woooooow .. that took me long enough! SORRY! School is over now, I have more time to write chapters now! YAY! So you'll see more chapters and sooner too! ye i like to use a lot of explanation marks! ok im sure you wanna get ot the story now so ill make this disclaimer short!
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chapter 7
"catching up with friends"
Kagome shifted her eyes to her friend's shocked face standing at the opening of the door
"Kagome .. why? how come you didn't tell me?"
"I got scared and thought you would judge me, and say i was a bad person" Kagome's head went down in guilt and shame.
"Why would you think I would ever judge you Kagome? Your my best friend. I wouldnt dare think of judgeing you. I wouldnt trade my friendship over because of something so stupid", Sango's eyes started to sting from up comming tears about to be shed, he cheeks becomming red. But she tried holding it in. Trying to be strong, but it was making her weak. Kagome noticed this and was about to comfort her.
" Oh .. Sango, I-I'm so sorry .." She reached out to her.
"Don't touch me!" Sango yelled at the hand that was inches away from her shaking one., " Sure you open up to Inuyasha about this but not me? That hurts Kagome, it truely dose, and after all he's done to you? Your lust for him has overcome you."
"No Sango it wasn't like that.. It wasn't even intentional" The girl tried to reason with her friend, " He just came in when i was about -"
"about to overdose?" Sango said it so smoothly that when it hit Kagome's ears it cut her heart open and bled out the guilt from keeping an important secret.
"yeah. then he started to act weird like wipe my tears away and kissed my cheek, and i just .. i dunno .. then he just all of a sudden was telling me about his mistake and asked me to the dance!" she tried to flash a happy smile
"I heard .. but why? .. i never would judge you kagome .. id never do that!"
"Well your such a wonderful person and well, i dont know, i could never be as wonderful as you" Kagome felt embarrised.
"What? No that makes me feel like the worst person ever. Your such a great person people just dont know who you are, your so kept to yourself and we never really get to see the best of you. .. Kagome"
"Dont .. your actually the reason i made the cheer team, I used to always practice everyday just to be as good as you were. At all your cheer competitions i used to remeber all the moves and practice them."
"But thats just it .. your better than me! You could have told me, dont be embarrised, im here for you and to support you for the things you love to do. But i had no idea" Sango kind of felt like Kagome always looked up to her and felt she wasnt doing a good job either noticing the outcome of this situation they were in right now.
"Well .. there it is, its out" Kagome began to take her finger and cirle it around the opening of the vodka bottle's smooth rim.
She got up and went by all her shopping bags and emptied out the clothes to one of them on her bed. She took the bag and sat on the floor and started to collect the pills. One by one she picked them up and put it gently in the bag. Sango knelt down on the floor by her and began to help her pick up the white pills put them in the shopping bag. When there was nothing left Kagome took the bag and threw it in the wastebasket she had by her bed.
She picked up the vodka bottle and put on the cap. She then went by her window and opened it and looked down .. below was her garbage can. She took the bottle and dropped it. It fell into the trash can on a garbage bag that was there before and closed her window again. She sighed then turned around. There she saw her confused friendkneeling on the floor, observing her red carpet and happened to noticed a darker red stain somewhere along the lines of observing.
"Thats when it started .." Kagome spoke suddenly, Sango looked up with confusion.
"You know that project we had for science, and we had to use a scapel for it?" Kagome rhetorically asked (did i spell rhetorically right? lol)
"well after you left, i decided to make a few perfections, then it slipped" Kagome looked at the stain. " It cut my wrist pretty deep, that's why i had that white bandage on for a month, no one knew about it, i just said i sprained my wrist."
"Why didn't you just tell the truth? There wasnt a point in lying right? It was an accident .." Sango stated
"Yeah but rumors mix words, besides ... i liked it, but i felt ashamed"
"Thats terrible, you could have told me .. you should never hide things from me, im here to help, not ignore you." Sango spoke softly
"I'll tell you what happened ..."
... FLASHBACK ...
"Bye Sango! See ya in school tomarro, I think we'll get an A!" Kagome laughed
"I hope so! Later" Sango saluted then ran out the door.
:Sigh: "okie .. well maybe to make sure its an A, I should trim and perfect it a lil, Sango wont mind Im sure." Kagome said to herself as she walked upstairs to her room. She opened the door and saw her kitten, Buyo, eating her pet fish.
"Buyo! NOOO!" Kagome ran up to her kitten and tried to grab the fish out of her cat's mouth. She was successful and put it in the bowl. But then it stopped moving and slowly drifted to the top .. Then Buyo ran mewing all the way down the hall into the empty bedroom to hide from Kagome yelling about a fish.
"No ... poor Angel, I HAD THAT THING FOR 3 YEARS! Wait until i find that cat .. that was the coolest looking fish ever ..." Kagome became very stressed
She looked up an noticed that her diary was missing from her nightstand, only one person came to mind. Sota.
"SOTAAAAAAAAAA! WAIT UNTIL I GET MY HANDS ON YOU YOU LITTLE JERK!" Kagome ran out of her room and started to pound on Sota's door, "GIVE ME BACK MY DIARY OR ELSE YOUR GONNA PAY BIG TIME!" She heard Sota jump out the window onto the roof, she opened the door and then he jumped off the roof onto the grass. She saw her diary opened up to a page she was not happy about. The Inuyasha page..
Dear Diary,
Today Inuyasha was being a jerk again.
As usual, but i wasn't even paying attention to what he was blabering about.
I was only admiring his gorgeous face and golden eyes.
Did I mention his gorgeous face?
Those puppy dog ears.
They are so freakin cute its not even funny.
aww I love them!
I wish he liked me, please in my dreams.
It would never happen in a million years.
I wrote a poem about him in school today.
I was bored in math so I decided to do something actually interesting unstead of geometry.
okay, here goes dont laugh!
"Silver hair catched my eye
Flowing softly in the wind
Almost magical watch it fly
Puppy ears cute as can be
Right now focused cause thats what I see
He turned around I see golden eyes
Peircing mine almost painful
Like the sun in the sky
Fangs of white
Fangs of truth
Smile brightly
Through the night
He dosnt see me with those golden eyes
He dosnt hear me with those puppy ears
He smilies to someone past me not to me
Then he turns around so i can see his silver hair
Staring into the blankness that is him
cause he can never be mine"
ahhhh yes, sweet sorrow of my love life .. pathetic i know
maybe ill try again tomarro to get his full attention.
DOG GONE I GOT IT!
ill wear a thong .. then let him see it!
Love Kagome
P.S. It will be black lace!
"SOOOOTAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" Kagome ran down the stars and then outside. She tripped and fell and twisted her ankle.
"FUCK! THAT HURT LIKE A BITCH!" Kagome forgot about Sota then. She was just pissed about her ankle.
"Great, now i need ice and an ACE bandage .." She went back inside and into her kitchen to get some ice. She limped upstairs and went into her room to get her ACE bandage. She put it on and held ice on her ankle until it wasn't swollen anymore.
"This is just not my night is it." Now that she was thrown off by 20 minutes she decided to go back to what she originally wanted to do. The project perfections.
She grabbed the scapel, but since her hands were wet from the ice, it slipped. It cut her arm and then blood started to drip off of her onto the floor. She tightly grabbed her arm to stop the pain and bleeding.
Staring to get tears, she calmed letting go of her arm so more blood could come out. Because when she got cut she felt instant relief from her stress she had through the night. From the fish to her diary to her ankle. She just felt better and she didn't know why. She picked up the scapel again then made an "X" on her wrist. Because the "X" bled more than one "I". Then she let it bleed till it couldnt anymore. After it stopped she took a white bandage close by her and wrapped it around her wrist multiple times. She started to get a headache because of the loss of blood then fell asleep.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Ok .. sooooooooooooo ya .. hopefully by the end of this week youll see another chapter!
ok .. so that purple button down there on the left .. nooooooo not the right, yeah thats it the left .. he has a crush on you! He seems tempting to you too i know .. so why dont you make the first move and click him .. he wants to see you review about the story ...
