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A/N: thanks for the reviews.

Eckles: I love how analyzed the trio and their motive and it's quite true, this fic is tragic but it will turned out for the best for everyone. Some of them will lose but in the end will win. And about Ron moving overseas, I can't see him doing that it will more painful (in my opinion for the least).


Chapter Three

Someone to Watch over Me

I woke up and got blinded by the sun coming from the window. I raised my hand to block it and noticed that I was in a white room. A groan of pain escaped my lips and I felt a pang in my lower stomach. A second groan escaped. "You're awake, thank Merlin!" I heard a familiar voice. "Where am I? What happened?" I looked around the Ron and my eyes located Ron standing in the corner talking with Ginny in hushed voices. "You passed out don't you remember? We were at the Weasley's for Easter dinner and you complained that you don't feel so good and passed out." Harry was looking at me with concerned eyes and stroked my hand with his. "There's something you're not telling Me." he mumbled something and got up from his chair. "I'll go and get you something to eat and drink. Ginny can you come with me?" he walked away with Ginny leaving me with Ron that took his seat and laced his fingers with mine. "I lost the baby."

Ron was painfully silent and kept looking at our joined hands. "Answer me!" he was still quiet. "I lost my baby, Ron?" not one word came from him. "Say something! Lie to me! I'm begging you, please!" I was crying my heart out and he wouldn't say a word. "Say it! Say it you son of a bitch! Say it already!" I released my hand and began punching him with my fists. "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" he grabbed my arms and held them tight to his body. I collapsed with tears on his chest he seat on the bed by me and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry, Hermione." I sobbed stronger. "It's was a miscarriage." I was out of air and cried out loud.

We set there for hours. Ron kept caressing my hair and I cried on his shoulder. There was a moment where I thought I saw Harry at the door but I blinked he wasn't there, I must have imagined it. "I lost everything, Ron." I said when the tears stopped. "Everything." I felt my sting again but this time silent tears came. Tears of grief. "I was so happy when I found I was pregnant. It was my redemption." I looked at Ron. "Why are you saying that?" he asked me with miserable tone. "Because it's true. With a child I thought that I could survive this so-called marriage. I was happy and hopeful that now I could finally have something good in my life because I couldn't have you. I wished it was yours and mine but although it was Harry's and mine I was pleased." There was some sort of movement at the door to the room but it was just a passing shadow.

I was released three days after and returned home with Harry. I felt twice as guilty as I saw him looking at me. "I know you wanted this baby more then I did." I said over at dinner the night of my return. "It's not you're fault." He was very silent since the day I woken up. "I'm really sorry, Harry, I really am." He took a deep breath and looked at his plate. "I'm okay, Hermione." I felt his coldness towards me and took another bite and looked at him, he played with his food. "I know you wanted a family-" he pounded the table with his fists. "God damnit Hermione, would you shut up!" he got up quickly knocked out the chair and walked out of the room.

I dropped the plates on the kitchen's floor as I heard loud footsteps and the door slamming. As always I was trying to pick up the pieces.


Sad chapter. Quite depressing actually.

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