UNREQUITED LOVE...
To my opinion, I don't think much about love.
They're just some mind games boys and girls play.
Like faces, life, and air; love comes and love goes...
That's how the love cycle goes, duh.
I don't have time for it since I'm always training with Dragoon and with the other Bladebreakers.
All I have to think about is trying to win and perfectionate my Beyblade skills until it's time for me to stop playing.
Love, what a dumb subject to talk about.
What is 'Love'?
If you ask me, how the hell should I know!
I'm not an expert at those kinds of thing.
I'm only an expert at battle skills, like beyblading skills.
Yeah, that's it.
I'm good at that.
And right now, I'm eating.
But if you still wanna know about 'Love', I'll tell you what I know.
All I know is that 'Love'is this mushy, gushed up feeling your heart feels.
All I know is that it changes your whole life and when it gets in your way with beyblading, you'll lose.
All I know is that it's a bunch of crap people feels and it's suppose to make you feel good.
Feel good?
Psh, yeah right.
What makes it feel good when you get rejected?...
Laughs
I am here sitting on my butt on the ground eating, what I usually do when I'm hungry, tired, thinking, worried, and any other special occasions of my expressions.
I gobble as much as my mouth can take, ignoring those funny faces Max, Rei, Chief, and Hilary makes.
So anyways, where are we?
Oh, right.
'Love'.
Okay, I'll be your preacher of 'Love' for today and I know I'm not good at it.
But first, I'll talk about beyblading.
That Queen of BigMouthHilaryasks me every time why I play this idiotic games.
I tell her that it's not of her business.
Has she ever played Beyblade?
Ha, of course she never did.
She's just a normal girl, who doesn't know what a bit-beast is even.
Okay, Beyblade is about skills, about becoming one with your blade.
As for me, I got my Dragoon right here.
Pats the top of the white Beyblade that engraves the picture of Dragoon
So anyways, as I was saying, Beyblade takes major skills to make a perfection out of it.
If you want to know how, just ask me sometimes.
Right now, I've got other subjects to talk about.
But, really, Beyblades are a snap.
Like, all other games, Beyblades are—
"Tyson! Quit your gobbling bottomless pit and let's get training!"
I stare at the girl who has her hands to her hips, face angry.
As usual, I roll my eyes at her and keep eating.
She is a pain in the huge ass sometimes, hard to understand.
"Don't worry, 'Boss'. After I finish this, okay!"
She growls frustratedly and grunts.
"But you already ate five minutes ago! Are trying to get your self fat or something!"
Again, I ignore her.
"Tyson! Don't start!"
"Yeah, yeah," I mutter.
I let go of my food and stood up.
I'm opposite of what Hilary is.
I'm at least nicer (to myopinion), I think of fun for a change, and I appreciate other things, too, rather than training our ass up every single day.
Which is why we come to the conclusion of the question of what makes it feel good to be rejected?
A silly thought, eh?
Well, as for me, it isn't.
It started when I had this major battle with a guy I've lost quite a few times.
No, not Ozuma.
This dude I had already forgotten.
chuckle
And you know how I won?
I had won by Hilary's cheering advises.
Well, would you look at that!
It took me by surprise that all those cheers she had made were advises of what I should do.
"Tyson! You can do it! Don't let him kick your ass, Tyson! Be positive! he's trying to psyche you out! Control it!"
And to my complete surprise, the dude WASactually psyching me out.
And when I beat him, I realize that maybe I should thank Hilary for cheering me on.
It isn't usually me to thank a girl who's such a bossy loud mouth.
But maybe I should at least be nice to her.
For once.
chuckle
Not like I'll start being nice to her from now ON.
What a stupid thing to do.
And what a stupid thing to do, thanking her...
Especially that hug I suddenly gave her.
And I could tell she took it quite seriously.
I had hugged her, a thing I wasn't planning to do.
Usually, when I want to hug her, I do it with idiotic actions.
But this hug was too, too emotional and it made something inside me turn to water.
And I regret it.
I don't want anything to do with 'Love' when it's going to make me lose at beyblading.
And I knew that maybe that thank-you from Hilary would make it disappear.
So I look at her, waiting for her to talk.
And suddenly, to my COMPLETEsurprise, she turns away and talks to someone else.
I mean, what the hell?
Hilary is usually so active and confident, but she ignored me.
Ignored me like I was just a fly on her shoulder.
And I felt a bit hurt.
She should at least say something to me.
But she didn't.
My face is in puzzle and startled.
Maybe she would turn back around to talk to me, saying her sorry.
But she didn't.
...ignored...
She is usually annoying towards me, starting a fight, starting an argument.
And all I did back was walk away towards my Bladebreakers team.
Maybe their cheers would make these feelings of down disappear from my insides...
I close my eyes.
Is that the 'Love'you want to talk about?
I wouldn't exactly call it 'Love'...
Just...
'Rejection'.
laughs
Like I've told you twice, I don't know anything about 'Love'!
Go ask Hilary.
That girl would know.
Ha, yeah right.
With this life, she'll just make things hard.
Make my beyblading life harder.
But she still hangs around with us.
I don't take it too much but maybe I should...
sigh
What a life, eh?
