UNREQUITED LOVE...
I have had enough of this.
Here I was, eating and minding MY OWNbusiness, when off she blows her top for some reasons.
I always have had enough with her.
She's the one with issues and problems.
I try to ignore her and let her off to her OWNbusiness but she just can't stop annoying me.
What ISher problem anyway!
And right now, we're yelling as much as we can.
Behind me, Rei sighs and says to Max, "That's it, I'm off training. Call me when they're done."
Kai had already left us before we even started arguing.
"But they're so cute fighting together," Max chuckled and trotted off beside him.
I heard him and I start yelling more.
This one is suppose to be against Max but I aimed it straight towards Hilary.
And she screams back.
"TYSON FOR ONCE LISTEN TO ME!"
My face, smoke blaring out of my ears and pissed off, blows.
It always does when I argue with her.
"WHY WOULD I, BOSSY LOUD MOUTH!"
"BECAUSE!"
"BECAUSE?"
Hilary growl with frustration and stomped her feet.
I can tell that she's ready to burst.
But, I don't care—bring it on, Hilary!—this argument stops until one of us make senses out of it.
"HOW THE HECK SHOULD I KNOW? ALL I KNOW IS THAT YOU NEED SOME TRAINING AND I'M HERE TO HELP YOU GUYS!"
'Help'!
She calls yelling all the time and telling us what to do 24/7 a 'help'!
"YOU'VE HELPED US ALL ENOUGH!"
Hilary clenches her teeth and I know that I'm winning against this battle.
"NO I HAVEN'T! I CAN TELL YOU STILL NEED SOME HELP, SO HERE I AM!"
I roll my eyes and pulls up one of my sleeves to prepare for another fight of words.
"WELL, DID YOU EVER THINK THAT I ACTUALLY WANT YOU TO HELP US WHEN, HELL, WE'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU!"
And that's when I won.
Ahaha!
Hilary's face turns to normal and she looks at me with a blank face, sort of... gloomed.
Kinda freaky but I smirked it all out with victory at her and put my hands to my hips.
She just kept looking at me with that stupid expressionless face that maybe I ought to start another fight.
She stood motionless for a while.
I knew I'd won this argument, I always kind of do.
And before I could start another argument, Hilary's face changes to frustration and stomps her feet.
Without another word, she quickly walked away and out of my place, speechless from defeat.
I smile and turn around to look at Kenny.
"See?" I told him. "I knew I'd win."
Kenny, face uncertain, shifts his glasses a bit and grips his computer.
"I don't know," he said.
I wave my hand as if I'm brushing a puny fly away as I started walking out of the front yard and towards the shore where we usually train.
"Yeah, whatever, Kenny," I mutter and headed off.
I was still muttering about what Hilary said--not that I care, though.
But I was tired of her helping us.
Her training is a pain in the neck.
Running... no food... push-ups...
Sit-ups...no food... running... NOfood...
All those over and OVER and OVERand over!
I mean, what the hell is that!
Sure that's what we do when we train even without her, but her loud demands for more training is so0o0o provoking!
I mean, c'mon, you GOTTA have some food SOMETIMES!
CAN'T YOU!
Sigh
I enter the shore, meeting up with Rei, Max, and Kai already starting their beyblading play without me.
I join them, happily taking my Beyblade launcher and Dragoon out of my pocket.
"Go, Dragoon!"
I watch as my Beyblade smacks against Rei's Driger.
Max's Draciel was off targeting Kai's Dranzer.
I observed, the four Beyblades in one dome with quick lightning speeds, with exhilaration.
The next couple of half an hour, I was able to beat Rei once for today's practice.
It took me by surprise how easy it was to battle without anyone bothering me.
I was able to concentrate better with Dragoon now that Hilary wasn't here anymore.
But I know that somewhere inside me, I'll regret it sometime.
But I shrug it off.
Me? Miss Hilary!
I laugh at that.
Laughs heartily
So anyways, I'm off trying to forget about Hilary when Max suddenly pops it right in my head.
"Hey, where did Hilary go?"
I flinch a little but it hardly showed.
"Like I should know," I grumbled and concentrated on with Dragoon.
That idiot, why did he have to come up with that subject?
So anyways, I lost against Rei.
For the third time this week.
Rei was a good beyblader but I know I can beat him like last, last time.
"That wasn't so bad, Tyson," Rei told me.
I stuck my tongue out childishly.
"Of course it was," I said. "This time I'll beat you!"
"Whatever, Tyson," Rei grinned and we launch our Beyblades for another battle.
Somewhere behind me, Kenny ran with all his might.
(Go Kenny! Pump those legs!... hee-hee)
He clutched his laptop computer to his right side while swinging his other arm forwards and backward to quicken his speed.
"Hey you guys!" he panted as he stopped beside Kai.
"What took you so long?" Rei asked.
"What now, Kenny?" I asked him, eyes on my Beyblade.
"I thought Hilary would be here with you guy," Kenny wondered. "Where'd she go?"
Oh for crying out—GEEZ!
Not again!
"Somewhere," I answered simply as Dragoon smacked Driger good in the sides.
I chuckle, ready for a victory like I had with Hilary.
"I'm worried," Max suddenly said.
"For what?" I asked, not really caring what he was talking about.
I know what their subject is and I don't want to be part of it.
It was just an argument, you guys! I want to say. It isn't such a BIG deal!
"Tyson, go check on her," Rei suddenly said.
I fall on the ground suddenly, unsure of the idea that he had said.
"You've gotto be kidding me, Rei," I mumbled as I get up quickly.
"Aw, C'mon, Tyson," Max smiled, winking at me (what he ALWAYSdoes. MAN, doesn't it just bother you!).
I frowned and looked at them.
"You've GOTto be KIDDINGme," I repeated. "It was ONLYan argument! no BIG DEAL!"
"Yeah, we know," Rei informed, kinda sarcastic since he gave a small grin. "But you were just SOharsh with those words you spat on her. Bladebreakers are NOTcruel, Tyson. Bladebreakers are ONLYcruel when we're beyblading in a tournament, maybe even harsh but not to others outside Beyblade battles."
I cross my arms.
Son of a—
It was only an argument!
Gods, these teammates I have can be SO loyal sometimes.
Sometimes, I just wanna... wanna EAT.
What is it with my teammates and Hilary?
Have they gotten use to her having her around with us now!
Have they forgotten that she was the only who had evilly forced us to run those billions steps three times?
Have they forgotten that Hilary is a pain in the huge ass!
My Gods, I just can't help it anymore.
These things they do...
I shook my head and turn my back against them.
All these talk about Hilary, I just need some time alone for now.
I sigh exasperatedly and strolled off.
"Fine! I'll go check on Queen of Big Mouth," I lied to them, pretending to sound more exasperatedly.
I exasperate a lot.
So they wouldn't notice it.
As I walk away, I mutter.
"Rei, you dammit," I muttered. "You didn't even see us argue."
Man, life is so harsh sometimes!
It never gives you a break, NEVER!
Sure beyblading is fun sometimes but it takes almost a lifetime to obtain the real emotions towards it.
But being one with Dragoon took me only a few days.
But maybe, it didn't.
Have I gotten with Dragoon through it all yet?
Have I actually achieve this goal of perfectioning my skills even if it takes a full lifetime?
Have I ever wondered what would happen if I really lose Dragoon?
Lose him permanently?
It would be like a piece of my heart tearing off.
Tearing slowly, enjoying every second of my pain.
And maybe that's what I felt when I saw her down the hill near the riverside this sunset as I'm taking my time alone to erase my mind off her traumas.
The sun was almost already dunk fully into the horizon beside me.
I look at the dark sky then at the figure of the girl far, far up ahead.
I dare not go on because I could tell that she might till be troubled by that argument we had moments ago.
Like her, I still am too.
But I don't really know why.
But I DOknow that I'm suddenly hungry.
I watch her, her form in a crouching way.
She was hugging her knees and her face seem to be buried onto them.
And this time I am wondering why she was looking like this.
I still watch her, what she was going to do next.
But she was still like this until the coming night came.
This girl is out of her thoughts, I could tell.
She was thinking hard, an easy way to know since she looked like it.
I know that our argument seemed to have gotten into her.
What is was it that made our argument so something to her?
It didn't even mean anything.
I only know that all she wanted to do was help us Bladebreakers win no matter what.
But I gotta admit for her confidence in us...
I shiver a bit.
It was getting cold.
As I watch her with my eyes and the cold with my skin, I suddenly feel an urge to go over her and tell her to go home and warm up.
But, no, I'm not that kind of a boy.
That would just go through my Beyblade life.
When I think back to our argument, I realize that Hilary really wanted to help us.
And I mean REALLY.
And then, I felt kind of sorry for her.
Maybe I should go and say sorry to her.
But I still had that ignored ways she had done to me when I wanted a thank-you from her.
So I back away a bit.
Suddenly, she moves her head up and looks at the sky.
As I followed her gaze, I realize that she was staring at the billions of star that hanged around the dark sky.
When I turn to look at her again, she had stood up.
I was going to go after her—GOING TO.
But I had to stop and hesitate for a reason I don't quite understand.
I watch her turn her back from me and walk away.
I'm guessing that she's walking towards home since that's the only place she can go this night.
The second choice was my place since she ALWAYSpops in and out of my place when I don't expect her to come.
I watch her disappear as she turn right.
It took me by surprise how disturbing it was for her to be alone, sitting beside that river, and with her head on her knees.
It was as if she was sad.
chuckle
I've never really seen Hilary in a down mood before but I can tell that she can be serious about it sometimes.
Wow, Hilary being sad?
It's way beyond Hilary-furiousity-temper.
And now I wonder what Hilary would be like if she was less bossy.
I would've liked her more if she was—
I shake my head, snapping that thought out of me.
Psh, me?
The World Champion Beyblader Tyson like Hilary!
You have GOT to be KIDDING me!
