AN: Whenever I make a comment on a review someone made, I'm not trying to insult anyone! Sure... it might sound like it... everything I say sounds like an insult... ask Sin. I thank everyone who has reviewed... and just to confirm 'confirm' it... I never write other pairings for the Inuyasha/Kagome, Miroku/Sango, and Sesshoumaru/Kagura... (and the entries sound formal...? Because I'm typing the way I would talk... I talk formal...? ::confused::)

Entry Eight

February 10th

Dear Diary,

It's lunch break. Yes, I brought you with me. I don't know why. I just want to re-read those words I imprinted into this little book over and over again to give me the courage to go. But oh god...

I don't know. My stomach has completely died on me. Where are the butterflies everyone talks about getting? Oh dear lord... I don't know if I can bring myself to do this.

I know in my mind that it is the right thing to do, but my heart is just telling me no... I was told by my mother to listen to nothing but my heart...

...but look what kind of an asshole she ended up with...