AN: MirokuGirl13, that ending cracked me up. I take it for assumption that you don't like either Kikyou or Kagome... nonetheless, I like your idea. But I want to live just a little longer... so haha...

And about Yura and Kagome being friends... I don't see why not. Seriously... I like Yura. She's the bomb... and hey. It's an alternate universe fic... so I mean why not? If Yura and Kagome met under different circumstance... (ie she wanting to kill Kagome), then I thought they could have been great friends! And seriously...? I ran out of characters that I had thought of to use, and I don't really like those air headed friends Kagome has in 'her' time...

Entry Twelve

February 10th... or 11th?

Dear Diary,

It's the middle of the night right now. Yura has already decided that she will stay with me all Valentine's Day. Well... not in the morning. She says she and Houjou shall have an early Valentine's Day. I'm rather afraid to ask her... she shares too much info and not enough personal space...

Anyway, Yura will be with me to make sure that, if Inuyasha doesn't call me back, she'll have me call himand break up. I'm not sure. I really don't want to end it like this. I have spent a year on that man. A wasted year.

This whole thing reminds me of what Souta told me when he found out I was leaving behind the 'demon'... aka my bastard of a father.

"As you lay there in despair, the thought of hope is in the air."

It means that even in your darkest hour, there is always a bit of hope in your heart... no matter how desparate the situation at hand is. I do still have hope, but hoping doesn't always mean that is will be true in the end.