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Okay, sorry it too a while for me to update, been busy. Well, not really. That's a lie. I'm just lazy. Anyway, on with the chapter! Yea!

I leaned on the railing of the rail in the Secret Area. She said she had a crush on me. Is it true, or is she lying? Wait, why would she be lying? Maybe she felt sorry for me. I dunno. Other couples were around me, making out or cuddling. It made me sick, but at the same time, I wanted that too. I wanted that with a special girl of my own. Maybe Selphie…

Why, all of a sudden, do I care about Selphie? I mean, I've always cared about her, but in a best friend way. Never have I felt this way about her. Never have I wanted to kiss her before, or hold her they way couples do. Do I love her? No, I couldn't. I'm not supposed to, this is only for pretend. Only to get back at Irvine. To make him jealous.

It couldn't work out, she's my best friend. It could ruin our friend ship. And I really don't want that. I'd rather keep our friendship that take a risk to destroy it. I can't tell her my feelings. Things would get all screwed up and complicated. Plus, she still has feelings for Irvine. I have to respect that. I can't put more things to worry about in her head than there already is. I can't give her more stress than she already has.

"Zell?"

I turned around, half expecting it to be one of the couples talking to me. It wasn't, it was Selphie.

"Zell, what are you doing here?" She asked. Her face had a worried look.

"I should be asking you the same thing." I told her, crossing my arms, leaning my back against the rail.

"Well, I woke up because I was cold, and you weren't there. Since the Cafeteria is closed, I figured you'd be here." She walked towards me, slowly.

I smirked. "You know me so well."

She looked down at the ground. "I was…worried."

Her body was close to mine. "You didn't have to be, you know I can handle things me self. With these fist o'mine." I clenched my fists in front of me.

"Yeah…" She laughed a little. "You're right. I'm so stupid for thinking that!" She smiled her smile at me. Her famous smile.

"Nah…" I put my hands in the back of my head. "Don't think that."

She playfully punched me. "You think you're so tough."

I nodded. "Yeah, I do."

"Hmm" She smirked.

She leaned against the rail with me. She looked around at the couples, one of them had left. That left Mr. and Mrs. Make-out. She looked at them for a bit, and turned towards me. I had been staring at her, I didn't realize it. I looked away when she looked at me.

"Isn't that romantic?" She sighed in her singy song voice.

I scratched the back of my head. "Yeah, whatever."

She frowned. "You don't think so?" She asked.

"Well, I'm not really the…romantic type, I guess."

She smiled. "Yes you are, you just don't know it. You don't show it very often, but when you do it's…really sweet."

I could feel my cheeks turn red. "Yo, you think so?"

She nodded, giving me a wink. My cheeks turned hotter. "I know so."

She leaned on me, and it was quiet for a bit.

"Do you still love Irvine?" I asked her, hoping it wouldn't trigger unhappy memories.

"I'm confused." She said without hesitating.

"Confused about what?"

She shrugged. "A lot of things, I guess. I want to like Irvine and forget about what happened between us, you know? But there's another thing…" Her voice trailed off.

"What other thing?" I asked.

She smiled and looked up at me. "Nosey, aren't we?"

I got embarrassed. "No! Just curious, that's all."

"Curiosity killed the cat, you know." She giggled.

I laughed. "Well, I'll take the chance."

She walked over in front of me and put her hands on her hips. "Well, since you want to know so bad, you have to do something first." She had a glint in her eyes.

"What's that?" I asked her.

She ran off. "You gotta catch me!" She said while running off.

"What?" After I knew what she was talking about, I ran after her.

She ran all the way past the parking lot and the dorms and past the cafeteria. She ran to the Quad, past the Garden Employee, somehow. Once I reached the Garden Employee, I saw that he was sleeping. I stood for a moment, catching my breath. Afterwards, I headed inside. The Quad was all cleared out, there was nowhere to hide.

I saw her searching for a place to hide. "You have no where to run." I told her.

She gasped in surprise.

I cornered in on her, but she smiled. Why is she smiling? She ran underneath my legs. I quickly turned around, I ran after her.

You know that water in the Quad, right? Well, I accidentally tripped, and landed on her, and we both fell into the water. She shrieked all the way down. The water wasn't deep, so we were sitting on our butts, barely under water.

"Ow…" She moaned, rubbing her butt. "That hurt."

I looked at her, her shirt was white and wet. I could see right through it. She had on a black bra. I quickly looked away. I shouldn't be looking at her that way. I could get more feelings for her.

Suddenly, I felt a splash of water on my face. I looked over at a giggling Selphie. I splashed water at her also. It started into a splashing fest.

"Okay, okay, I give up!" I pleaded, after several seconds.

She stopped and smiled at me. "I win! Who-hoo!"

I looked at her. Not for long. I sprang over to her, and started a tickled fest.

"No! Stop! No, that tickles! Stop!" She said taking breaths during her laughing.

I stopped and laughed at her. I looked down at her. I had just realized I was on top of her. She slowly stopped laughing and looked up at me. She just realized the same thing. It grew quiet. I had an urge to kiss her, it was the perfect moment.

The moon was shining on the water, and you could hear it peacefully running. I light reflecting from it shined on our faces. She looked so beautiful. I couldn't take it.

I aggressively kissed her, pressing my lips against hers hard. To my surprised she kissed back. Our kiss was deep and intense. I've wanted to do this for a while now, it kinda took control of me. I want her so bad, more than anything before. I've never had that feeling before. Physically wanting someone.

I pulled away, and she gasped for breath.

"Zell…" She said quietly.

"Yeah?" I answered quietly back.

"Can…you…get off, please?"

I gave her a shocked look, but did what she said.

She stood up and rung the water out of her shirt. She smiled at me. "We better go to the dorm before we get caught." She said and walked off.

Damnit! I shouldn't have down that! Now she hates me for sure! What the fuck is my problem! I need to control my emotions more easier! Damn…that was embarrassing. What am I gonna do now? It's no use, she knows how I feel about her for sure. Someone must mot like me up there.

I followed her to her dorm, but not a word was said. I feel so bad, maybe I should apologize.

"Selphie, listen." I scratched the back of my head. "I didn't mea-"

"Don't worry about it, Zell. You my 'boyfriend', remember?" She told me, giving me one of her smiles. "You don't have to take it over board, though. You're a really good actor, acting like all this is for real."

I smirked. If only she knew I really do mean all of this. I wish we were real. "Thanks, I try my best." I chuckled afterwards.

We reached her dorm, and she laid on her bed. She rubbed the area next to her, hinting for me to lay down next to her.

I scratched the back of my head, damn, I hate my perverted thoughts. "Uh, I'll be right there. I just gotta take a piss." I lied.

She giggled. "Okay!"

I went to the bathroom and shut the door firmly. I turned on the light and looked at myself in the mirror. I turned on the faucet and put my hands underneath. My clothes were nearly dry. I splashed the water on my face. It felt like reality hit me. It was refreshing but harsh. I turned off the water, and found a towel to wipe my face. Afterwards, I turned off the light and stood in the darkness for a few seconds. I'm gonna have to tell her, I know it.

That's it! Play again later! Just kidding. Review please, you know the drill. That's it! I'll update as soon as I can.

-Lufia