Well here I am again sleeping over at my friend Sarah's house. Don't get me wrong I love

being here its just sometimes I would like to be somewhere else somewhere thats not here, not in this

house, not in this town. I want to see the world and all its glory and take what it has to offer me. I

want to know what its like to be in love and want to spend the rest of your life with that person and I

want to know what its like to hate someone with every fiber of my being but deep down wish them

the best in life. I want to be able to be free and fly threw the air like a dove on a bright sunny day. I

want to be able to feel the confert in my home that will eventually turn me into a strong, heathy

women capable of taking care of her and her family. I want friends who are actually there for you

and not just say they are then once your in trouble or need their help they are the first ones out the

door. I want to go on a road trip with only my friends in my red convertible and not have a care in

the world. But im only 16...what's a girl to do?