Disclaimer: Yami no Matsuei does not belong to me. It belongs to Yoko
Matsushita, whom we must all worship.
(Doesn't see the point of writing Disclaimers on fanfiction, but I have
nothing to forfeit if I do get sued ;; )
I See
Prologue
Tsuzuki-san... I have been enraptured by you since coming across your
photograph in my dear grandfathers things.
When I gazed ar your photograph, do you know what I saw?
You may think I saw the solution to resurrecting my brother. Such a strong
august body would achieve my goal, wouldn't you say Tsuzuki-san?
True...That is one thing that I saw.
I saw a single unbandage eye, a vacuous eye. I yearned to discover what was
behind those gorgeous eyes of yours, Tsuzuki-san. Your beautiful vacant
expression seemed to be staring off into another worldly dimension.
I yearned to be in that place, whatever you saw. But I knew not how to
reach it.
But your Data....your DNA....Tsuzuki-san, you are well disguised as a normal
human. I could have informed you of that myself without reading my dear
grandfathers report. No normal human being would have ensnared me by means
of a mere photograph.
Those feelings were so difficult Tsuzuki-san. Regardless of my education
and status, this feeling was new to me. I had never felt so emotionally
overwhelmed by a single person ever before.
I was terrified Tsuzuki-san.
So terrified that I would clutch that dear photograph of you and allow
myself to weep where I would not be heard or seen.
This was your fault Tsuzuki-san. For giving me this new obstacle to
overcome.
I know, however, that I am not the only one you entranced with your Delphian
spirit. The boy, the fabled secretary...they all fell as I did.
Tell me why, Tsuzuki-san, why you had me fall. Why hald my mind was now in
that other world caught with your gaze.
I came up with an ingenious plan, Tsuzuki-san. Because I had been entranced
by you, the only way to dispose of this terrifying feeling was to dispose of
you. Not a regular disposal, as I would normally do, I assure you.
I found it a strangely odd coincidence that the solution of my desire to
destroy my brother was in the yellowed photograph I clutched in my trembling
hands. To meet you would bring me to my knees. To dispose of you would
allow me to experience the human sensation of lust, for love requires two
people, and to rid me of that burden, hopefully, forever.
But before I do dispose of you, my beloved Tsuzuki-san, I want you to
understand what you had caused me to experience.
I want you to feel a torn utterly confused spirit. I want you to be brought
to your knees at the mere thought of me. I want you to desire me beyond
anyone else you have ever loved.
Tsuzuki-san, before I kill you, I want to love you. And if it means
destroying any person you come in contact with, I will hurt you to achieve
my goal. After all Tsuzuki-san, who will you have left when everyone around
you is dead?
When I saw your photograph, my Tsuzuki, I saw the ability to feel human
emotion,
Allow me to love you, Tsuzuki-san. Only then can I feel human.
And Tsuzuki-san, you will feel human as well.
Matsushita, whom we must all worship.
(Doesn't see the point of writing Disclaimers on fanfiction, but I have
nothing to forfeit if I do get sued ;; )
I See
Prologue
Tsuzuki-san... I have been enraptured by you since coming across your
photograph in my dear grandfathers things.
When I gazed ar your photograph, do you know what I saw?
You may think I saw the solution to resurrecting my brother. Such a strong
august body would achieve my goal, wouldn't you say Tsuzuki-san?
True...That is one thing that I saw.
I saw a single unbandage eye, a vacuous eye. I yearned to discover what was
behind those gorgeous eyes of yours, Tsuzuki-san. Your beautiful vacant
expression seemed to be staring off into another worldly dimension.
I yearned to be in that place, whatever you saw. But I knew not how to
reach it.
But your Data....your DNA....Tsuzuki-san, you are well disguised as a normal
human. I could have informed you of that myself without reading my dear
grandfathers report. No normal human being would have ensnared me by means
of a mere photograph.
Those feelings were so difficult Tsuzuki-san. Regardless of my education
and status, this feeling was new to me. I had never felt so emotionally
overwhelmed by a single person ever before.
I was terrified Tsuzuki-san.
So terrified that I would clutch that dear photograph of you and allow
myself to weep where I would not be heard or seen.
This was your fault Tsuzuki-san. For giving me this new obstacle to
overcome.
I know, however, that I am not the only one you entranced with your Delphian
spirit. The boy, the fabled secretary...they all fell as I did.
Tell me why, Tsuzuki-san, why you had me fall. Why hald my mind was now in
that other world caught with your gaze.
I came up with an ingenious plan, Tsuzuki-san. Because I had been entranced
by you, the only way to dispose of this terrifying feeling was to dispose of
you. Not a regular disposal, as I would normally do, I assure you.
I found it a strangely odd coincidence that the solution of my desire to
destroy my brother was in the yellowed photograph I clutched in my trembling
hands. To meet you would bring me to my knees. To dispose of you would
allow me to experience the human sensation of lust, for love requires two
people, and to rid me of that burden, hopefully, forever.
But before I do dispose of you, my beloved Tsuzuki-san, I want you to
understand what you had caused me to experience.
I want you to feel a torn utterly confused spirit. I want you to be brought
to your knees at the mere thought of me. I want you to desire me beyond
anyone else you have ever loved.
Tsuzuki-san, before I kill you, I want to love you. And if it means
destroying any person you come in contact with, I will hurt you to achieve
my goal. After all Tsuzuki-san, who will you have left when everyone around
you is dead?
When I saw your photograph, my Tsuzuki, I saw the ability to feel human
emotion,
Allow me to love you, Tsuzuki-san. Only then can I feel human.
And Tsuzuki-san, you will feel human as well.
