Title: The Hardest Thing
Disclaimer: I don't own it. Ask Harry. He'll tell you. More like he owns me.
Warnings: R. Rated for mentions of abuse, use of vulgar terms, and swearing. M-Preg. Somehow in my twisted imagination, boys can get pregnant. It's just something that can happen in my version of their world. Slash. If you didn't leave after finding out a guy can get pregnant, it shouldn't shock you that the main character is gay and has a romantic relationship with a man. If you don't like any of that, don't read it. I'm not by any means forcing you to endure my writing.
Pairings: Harry Potter/ Severus Snape, Sirius/Remus (Only as a background pairing)
Category: Romance/ Angst
Summary: 16 year old Harry Potter is sent home to live with the Dursleys' again for the summer. Harry is put back into the unbearably small cupboard to use as a bedroom and forced to write letters to the order every three days telling them that everything is alright. But it's not. Harry is harboring a huge secret. What will happen when its time to reveal this secret to the order? And more importantly, what is Severus Snape going to do about it?
Authors Note: Hola! I'm taking Spanish at school now. You don't care, but that's not the point. Don't review in Spanish! I don't really understand most of it. I'm shocked at how many reviews I got for this first chapter alone! I'm impressed! That's way more than I expected. Now on to matters of business. There were a few often asked questions. One of which was "How could Harry give birth in a cupboard without the Dursleys finding out?" The answer...Wandless magic. A silencing charm type thing. I'll go into more detail later in the actual story. The other is, "Who is Andrew's father?" Though a few of you figured it out, I'm not telling. You'll see. So...read and review!
To the Reviewers:
KungZoune- A little tease you say? Yeah. You're right. Thanks!
KAT15- Thanks!
Bound-to-Evanescence- Thanks!
Anarane Anwamane- Thanks!
Yaoi-is-gay-13- Don't worry! Help is on the way. I agree though. Poor baby Andrew. Thanks!
Stasha Malfoy- Well I hope you start liking it! This story has been on my mind since the first time I read a Harry/Sev angst fic- Things'll work out! I promise! Thanks for reviewing!
Lalie Elhini Atta- Hmm...what do you mean by "get"? As in there was some potion that made it possible for him to conceive it? If that's the case...no. Male wizards in my world are just built that way and can become pregnant, though I'll probably mention that in the story at some point. Thanks!
Squiddie03- ::laughs nervously and collapses:: Okay. Fact of the matter is...you find that out round chapter 3. And he's trying to tell them. Dursleys' read the letters he sends, so he has to encrypt any message he wants to send. Something'll be done about he evil Dursleys'. Don't worry! Thanks!
SiLvEr FaTeD- Thanks!
Shania Maxwell- Thanks!
Miru Amai A bit kinky aren't you? Don't worry. The abuse is coming. One day I might write a tragic abuse fic just for you...thanks!
Jedi-Bant- Thanks very much! I'll explain better later because the order will realize the same thing after they take care of priorities. Like getting Harry. Not to leave you hanging, it has to do with wandless magic. Trust me, I understand the confusion. Thanks!
Gundam06serenity- Uh...sorry about the shortness, but I can pretty much guarantee they'll all be about that length. Thanks for liking it!
HP's twin- Yay! Someone loves it! Thanks!
Lady-Laffs-a-lot- Thanks!
Inumoon3- Thanks! I'm surprised no one's figured out who Andrew's father is, but I'll keep it a secret for now for suspenses's sake. Harry's magic things were taken away from him so he couldn't hex them. Thanks again!
Domikins- You'll find out later though I shall give you a hint. Think of the title. Who do you think Andy's father is? Definitely NOT Ron though. Ick! I hate Harry/Ron pairings. Thanks!
KagomePotter- Thanks! I like your name! Great cross between HP and Inuyasha!
The-mpreg-spirit- Most likely Jen-Jen. I tend to work with flashbacks! Don't worry, you'll at least get an explanation of his pregnancy! Lol. Thanks!
Hippy Flower Voldie's kid- Lol. Thanks for liking it, though you had the same point as other reviewers. I understand this, so thus it shall be explained more lengty later, but they didn't know because of something to do with wandless magic.
Phoenix5- Don't worry about it! I couldn't even tell it wasn't your language until you told me! Is different a good thing I wonder? Hmm...thanks for the wonderful review and someone will take the hint in this chapter, thought it only follows Harry . It'll be included in a flashback!
Crescomellonin- Yay! You like it! I love the name Andrew! Thanks!
Opal- Thanks for the review! Hmm...the answer to your question lies within wandless magic.
Nickole Riddle- I think that the first chap. Is just a bit confusing, but I will explain everything eventually. Promise. Thanks!
Reaka- Lol. Thanks!
Quills 'N Ink- I'm glad you're willing to give it a chance! Thanks!
Miss Blizzard- You know what? You're my new best friend! You picked up on who the father is! And...you'll have to find out later what he really thinks. Thanks you!
Draco Malfoy-Potter- Thanks!
Lynette-Thanks! I'm glad you like how it starts!
Andromeda's Kitty- Thanks! I'm glad you like how it starts!
Niimura Yume- Thanks! I'm so happy you like it! ï
Chellej-Thanks. I suppose you're going to have to read to find out! I'm working on it!
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Kitty Minky- Love ya much Kit! Thanks for reviewing!
Lonelyheart- Thanks. Unfortunately...I don't think the chapters will be much longer.
Ssjmiraitrks- Thanks much! Check the A/N for the how's or just read the fic. All shall be explained!
SmoothNcreamy- Lol. Calm down I shall explain. Check the last few sentences of the A/N.
Kelly- Thanks!
Thanks to everyone who reviewed! I appreciate it very much!
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Chapter 2- Did you say... 'baby'?
"Idiot boy! I told you not to burn the bacon!" Vernon Dursley screamed at Harry.
"I wasn't trying to Uncle Vernon. But it's a little difficult to wash your car and cook at the same time," Harry replied.
"How dare you talk back to me!" Vernon yelled backhanding Harry across the face. The blow stung but he managed not to fall over.
"Aren't we the defiant one?" Vernon said smirking maliciously. Suddenly Vernon punched Harry in the face and he fell over. He attempted to get up, but was prevented from doing so by a hard kick delivered to his ribs. Harry let out a choked cry of pain.
Vernon pulled him up by the hair.
"Are you going to talk back to me now, freak?" Vernon all but spat.
Harry opened his mouth to speak, but Vernon took that opportunity to punch him in the gut. Vernon released his hair and let him fall to the ground, only to start kicking him again. Harry struggled to say conscious, but it was difficult due to the pain and the fact he was coughing up blood whenever he got a second to breathe. Finally, a kick to his head sent his world spinning and everything went black.
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"Stupid muggles. How could they do this to a 16 year old boy?" Sirius Black asked angrily as he gazed down at the unconscious form of his godson.
Remus Lupin was standing next to Harry and holding his hand. Remus knew Sirius didn't want an answer. It was a rhetorical question after all. Instead he cleared his throat signaling Sirius to cut off his rant as Harry came to.
Harry blinked and sat up, but regret it instantly when his ribs ached and his head swam.
"Potter, you shouldn't be sitting up so soon. I've only just fixed your broken ribs. They'll be sore for a bit still. You also had one nice head wound and it gave you a concussion. I applied some salve to the bruises you have all over your body and its helping them heal quickly. All in all, you should be as good as new in a few days," Poppy Pomfrey said as she carefully laid Harry back down on the hospital bed.
Harry was quiet for another minute before he started to hyperventilate and make an attempt to get off his bed, landing face first on the floor.
"Harry!" Sirius, Remus, and Poppy yelled at once, all helping Harry up onto the bed.
"Where? My baby!" Harry said gasping for air as Sirius and Remus held him down while Poppy selected the appropriate potions.
"Breathe Harry, breathe. I can't understand you," Remus said.
Poppy poured a potion that dulled whatever pain he was in and a calming potion down Harrys' throat. Harry's breathing slowed down to a normal pace, but he kept struggling against Sirius and Remus.
"Let go! I need to go back!" Harry ordered.
"Why would you want to go back there? After everything those muggles did to you!" Sirius asked.
"My baby's still there! You only brought me back!" Harry yelled.
Everyone paused what they were doing. Pomfrey looked shocked, Sirius was gaping, and Remus seemed frozen.
"Your baby?" Remus slowly asked to be sure he heard right.
"Now's not the time," Harry growled, seeing the questions in everyone's expressions. "I need to go back now! I need to get my baby!"
"We're talking about an actual child right?" Sirius asked in a very small voice.
Harry let out a crazed laugh with a few tears of frustration. "No. I'm freaking out over an EARTHWORM! Yes a real baby! You know what? Fuck this. I'm going now," Harry said trying to move again.
"You shouldn't be moving Harry. Where's the baby? I'll go and get him for you," Remus said as he walked to the door of the hospital wing.
"Cupboard under the stairs," Harry replied.
Remus nodded and abruptly left. Harry yawned and relaxed back down onto his bed. The sleep inducing part of the calming potion he'd taken moments ago was starting to kick in. His last thought before he fell into a peaceful sleep was, 'If I don't see Andrew first thing when I wake up, someone's going to die.'
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A/N: So...what did you think? I know it's a bit cruel to leave it there, but at least it's not a cliffhanger. Some of you who've read my stories before know how bad I am when I do that. I'm open to constructive criticism and even flames (but flamers be warned; I flame back). PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO MAKE LONGER CHAPTERS! I just can't do it. That's all for now. Aloha! Hmm...now I've switched over to Hawaiian. Odd.
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