Dear Diary,

It's Thursday August 28th and I wish it was September 28th, I'm Samantha Simmons and today was actually a pleasant day. Pleasant as in I didn't have to kill an alien or break up with anyone the only alien thing I did today was go to the Library and find the book Pete left. So yeah I had to use my power to do that but from there it was shopping and going through the motions of classes. I assigned Michael some homework found out he has a test on Wednesday and convinced him to do the extra credit report on a World War II veteran who is up for the reunion. Since school went pretty normally I'll tell you what happened with Alex at the library.

Sam and Alex are seen walking into the Roswell Public Library Sam looks happy and refreshed Alex is inquisitive as usual.

"So how did you know it was here?"

Sam smiles and walks up to a computer.

"My father our watcher Pete he left a map that contained all the special landmarks where certain things are hidden here in Roswell for us. The map when positioned a certain way over the map of Roswell in April.."

Alex shook his head, "Why April?"

Sam smiled.

"My Mom's an Aries."

Alex nodded and smiled.

"Well every symbol on the map takes on a special location. One's the Pod Chamber the other is the library."

Alex nodded with understanding.

"So where will we find this thing?"

Sam nodded and typed in the computer Hynek, J. Allen under Author's names some titles came up one was on UFO's Sam smiled and looked at the call number and then closed her search box and was on the move.

"My Dad, well Pete he was a great guy always wanted to keep us on our toes play games with us ya know. So he left clues here."

Alex nodded and laughed as they approached the section they wanted.  Sam grabbed the book and got a flash she could see Pete hiding the book inside the wall of the children's section behind a painting of Snoopy.

Sam smiled and began walking as she shook off the vision.

"I know where it is, the children's section you familiar?"

Alex nodded and led Sam to the children's section downstairs. As the two walked in there was no-one inside the small room Sam gave Alex a 'look out' look and he did as she used her powers to open the wall and get the book. She smiled and approached Alex.

"Got it, let's go I have to meet up with Liz and Maria at the Crashdown so we can get dresses today at the mall."

Alex shook his head and held open the door for Sam. Before they knew it they were parked outside the Crashdown Sam had been reading certain parts of the book to Alex. Alex kept looking over not only was the book in their own old language but it was translated.

"I just can't believe we got this and all you can think about right now is going to the Mall."

Sam smiled she looked at the book and then back to Alex.

"You want to keep this safe for me double O negative?"

Alex laughed and nodded as Sam put her hand over the book and turned it into a computer design handbook. She handed it back to Alex who looked back at it amazed. Sam smiled as Alex's deep grin turned into a bewildered look.

"Hey"

Sam laughed, "I trust you Whitman not everyone else."

The two got out of the car and made there way into the Crashdown there was a shift of mostly older woman except for Courtney who kept the high school boys entertained. Uncle Jeff was working the grill and the place was in it's not quite dinner but after lunch phase of slow. Sam exchanged a look with Courtney as she made her way over to a booth with her friends squished in. Maria and Liz came out of the booth as Sam approached and Alex sat down next to Michael who eyed the book he was carrying. Sam smiled at her friends and looked over to Sandie and John who were talking. Sam excused herself and walked over to the two, Michael followed her with his eyes.

"They have the nerve being all public in front of her don't you think?"

Alex shrugged at Michael's comment.

"I think she's over it Michael."

Michael shrugged and continued to snoop on Sam.

"Hey guys, Sandie I'm guessing you may need a dress for tomorrow night I mean you guys are going right?"

Sandie looked to John who removed his arm from her shoulders in embarrassment. She looked back to Sam.

"Yeah I do need a new dress."

Sam smiled, "Good we're heading to the mall now ya wanna come?"

Sandie nodded and smiled Sam smiled back and turned to Maria and Liz she caught Michael looking straight at her and she gave him a what's up look. Michael tried to fake a I wasn't spying kinda thing and met eyes with Max who was trying to figure his friend out. Kyle was just wishing Tess and Isabel would get back from the Mall but he knew that wasn't going to happening anytime soon. He continued to take a sip of his milkshake and watched the girls squirm and Max brute over Liz who was doing her best Audrey Hepburn impersonation while he was chasing her all over Roswell.

In a flash the girls were gone and all the boys were left to stew in each others' company. Sports and movies were quickly brought up and became the highlight of conversation. Meanwhile in the car the girls were enjoying their estrogen party heading to the mall with the windows down in Maria's Jetta.

Picking out dresses has never been so much fun we found clearance section and had a full fledged fashion show. Dresses were bought friendships were made more secure. I could have sworn Sandie was shaking I think she was really nervous because of the whole John and her thing. But it didn't take us long to make her feel more comfortable again, ya know the fact that I'm kinda going out with Alex right now makes this whole situation a heck of a lot easier on all of us. See I'm reading that over and it sounds weird, it sounds like I dun know I'm not thinking about that now I have to just think about the dance tomorrow that's all. Okay so we saw Tess and Isabel at the mall too and they kinda ignored us I'm thinking Isabel isn't used to this whole Alex being with another girl thing. As far as guys go she's had it way to easy. So here's to a normal day and more to come hopefully.

Sam closes her diary and hides it hops into bed and as he head hits the pillow she's transported back into Macaria's life. Macaria is in a room it's not her old room but a new one she's in Antar's palace, music can be heard downstairs and people celebrating and cheering. She looks at herself in the mirror it's inlaid with many metals and reflects her deep black eyes and long dark hair very beautifully. Macaria made sure she was extra beautiful tonight she had been living in the palace with Zan and his family for a few weeks now. She was at Rath and Vilandra's wedding sitting there for the ceremony she kept her eyes fixated on anything but Rath. She could feel his gaze at times willing her to look at him. In fact since the night that Anassa and Zan got betroved even when he came for dinners at the palace she wouldn't speak to him. Not directly, it had been driving him crazy and she knew it. Her heart sank when he left but she had to do it, she wasn't only punishing him, but herself as well.

Macaria steadied herself and went out to the party to join the rest of the guests. Rath and Vilandra were dancing together and Macaria took a seat alone. She concentrated the glass in her hand and hadn't noticed a man coming to sit next to her until he spoke.

"They really do make a lovely couple don't they?"

Macaria smiled she could tell right away it was Kivar's voice, she didn't care what Rath would think she would spend some time with him despite everything she felt for Rath.

"You think so?"

Kivar looked into Macaria's eyes.

"You think I'm nothing that's why you won't marry me."

Macaria shook her head.

"You're having an affair with the bride doesn't that make you the other man?"

Kivar laughed to himself he looked over to Vilandra who caught his gaze she was fixated on him and thought his eyes showed jealousy. He looked back to Macaria.

"And you the other woman."

Macaria smiled flirtatiously and took light sips from her glass.

"That's why we are perfect for one another."

Macaria smiled shook her head and led Kivar to refresh her glass.

"You know she is just a toy, I suppose that is what Rath is for you?"

Macaria raised her eyebrows as the song ended everyone clapped anther song came on and the bride and groom had to dance some more for the crowd.

Macaria swished her dress across Kivar's legs and entranced him to follow as she made her way out to the balcony. Breathing the cool night air she looked to the sky and marveled in it's beauty. Kivar right to her side leaned with his back to the railing and looked at Macaria.

"This should be our castle, you and I should rule all of the planets."

Macaria was no longer entertained by Kivar's suggestions.

"Each planet rules it'self not one planet to rule all."

Kivar shook his head.

"I could be the most powerful man, I know I could, with you by my side I could be anything I wish to be."

Macaria shook her head the wine was beginning to make her head feel light, Kivar was starting to scare her.

"No, I."

"That's it then isn't it, you want power, no, you deserve power and I shall gain it all and they you will be mine."

Macaria put her hand on Kivar's shoulder he looked to her fiercely.

"I will never stop until I have you and if that's what it takes then it shall be."

"No, Kivar that's not what I said, don't.."

But Kivar was already into the ball room and passed Rath by, Macaria hadn't noticed that Vilandra had begun to take dances with other men. Macaria avoiding eyes with Rath tried to pass him as well to stop Kivar from his madness. She had led him on, had given him hope all to hurt Rath. Rath stopped her from passing him by grabbing her arm.

"What are you doing?"

Macaria looked him in the eye and held back tears.

"Nothing."

"Nothing? Macaria why him?"

Macaria looked back at Rath.

"Are you honestly asking me why I chose to have a conversation with a man for no more than two songs on your wedding day?"

Rath looked at her with so much love and pain, he knew that there was nothing he could do for her.

"What would you have liked me to do?"

Macaria sick of holding back looked into Rath's eyes.

"Taken me away from here, we could have gone and never have come back."

Rath shook his head confused and hurt.

"No, Zan would have done it for Anassa why do you have to be so loyal?"

She jerked her arm away and headed back to have another drink. Rath looked around no-one had seen them together. He watched as Macaria sat by her sisters and cradled her glass of wine.

It didn't take Macaria's new handmaiden to see that the Princess needed to be excused and taken to be put to bed. The wedding party was slow to wind down, there was already talks from both Kings of grandchildren . Yet as the new couple went to the bridal chamber neither of them could consummate a thing. They averted eyes and Rath stayed up waiting for Vilandra's breaths to steady and become light.

As they did he gently snuck out of bed and put suitable clothing on. He tiptoed downstairs and out into the large lush gardens. He walked around the palace and stopped in front of Macaria's window. The light went on and Rath hid behind the bushes as Macaria woke up her head slightly spinning from too much excitement and wine. She opened up her long doors and leaned against her own balcony. She had on a long white silky nightgown with gold lace and other precious metals embroidered on it. The light airy wind picked up her hair and made it dance. Rath's breath was taken away by her beauty, he had to speak to her to make her understand that he loved her so much. That everything he's ever done has been for her even though she couldn't understand that. He made his way out of her sight back into the palace and up to her chambers. The door was left slightly ajar and he walked in, Macaria was still out on the balcony.

She was humming a soft tune that sounded like a lute piece. It gave of brilliant colors of her voice and Rath found himself within inches of her he could feel her hair caress his face as he touched her back she didn't move. It was as if she knew that he would come.

"Walking in the middle of the night could get you in trouble here with the guards."

Rath smiled, she seemed to be in a lighter more gay mood than earlier.

"I needed to see you."

Rath turned Macaria around and looked into her eyes they were so full of life he could almost see a flicker of flame.

"Why?"

Rath looked at her lips and had to kiss them he did and she pulled away from him and looked at him, shocked.

There was a smack and Rath couldn't believe that she had hit him. His face burned from her hand and all he could do was smile she was staring straight back into his lips and he knew that there was more passion in their kiss than had even been there before.

Like a gravitational pull they were forced back into a kiss that led them onto the bed embracing and letting their feelings run it's course. As every touch intensified it gave off a spark of light the lights began to take on life themselves and soon the entire room was illuminated. The lights brought to life by the immense energy begun dancing about the room; like a fairy ballet as the two lovers fell, seeping within each other. Heat and colors were given off as the two made love, rich vibrant waves of color and heat rippled against the lights. Macaria and Rath had no idea that their forbidden love now coming full circle was binding them for life, even beyond this one. Their souls were now linked as forever mates just as they had been before they were born reliving the bond that was made before their time.

Entranced in the act of love it wouldn't be till morning that either of the lovers would regain full consciousness of their bond.

Sam gasped as she shot up in bed she looked over to the alarm clock that sat on her night stand. It read 6am. She was late for work and heard Alex's horn beeping downstairs.  Yet that dream, that vision of Macaria's life was not something that she was looking forward to the night before this dance. In fact she was hoping for some sweet dance sequence with Alex something normal. And now she had to see Michael and know that, that. Sam shook the thought away and began getting dressed if this was how her dreams were gonna go it could definitely be worse besides passionate dreams especially with a hot guy like Rath or Michael, Sam shook her head she didn't know. Either way she did have good taste.