Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. The only thing mine is the story idea.
AN: This chapter is in Letty's POV. I hope you guys enjoy it and if not I apologize. R&R


I can't take it anymore. So many things have changed and yet we have been indignant to realize it. We've tried to fill in the void that Jesse left, but at the end nothing works. I try to reach out for strength and comfort, but I don't find it in the person I need it from the most. For so long I've been the strong one but now I need to fall into his arms and let it all out. However Dom is rarely around anymore. God knows what he's doing or who he's doing. I just can't take it anymore.

"Hey watch it Let! You can hurt someone by throwing tools around!"

"I can't take this shit anymore Vince. I'm tired of pretending everything is fine when its not. We haven't mourned Jesse like we should because we don't want to believe he's gone. But truth is Vince, he is! He's fucking gone and he didn't take me with him."

I finally fall and let everything I was holding in for so long out. Vince stops working on the car and holds me for what seemed forever. He held me like I needed to be held, comforted me and allowed me to cry.

"Shh baby its okay. I know it's hard, I know."

"Why, Vince why? Why Jesse? He had his whole life ahead of him. I want him to come back Vince. I want to see him. Why couldn't it been me instead of him?"

Jesse was like a kid brother to me. I protected him, shared everything with him and I didn't want to accept the fact he was gone. We jumped right back to quoteunquote a normal life but how can it be normal without Jesse.

"Don't say shit like that Let. He would want you to live, to on as the strong girl you are. I know is bullshit what happened to Jesse but things happened for a reason. Just think about it this way. He's in a better place, watching over you, watching over us and he's always here if we keep him alive in our memory. Yeah I know that we've done a shitty job at mourning Jesse, ignoring our pain, wanting to believe he's still around, but maybe it's time to recognize the fact that he is gone. Just keep fighting Let, don't give up. Not now, not ever. Keep fighting, keep your head high for Jesse. He would want that."

I hold Vince's words. I realize that what he's saying is true, I have to keep fighting for Jesse.

I keep holding Vince and he has his arms around me. I can't do this alone.

"I'm here for ya Letty, you know that."

I smile through my tears. He knew what was going through my head.

Without noticing or hearing him come in I hear Leon, "You have me too Let."

I look up at him then at Vince. Dom might have given up on me, but I know that Leon and Vince haven't. I also know that Jesse is counting on me to keep his memory alive.

I wipe my tears and Leon hands one hand to Vince and I. I hold their hands, "For Jesse" and both nod.

I look around the garage. The place isn't the same without the hyperactive Jesse. It hasn't been the same since numbly we buried him. This place no longer feels like home.

I grab my keys and head to my car. Vince and Leon follow me.

"I'm not going home guys. I need a new beginning, a new start. I need a place where I can keep Jesse's memory alive without feeling num. Its time to move on."

The guys nod. I see Vince and Leon go back to the garage and close it down.

Once they are done they come back to me.

"Then we're coming with ya."

I smile and look at both of them. "Okay then, where to boys?"

"Where ever the road leads us to."

We get in our cars and ride into the sunset. I know Jesse is behind it and feel comfort in knowing that he's watching over us.

"For ya little bro."

I rev up my engine and head on east.