For those who dont know what a cunt is ... ill tell you! Ill tell you what i told one of my readers that emailed me ... a cunt is to a women, as nigger is to a black man. Its suppoed to be very insulting to a women and thats why i used that word ... sorry if i forgot to tell you guys but now you know. i hoped it made sense ... if not look it up!

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chapter 6

visitors?

"Are you ok Kagz?" Sango asked in concern, " I mean that was way harsh"

"its ok ... honestly ... and why dose anyone care about it anyways, its not like its true or anything."

... next door ...

"I say we go over there to make sure she's ok, cause hell knows she wont pick up her phone... ya know to make sure shes ok" Sesshomaru said

"she did seem upset by the way she acted"

"look leave the wench alone, she said she was fine ... and have you ever gotten on the nerves of a woman?"

"yeah" Miroku confessed raising his hand and drooping his guilty head

"its not pretty, they're blood thirsty and jump on anyone that will try to make 'em feel better." Inuyasha pointed out

"Kagome is different, i know her. shes not like that, she always needs a shoulder to cry on, you just got to know her the way i do. cause it seems Inu over there forgot how to seeing that he just figured leavin her alone is the best way out. nah-ah, never good lil bro' if you dont they get on you saying stuff like 'oh wow your so great, yah leave alone to suffer!' and 'you dont care about me!' its much worse"

Inuyasha puffed out a sigh of annoyance and thought to himself, "well maybe that dumbass brother of mine is right ... this time. and i would be able to see kagome ... wait! what the fuck? why do i wanna see her ..." the day when they were in health class came into mind when he saw Kagome's beaming smile, and he smiled some what at the thought. 'maybe thats why ... shit im getting soft here'

"wonderful ... hes blushing again ..." Miroku mumbled as he crossed his arms and smirked

Inuyasha snapped back to reality and said oh-too-quickly " am not!"

"see for yourself lil bro" Sesshomaru held a mirror up to Inuyasha's face (do not ask where it came from ... i dont know)

"I-uhh, ... thats cause its so damn hot in here" he defended himself " and dont call me lil bro anymore!"

"are you sick? cause im fucking freezing ... im as stiff as a board"

Miroku cracked up and fell on the floor thinking about something totally different, " dude! keep that shit to yourself!" he said inbetween laughs

"do you ever think of anything besides sex?" Sesshomaru kicked Miro as he "ooofed" and held his stomach on the floor rolling over to stop the pain

"yeah" he stood up and dusted himself off

"like what?"

There was a looooooooooong silence ... "i dunno" he shrugged

"ok lets see how much you think of sex, im gonna say random crap and you say the first thing that comes to mind"

"oooook, im ready" Miro said

"rubber"

"... condom"

"girls"

"lesbians!"

"boys"

"...gay"

"clothes"

"stripping"

"ass"

"SANGO!"

"music"

"sex, drugs, rock n roll baby!"

"bird"

"girls"

"what the? how dose bird relate to a girl?"

"you know the saying, ... the birds n the bees? the bees have stingers and theyre dudes and the birds are chicks ya hear what im saying?"

By this time Sesshomaru had enough of Miroku's sick mind about sex sex sex!

"Back on subject!" Sess stopped their lil game shaking his head in disgust to stop Miroku from going on

"Hey dude! Im not as sick as you think, your the one who made someone years younger than themselves their 'mate' ... so back off on me ... Maybe that wasnt smart to say to sess", just then poor Miroku got hit to the ground once more

Miroku's P.O.V.

By this time i was done with Sesshomaru and decided to stop talking, because everytime i seemed to say something, out of nowhere he shows up and hits me to the ground. No respect at all ... maybe i shouldnt be talking ... knowing about all the shit everyone talks about me on how i dont respect my women! Bullshit, i respect them ... but maybe not their rear end ... eh ... but still! I respect 'em. Sango hates me because of that ... i really DO like her. But she probably thinks that shes a peice of meat to me. Thats not true! Shes perfect! Shes smart, beautiful, active, dedicated, and difficult! Oh yes ... D.I.F.F.I.C.U.L.T. its not easy to do or say anything to that woman ... but at least she knows how to take care of herself. Honestly, all you see in today's women are whores and prostitudes. A lot of women that arnt themselves and try to be someone else for the sake of getting something in the process. Not that I did or dont have my share or whores ... their my daily medication. But Sango is my life. If shes outta the picture Im dead. Squat. Nada. Maybe if I started to treat her with even more respect then she'll see me for a charming young man that I am. About my stunning features. My built structure. And the desire women have towards me. Hey. Its true or maybe im just full of myself. But i dont deny it like most men do. ok ill say it then. I am Miroku Kiniza and I am full of myself! You know i am gonna do that! I am going to get my lady Sango to fall for me. just like I've fallen for her, very hard ... off the cliff into the dirt underground fallen. I shall resist all temptations, at all costs. Oh my is this gonna be hard ... i dont think i can make it, but ill do all i can ... for her. Although i hate to stop talking about my lovely Sango, lets get into the dense life of my friend Inuyasha. If you remember from before we were talking about going to Kagome's house to see if she's ok. Ya know, i really didnt like her when we were younger. Im kinda sad that Inuyasha and Kagome arnt friends anymore. Wonder if it was something i said in our younger years. But she seems like one of the purest people I've met, aside from Sango of coarse. I told Sesshomaru that Inu has been blushing ever since we came back from that kareoke place when we saw Kagome and Sango singing and dancing. He teased Inuyasha on how he had a 'widdle crush' and that he was in 'puppy love' like the lil pup he was. I laughed at some of his comments and agreed to him having a crush on the girl next door. Poor Inu is in denyal and tried to defend himself againt me and his older bro by asking obvious questions like, 'how could i like Kagome'. Well he dose make it damn obvious all the time. He's just big headed. But Sesshomaru decided to answer his quetion by saying, ' you sure had a thing for her when you two were pups'. Now at this point i was flabbergasted and had nothing to say but, 'are you serious'. Inuyasha never told me about his lil crush on her before. He tells me everything. I feel so abandoned! What a jerk. Thats the last time i invite him to one of my parties again. Nah he'd crash it either way. Inuyasha coulnt take this anymore and decided to, and i quote, unquote, screw it, lets go anyways. So now were off to see Kagome ... OH the wonderful girl next door! ehem hints in lil munchkins and dancing lollipop kids

end P.O.V.


... Kagome's House ...

"you know i bet that slut dosnt even know what the hell it means Kagome"

"will you please get off the subject pease? besides she seemed pretty pleased with herself. So yah, she dose know what it means" she have a sarcastic smile

"maybe we should tell your mom about it and she can confront Kikyo's parents about it ..." Sango tried to sound as mature as possible until Kagome questioned her maturatiy

"How old are you Sango? Honestly we're NOT in preschool anymore. We have different ways of handling things now ... " Kagome had a short scene in her head of her tearing Kikyo's hair out, scratching, and knawing at her arms. Kagome started to smile ...

"I know that look ... nope, you'll get suspended, dont even try" she shook her finger to Kagz

"Oh whatever, but it always gets her to shutup ..."

:DING:DONG:

"ILL GET IT!"

Ms.Higurashi answered the door to see three young men. Two about Kagome's age and one that was a bit older. She noticed the faces quickly and let them in.

"well well, Inuyasha may i say you've become a handsom young man and you too Miroku. Didnt know you'd be back so soon Sesshomaru, another projet with Kagome?"

"No Ms.Higurashi. Just came to stop by to che----" Sess elbowed miroku before he finished, "to see her" he gave her a bright smile

"Oh, ok, well shes upstairs, Im sure you know which room" She smiled and went back to cleaning.

The three teens said thankyou and headed towards the stairs.

"Kagome dear! You have some visitors!"

"Who is it ma!"

"A few boys from your school" and she went back to cleaning once more.

"What? I wonder who it is" Sango said in confusion.

After that said a knock came upon the door and Sango inched closer getting more eager to know who was behind it

"i wanna know who it is ... i wanna know, i wanna know, i wanna know!" she became hyper all of a sudden

" ... uh ... come in" Kagome hesitated

The door slowly crept open and then ...

"SANGO MY LOVE!"

"EEEP! I DONT WANNA KNOW I DONT WANNA KNOW!" she repeated

"I had no idea you were here Sango!" Miroku held his arms open wide

"NOOOO! I dont even look cute!' Sure ya did Miroku, your such a lech!"

"hey Kagz, are you sure your fine with what happened online?" Sess asked his friend

"Yah im ok, will ya quit bein so nice all the time?" she replied

"ay we wanted to check up on you to make sure, ok?"

"yayaya, i know, but how'd you get Inuyasha to come? What ya do? Bribe him .." she chuckled, " i mean .. after all he dose hate me"

Inuyasha just crossed his arms and leaned his back up against the door and lowered his head in guilt by the way kagome was describing him.

"i dislike you, hate, is what i have to Kikyo ... besides just cause im mean to ya, dosnt mean i dont care about yo-, care about how people react to certain things sometimes." Thats all he really did to react to what just happened.

"well i dont honestly thinks hes telling all truth over there, he dosnt even dislike you from what ive observed ..."

"shuuuuttt uppppp" Inuyasha growled under his breath 'dang he almost told her, i dont even know what i feel for her anymore ... i need to think about it, where can i go ?'

"uhhh ... did i miss something?" Kagome asked, knowing she was probably not going to get an answer ... and she was correct.

"nothing, where's your bathroom?" he asked out of nowhere

"uh, down the hall to your left .. you think you'd remember." she eyed the hanyo

"right, right, of coarse i remember, just wasnt thinking" he said quickly and then left out of the room.

Now what about Sango and Miroku. Hmmm? Well during this whole time Sango managed to lock herself in Kagome's closet, and Miroku, pathetically of coarse, was trying to open it.

"PLLLLLLLLLLLLLEAAAAAAAAAASE come out ... I want to hug you!" he made his infamous puppy pout. But it had no point at all seeing as that the door wasnt see-through.

"Why should I? how do I know that you wont try something lecherous?" Sango's muffled voice came through the door, but enough for miroku to hear.

"I wont ..." he shook his head, " i just wanna a hug!" he nodded in approval to himself for some odd reason.

While they were talking ... sort of ... Sesshomaru interrupted, but to Sango, SAVED, by saying they should leave, telling Miroku that he'd see Sango later.

"fine ... goodbye ... my love" he sounded sooooo dramatic

And she just found it stupid and in response said, " oh brother ..."

Kagome asked if they were going to wait for Inuyasha to come back before they left. Sesshomaru just said that he'd go up to the bathroom door and tell him that they were leaving and that he would leave as soon as he was done so that she woulnt be bothered. She nodded in agreement as he left through the door. She heard only one pair of footsteps going down the stairs and out the door. Then a few minutes later more steps leading down and a laughing Sesshomaru out the door. Kagome shrugged off the puzzlement at why he was laughing and decided to ask about it later on.

"phewwww, ok, coast is clear. You can come out now ..."

"Its never clear as long as miroku is around, that guy is UN-PRE-DICT-A-BLE. If they had called and said that they were comming, then i couldve looked cute!" She threw her hands up making this look oh-so-dramatic.

"talk about obsessive ..." Kagz rolled her eyes

"I heard that ... anyways im gonna go downstairs to get all pretty for bed." She gave a smile

"IT WAS MEANT TO BE HEARD!" then Sango threw a pillow at her

As Sango left Kagome totally broke down in tears. No not from the pillow. Or from Sango's over-pretective friend instincts that were annoying her to death. It wasn't Inuyasha, or her that fact her Grandpa might die from a fall that will probably never happen cause hes waaay too stubburn to, saying stories about anchient times and stupid superstitions that took place then. She was ok in school, or was that where her tears came from?

"I cant stand her anymore" Kagome bawled, " I just wish Kikyo didnt exsist! How dare she call me a cunt!" She whispered violently to herself. Okay, so maybe ... MAYBE she did care what Kikyo said to her before, denying it didnt help much either as she shed more and more salty drops that glassed her eyes that seemed were gonna break the rich brown color to nothing but brown.

Inuyasha finally came from the bathroom mumbling some random stuff like what was going on lately. The whole time Inuyasha was in there, he was thinking of her. You know the whole "manly routine", think ... rinse face with cool water ... take towel and dry their face and the process happened to go on and on a few times till he finally figured out what was troubling him. It seemed that he couldnt muli-task at all, but no guy really could. His troubles were focused on Kagome, about what he thought of her, and what happened between them .. you know that whole romantic sweep me off my feet moment that guys have in their mind about how they were gonna get the girl back. Except for Inuyasha, it was receiving an old friend back to his grasp. He never really thought about what happened before, but now it was making sense to him, it was all a bad mistake, and he was going to fix it. ... Hopefully. He was about to get hold of the door knob but then heard sniffles here and there comming from the other side of the door ... He grabbed the knob lightly and carefully twisted it to push the door open quietly only to see a red-faced Kagome sitting on her bed .. seemingly opening up an orange perscription bottle She turned the bottle to open it and he saw the label... 'morphne'

"What are you doing?" The silver haired boy asked

"I thought you lef- ... oh, no wonder why he was laughing" She shrugged and went back to opening the bottle.

"They didnt tell me they were leaving ..." Inuyasha seemed foolish knowing Sess would probably pull this stunt

Kagome opened the bottle and smiled that she did suceed to opening it. Holding the bottle of morphene and dumping quite an amount of it into her left hand. She opened her hand and was pleased with the large sum, she enclosed it again and put down the bottle on her nightstand. She reached under her bed and pulled out an odd shaped glass bottle with some type of golden liquid in it ... once again he saw the label ... 'vodka'. She pulled off the cap and put it on the bed. She held the bottle with her right while many little pills were in her left. It was all becomming clearer to him ... well that took him a while now didnt it?

"you didnt answer me ... what the FUCK are you doing? ANSWER ME!" His voice was shaky

"I dont care if you see me do this. do you honestly care? besides all youll do about it is say to your so called friends ... 'yeah that higurashi wench was downing vodka and swallowing a crap load of pills down her throat' .. you know just another romour that will eventually turn out to be in the end ... 'Kagome did you really get drunk and let someone have sex with you before he threw sleeping pills down your throat so you wouldnt fight back'. You know the whole romour trick that turns out to be something totally different in the end. but what do i care? its happened so many times and now im used to it ... im always the target and your always the arrow ... heh ... oh well" she lifted her hand getting ready yo jam multiple pills down her throat before Inuyasha slapped it down.

"what the hell was that for?" anger ran through her voice

"OVERDOSING! ... hello, have you heard of rehab? They are the worst people, you want a tube down your throat? then you were gonna follow with vodka ... hell no that only makes it worse, you wench!" he yelled at that salty eyed girl, " nah-ah, not when im around ... you'll be another kikyo! and one .. is hell of a enough for me!"

Kagome focused on the scattered pills on the carpet of her room, that word he said struck her like lightning ... Kikyo ... Not only did people think she looked like her, and would say it right in her face but she just thought about what he said about her being like another Kikyo, shattered her hopeless heart to peices. She didnt want to be known as a slut, or alchaholic, or drug addictive. She didnt. Not at all. But when he said it ... it slapped her hard in the face with reality. Inuyasha finally realized how much that must have insulted her and thought of the stupidest thing ever ... "are you ok?" the three simplest and most obvious words a peson could say to kagome at this point. Of coarse she wasnt ok! She was considered another Kikyo by Inuyasha! Sure she heard it plenty of times and tried to ignore it. but why did it matter to her what HE said instead of the others? Ok so she guessed it must have been cause she thought that since he used to be her friend and was always judging her on stupid things she did, that he would alwasy her her toughest critic. but this was too much and Kagome decided to come clean with the denyal she held in her for so long.

"I cant stand her anymore" she whispered, "She treats me like shit, all I ever tried to do was be nice ... thats all NICE! but lately shes been terrible. i tried to help her once, but all i get is dirt kicked up into my face!"

Inuyasha knelt down next to Kagome. He swiftly but being very gentle, whipped away her tears with his thumb. Kagome was speechless as she turned her eyes to gaze into his golden ones then asked, " why are you being so nice?"

"because, i made a terrible mistake letting go of my only true friend ..."

"your not making sense at all."

"ok lets put it this way. i got a story for you. once there was a little boy who had a very pretty friend. he liked her and wanted to impress her and what better way than to befriend the new popular kid in town. he started hangin out with him to see if it impressed her, but no luck, he started to act all grown up ... but still didnt work. a year passed and the boy changed completely into a whole new person. he started to give up hope on the girl thinking that only being friends with her was the only way to keep her. even though he wanted more. the new kid didnt like the boys friend and thought she was "weird". so he felt too proud of himself to go back to her, although it hurt him so much inside. who did he want to impress? a true friend? or a group of friends that he barely knew? he went for the group hopeing later on that they would forget about their little bash on her and that he could still be friends with her. but nothing was lighting up that idea. years passed still and he still did everything to impress his friends. but the only way he could honestly talk to her ... was bash on her himself ... more years and then he didnt realize what he said or did at all now. he didnt know what to think at all of his past friend and it confused him. but now after years of waiting, his idea lit up. his friends dont care at all and some even talk to her. so he thought he had a chance again. but when he wanted to tell her sorry, she pushed him off and he started saying things he didnt know he was saying ... but now the most recent event that had happened to him was .. he realized how much he could control himself again and finally get guts to talk to her from all these years. and im hoping that you want our friendship back too" he looked down, unlocking eyes with her to lock with the now interesting floor.

"i-i didnt know" she spoke

"dont worry, its all my fault ... you didnt do anything wrong" he hugged her. when he was little thats how he tried to comfort kagome, by hugging her.

"all i feel is broken and lost" she cried as little wet drops appeared on his shirt. he didnt mind, he knew talking was helping her and releasing her stress.

"i can fix that" he put a hand on her cheek, and kissed the other red tear staind one. this was new to Kagome, never did he kiss her to comfort her, it was only hugs. but then again, this is an older age ... nobody cares. but to her it was big! It was shocking, but it seemed to work better than a hug. Dont get her wrong, she loved being held by that muscular chest and protective arms. but a kiss was more meaningful.

Sango finally came up the stars and heard Kagome talking to ... a ... a guy? now that didnt make sense, the boys left already, and Kagome didnt have a loud speaker on her phone. It just didnt make sense. The guy was too young to be kagz grandpa and way to old to be Sota. Who the hell was kagome talking to! She saw an opportunity throught the crack of her door that was slightly open.She tried her best to see and it came out clear. she saw Kagome being held to a white haired boy. 'Sesshomaru! ... no it cant be he dosnt have ... dog ears! INUYASHA! wow ... Kagome can really get a guy when she wants to.' She thought to herself

"oh my god this is such a movie moment ... i wish i had a video camera" she whispered to no one

"Kagome?"

"yah Inuyasha?"

"you want me to be your escort to the dance?"

"sure, id really like that" she smiled

"so whats your costume?" he asked

"uhhh .. hehe .. i didnt get one yet, im going to get one with Sango tomarrow."

"wow really? i still didnt get mine either ... i thought i was the only one. I think Miroku is gonna be a monk .. pretty ironic for him though"

"uh yea ... big time. maybe you can come too tomarrow, if its alright with Sango"

"that be cool ... well its getting close to 12 and i should get home before my parents ground me ... see ya" he smiled at her and headed to the door.

"later" she smiled back

"uh oh" Sango panicked ... wher to go! she saw the door behind her and ran into it slamming the door in a rush not ot be caught by Inuyasha and her ease dropping. She still was up against the door and heard footsteps down the stairs and out the door. She released a held breath and felt instantly releived until she heard a voice in the room

"can i help you?"

She turned around and saw Sota holding a playstation controller sitting on the ground in teletubbie boxers. her eyes started to tear as she bit her lower lip holding back laughter.

"bye" her voice squeaked. she went through the door and all was heard after it closed was a loud thunk and an endless laughter

"what was she laughing about? he thought a moment and realized his boxers ... "stupid clothes, this had to be the only clean thing ... they dont even fit anymore!"

Sango stopped laughing walked through Kagome's door, whipping away her teary eyes from laughter and opened Kaogme's door. She said a simple "hey" then, "i heard what happene-" she cut herself off when she saw scattered pills on the floor and a bottle of vodka next to her teary eyed friend


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