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A/N: Sorry for not updating, please read, enjoy, and review! -Cole

Ship: Lucius/Narcissa


She hates him. He knows that, she knows that, but neiher would ever admit it. She hates him more than life itself, and considering she's attempted suicide twice that has to be a very large amount of hate.

He ruined her. He made her who she is today. He took her innocence and twisted it and contorted it until it was so fucked up that she wasn't even tainted, she wasn't even impure, she was just ruined, shattered, broken.

He broke her, and he knew it, and that was what sickened her the most. He didn't even care as long as he had her everything would be okay.

Because in some sick way he loved her even though she hated him beyond all reason he needed her and loved her twice as much. He might have been a cold and heartless Malfoy but she was everything to him and he knew it.

And that was why when she finally decided death was the only way out he killed her. That was why he was in Azkaban. That was why he is slowly dying inside without her.

Because Lucius loved his beautiful blonde wife. And even though he usually shagged everything that moved, she was the only thing he ever loved. The only thing that ever arose anything with in him.

And he knew that he was the only one who ever brought on any passion in her. So she could hate him, he didn't care, as long as she still felt something towards him he could stay sane.

But now she was dead, and insanity was his only release.