Um, this is my first entry to although not my first fanfic. I never thought I'd get so far as to actually write one cause I always felt rather weird about it(No offence people, I love fanfictions, but I much prefer own creations you know…but I love doing fanarts and fictions to work on my skills), but I read so many I thought what the hell, and it's a great way to practice your style right? stops trying to convince herself she's not a loser Anyway, just heard the Keane song "She has no time" and thought of Tomoyo. I love Tomoyo, such strength through her own tragedies.
Rated for ideas of yaoi and suicide.
"She has no time" © Keane.
All Cardcaptor Sakura characters © Clamp
Story © me
You think your days are ordinary
It wasn't as if there was anything holding them together. They weren't married, lovers and even as family that didn't mean they had to be close.
But it still hurt, unsurprisingly badly.
And no-one ever thinks about you.
She watched from her room as Sakura and Syoaran walked past, completely and utterly engrossed in each other. To them there was no-one else.
No-one else to think about. Especially not her.
She goes her own way.
She goes her own way.
You think your days are ordinary
She looked up at Tomoyo from the street. Syoaran was murmuring about something in her ear and she tried to look interested, but it was hard knowing that her friend was all alone. She wondered what she was thinking about.
And no-one ever thinks about you
They caught eyes, and Sakura saw something familiar, something she felt everytime she stood next to the one she loved.
But we are all the same
She hadn't realised what an influence her relationship with Syoaran would have on Tomoyo, but surely she had someone she loved too?
And she can hardly breathe without you.
Tomoyo tried to remember the last time she had spent time with her outside school. She opened the window and felt something relieving in the air, watching the two walk by as she relived the last few days.
…"I'm sorry Tomoyo-chan, I'm seeing Xiolang tonight"…
She says she has no time for you now.
She says she has no time.
Not just that night though; the next night, and the next.
Think about the lonely people.
It wasn't that bad right? She always new it would end this way.
And think about the day she found you.
Ever since they first met she new that a feeling like this could never be returned.
Or lie to yourself
But she never let on.
And see it all dissolve around you.
And everyday she got a little bit sadder.
She says she has no time for you now.
She says she has no time.
Tomoyo went to the cabinet and took out a small aspirin bottle. Today was the 7th, the 7th day since she thought about it properly for the first time. It had never occurred to her that she would run out of things to live for but since Syoaran arrived she realised her purpose was fulfilled.
She says she has no time for you now.
She says she has no time.
Yes, Sakura would be sad, but she knew that with illusion she could see her anytime she needed to, and Syoaran would keep her happy.
Lonely people tumble downwards
But just to be safe she only took 7. She took one more everyday since she started, so either she'd get slowly sick or eventually she'd reach her limit and it wouldn't feel so strange and sudden.
My heart opens up to you
She always was good at being secretive, especially where Sakura was concerned.
When she says she has no time for you now.
So what do you think? Sad, I know. And I don't think she ever would but you know.
PS sorry for the layout, I'm still working on things like that.
