to read! So to all of you…. a big thanks!

AN: the beginning of Ginny's walk is a compilation of songs I think Ginny is feeling, in my opinion, these songs represent how she feels about Harry at the present moment and also past, they are absolutely magnificent songs and I think everyone should listen to it to get the full view and meaning. So I guess the part of Ginny's walk will count as a songfic (kind of, she wont be singing it, instead thinking it, and it will be a mix of three songs.) Hope you guys like it, I never really thought of doing songfics but I just had to cause of the lyrics and Ginny's situation. Who knows, maybe more will come! Thanks to all that reviewed once again! You guys rock!

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Revelations and Letters

As Ginny sat alone under the very same tree she found Harry that very morning, she thought of once again how lucky she was. She had a wonderful family, a great job and fantastic friends. But Ginny could not help but feel a void that has been building up all week. Selfishness was not one of Ginny's characteristics and she didn't like it on other people as well, but she couldn't help but feel just that. She should be happy right? Having friends and a family that suffocates you with enough love, yes she should be happy, but she was not, she wanted one more thing.

Being around Harry all week had taken more of a toll on her than she expected. He was not to blame for what she felt of course, the man had no idea, but for Ginny, seeing him day in and day out made her see what she was so close to, but yet, so damn far.

Ginny let out a small laugh at the cliché. She was not prepared for this.

"Ginny don't cry." she told herself, more of a mantra than a command.

'Why, why, why?'

'Sometimes when I'm alone at night and
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me'

Ginny thought glumly, many nights she has spent thinking about what could have been, what could be with Harry. Many nights she had cried to sleep thinking of him, she was ashamed, and more often than not, she felt childish at her behavior. What twenty-year-old career woman cries of her crush for ten years? Sometimes, she scolded her self for feeling this way for him, but Ginny knew that deep inside, it was more than crying for a crush of ten years that never ended, it was and is the love she felt for a person that no matter how she tried, never ended, but only grew. The love that one feels for another being when they are convinced there is no one else on this planet for them but that one. She hated and loved this feeling. Since the graduation from Hogwarts had basically up started everyone's lives, and different paths started to show for different people, the scarcity of seeing Harry was one pro/ con that Ginny favored. This is when she had begun the process in her head that the love she felt for Harry was inside her head, mind and heart, and therefore will stay inside her, tucked away, with no one none the wiser. Besides, voicing it out loud would do no good, so why bother? It had stayed inside her mind and imagination for almost three years, until today. This week at The Burrow had changed everything; to ignore this any longer would be stupid.

'Where do I go from here?
This isn't where I intended to be
I had it all, he believed in me
I believed in him

Certainties disappear
What do I do for my dream to survive?
How do I keep my passions alive,
As I used to do?

Deep in my heart I'm concealing
Things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess what I'm feeling
frightened he'll slip away.'

Ginny put her head in her palms, shaking her head as she did so. The realization that she actually thought she could hide this from anyone and most of all herself was dawning on her. She was scared and she didn't know how to handle it. Keeping it hidden all these years and suddenly admitting to it, was a feat she underestimated. Fifth year was different, she had things to distract her and she had a cover and a front that was unbreakable. It was also in its early stages, so it was easier. But now, keeping it inside seems to have worsened it.

Ginny had gotten herself in a predicament that she saw no way out of.

'I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days when I've seen myself
I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man, he's just a man
And I've had so many men before
In very many ways
He's just one more...

Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love?
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

I do think it's rather funny
That I should be in this position?
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so...

I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

Yet if he said he loved me
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head, I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so'

A cool breeze swept the trees and made it to her and she could smell the food being cooked in the front yard. She smiled and then lifted her head, took a deep breath and with a finger wiped the one tear that she shed once again for the man that she loved.

"I love him so…" she said in a faint whisper. She shook herself more out of making a new start than anything. And with that, Ginny Weasley got up from her spot and made her way to her laughing and chattering family, head held high and with her heart unbelievably lighter. Feeling a little better, she smiled.

"Hey Gin, where have you been?" Bill asked his sister.

"I went for some fresh air, had a bit of a head ache."

"Are you sure Gin? I can give you something if you want." Emma said to her sister in-law.

"Yes, I'm fine Doctor." She said with a smile. "You're on holiday remember?"

"Oh you know her." Charlie said with a mouthful of mashed potatoes.

Emma and Ginny both gave him a disgusting look.

"Chew darling." Said his wife wiping a run away mash potato off his chin.

Ginny gave a smile. And when she turned around she was surprised to see Harry standing behind her, holding out a plate of food.

"Thanks." She said taking the plate.

"No problem, I heard you had a head ache? You Ok?"

"Yes, I'm fine." She said with more conviction than she felt. She saw Harry's face and offered him an apologetic smile. He smiled back and said…

"So…"

"So…." She said back trying to get more out of that sentence, if there were any.

Is that a blush she is seeing or are her eyes deceiving her?

"Are you Ok Harry?"

"Yes, yes I'm fine. I was just…."

"Hey Ginny, try this" Ron said handing her what looked like meat on a stick.

"It's a bobkashish" Ron said with a big smile like he had just found a bunch of galleons under his bed.

"A bob what?" She looked at her brother and then to Harry who looked like he was trying to suppress a giggle.

"A shish kabob" Hermione interjected.

"Same deal." Ron said.

"It looks like meat on a stick to me, what is it?"

"It's exactly that." Harry answered.

"Oh, right then."

"It's bloody good!" said Ron.

"Go on Gin, try it, it really is quite good, Bill, Charlie and your Dad are quite good on the grill." Hermione said.

"Yeah, and if anything, we have a doctor on the premises."

"Oh thanks Ron!" Ginny said finally taking a bite out of the stick.

"Oh goodness, this is good!"

She looked at Harry only to see him smiling at her.

"What?"

"Nothing" he said smiling more broadly while shaking his head. "Do you want to sit?"

"Sure"

She, Harry, Hermione and Ron went to go sit by the shade were they magicked chairs to appear out of thin air.

"So Mione, what are you going to do after this week, does Professor McGonagall want you at school for the start of July?" she asked her friend, the boys were having their own conversation about Quidditch, from what Ginny surmises.

"Well, seeing that for the last year, I have been basically doing research on the finer things in transfiguration, she thinks I'm ready. I already know the basics so she said to enjoy what's left of my summer and use it to rest."

"That's nice, are you looking forward to it? You must be the youngest Transfiguration professor in the history of Hogwarts 'Mione."

"Assistant transfiguration Professor Gin. And its not like it's a permanent thing, she just asked if I would be interested in it, and since Ron this year will be traveling more, I thought I'd keep myself busy."

"Well, that's all in good fun then, but don't turn into McGonagall reincarnate on us eh? We wont want that."

"Yes! We definitely wont!" Ron said emerging from his conversation from Harry.

Hermione smiled at her fiancé then turned to Ginny. "How about you Gin? Going to go to work right away?"

But Ginny could not answer for a large barn owl swept over to where they were eating, stopped right in front of Ginny and stretched its leg for her to unfasten the note attached.

"Here you go." Ginny said to the owl offering her a handful of corn. The barn owl took plenty of nibbles, gave Ginny a friendly bite on the palm before flying away.

"What's that?" Ron asked also voicing the question that Harry was thinking.

"Its an envelope dunder head." Said by a passing Fred

"I know what it is dung brain." Ron retorted

"Will you two grow up." Ginny said to her brothers.

"Lets see then." Ron said after throwing Fred a dirty look.

Ginny opened the letter, but knew what it was just from the envelope. It was her work envelope she knew, but 'what do they want? They know I'm on Holidays.'

She tore opened the envelope and preceded to read out loud a note that seem to be written very uniformly.

"Dear Ginevra," She read out loud.

"I know you are on holidays so forgive me for writing and bothering you on such an occasion. You are very aware of course of the August issue that Witch Weekly has in the upcoming month. I am talking about of course of the 25 Hottest Quidditch player issue that we are so honored to be doing this year. Now the reason for my letter is that 6 writers in total were assigned 4 players each, which would make the total count 24 players for 6 writers. Of course, there was a draw in the office and there was one minor glitch that one over looked when making up this so called 'draw', and that is 1 player was left behind. Low and behold, when I found out who was the last to be drawn I thought immediately of you. After all, he did come as number 1 and we would need to do an extra long portion of him and whom else would I rather have done it than our own Junior Editor."…

Ginny paused and swallowed; she could feel all eyes on her and wondered if they saw the blush that was starting to creep up her neck. She continued…

"I am talking of course of Ryan West, the seeker for the Chudley Cannon and the hottest Quidditch player voted accordingly by England! Now Ginevra, I know you will do a fantastic job with Mr. West and am confident that this will be a fantastic finish product. He will be by the office next week ready to work. Once again, sorry for bothering you, I just had to tell you of the wonderful news. Send my regards to the Weasley Family will you. Cheers Darling.

Sincerely,

Matilda Clary-Hill

Editor"

Ginny could not help but smile to herself. She was pretty sure that her blush was in plain view. But she couldn't help it.

"Hold on! Doez that letter mean, what I think it means?" voiced Fleur.

Ginny wasn't even aware that her three sister in- laws had come to join the party. No other reason but probably the mere mention of Ryan West.

"Yes, yes, I think it does." Said Penny from behind Hermione.

"Well, well, well. Our Ginny will get a one on one special with probably the most good looking man ever made, besides us of course." Said George joining the party and Fred following it with a low whistle.

"Oh come off of it you guys. It's just an assignment. I've had it before you know?" Ginny said in her defense smiling nervously. She wanted to look at Harry but for some reason she couldn't get herself to. 'Calm down face, calm down!' she told her reddening face.

"She likes to say 'Of course' a lot doesn't she? Your editor." Ron said.

But just then a goblet near Harry exploded emitting green and red sparks and pumpkin juice spilled everywhere where Harry was sitting a few moments ago.

"Hey" said Hermione looking around "Where's Harry?"

"I don't know he was here a moment ago." Ron answered.


INSIDE THE KITCHEN

"Hey mate, what is every body out there doing?" Asked Bill

"Talking about that West seeker. Ginny got an assignment concerning him and their pretty exited about it." Harry said bitterly.

"What?!" Percy exclaimed.

"Yeah, tell me about it." He answered back. And with that, Bill and Percy headed out of the kitchen in the direction of the tree no doubt to claim their wives, passing Ron on the way.

"Hey Harry." Said Ron. "Your goblet exploded, thought I would let you know. Where did you go?"

"Thanks, I just thought I heard someone call me." He said trying to hide the bitterness in his voice.

"Listen, I don't know what part you heard but Ginny got assigned Ryan West for the article. I wonder who got me? I would have thought they would assign Ginny to me seeing that I am her brother. But alls fair right? Are you going back outside?"

"Err...yeah. I'm just going replace that goblet. I'll be right out." Harry said to Ron.

Harry started for the cupboard and pulled out another goblet and poured himself a glass full of pumpkin juice, he drank it straight up. Harry had to admit it, his feelings for Ginny is real. As real as it could get. The first pangs of jealousy had hit him hard. If he had not left before that goblet shattered, everyone would have been looking at him, and he did not want that attention.

He had to go, he probably shouldn't have walked out like that but he couldn't look at Ginny's flushing face at the mere mention of Ryan West. And hearing the prospect of Ginny and him working together side by side made Harry feel ill.

'Did Ginny really like this Ryan West?' he thought as he made his way to the table and settled himself.

'Figures, I finally find someone like her and this happens.'

"Harry?." Ginny said softly by the door.

"Oh, hey Gin." Said Harry looking up.

"You Ok? You look a little red."

"Yes, im fine. So when do you go back to work?"

"This Tuesday the first. How about you?" She asked joining him at the table sitting across him.

"Oh, I've received an owl from Dung that there is an over-seas project he and Dumbledore will have to attend to these few weeks. So I wont really have to go back to training until they come back. I have to report to Tonks every week just for the Orders sake but that's about it. I'll probably be spending a bit of time in London."

"That's great!" Ginny exclaimed sounding a bit too enthusiastic; it brought a smile to Harry's face.

"I mean, you know our headquarters is in London, maybe you can stop by and see the building. I mean if you have time that's all. Maybe go to lunch or something." She said to Harry trying hard not to blush.

'Oh my gosh, did I just ask Harry out??'

"I'd love that Gin." Harry said smilingly.

'Oh my gosh, did he just say YES?!?'

"Ok, great." Was all she could muster. "I came here to fetch Hermione something, but I seem to have forgotten what it was she wanted me to fetch." She said getting up from the table and looking around the kitchen.

'God she's cute' Harry thought.

"Oh right!" said Ginny making her way to the countertop where laid a book. She picked it up and turned to Harry. "Are you coming outside?"

"Yup" Harry said while slipping from behind the table and following Ginny outside.

Both Harry and Ginny's heart felt lighter as they walked out of the kitchen together. One was happy that the other seem to have said yes to a possible visit and lunch date, and the other happy that one seem to have forgotten about other man to ask about said visit and lunch date. Both unaware of what the other was feeling but very much aware of their own.

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Do listen to the songs if you have time. If you are an H/G fan, trust me, you'll love the songs! Cheers darlings!!!