A/N: They will act more sad but not all of them know Maggie's dead yet don't forget, just Darry, Courtney and Justine.
Justine's POV.
I swallowed some more vodka and sighed, everything that could go wrong had, nothing ever turned out okay anymore. Tim Shepard was dead, and like, coming back and raping me in my dreams, ewww! Maggie was dead, that was unfair, she was just a little baby, she shouldn't have died yet. Darry prolly exploded, knowing him he prolly didn't cry, just got all pissed off, that's what he did when they died.
I miss them, they loved me, I, mean I guess that the gang loves me but things haven't exactly been going to great lately, since that episode I've been suspended for a week from school, I go back tomorrow. Tim Shepard's funeral was awful, none of us show it but it's in our eyes, we're damn fucking close to snapping, Johnny's been over a couple of times but he doesn't look to good and I've seen him hanging out a Trevor's (everyone knows that Trevor's on crack) and Darry and Courtney haven't exactly been getting along good. Their relationship was tainted when she first came here but after Maggie's death I don't think they're going to get better any time soon.
Nothings going right and I'm damn near killing myself to, I think that I should leave Tulsa as soon as I can, after Pony and Johnny killed that Soc they, the socs that is, started to stay away from us more, they rarely ever jumped any of us, I wished they'd jump Steve though it'd serve him right.
Ponyboy's POV
Everyone is dead! Or that's what it seems like, Courtney told me about Maggie, how could that happen? Tim Shepard killed himself, we don't know why though, but his death sure has effected Justine, she seems way more, Oh I dunno, she just thinks more, she spends lots of time on her own, and her and Johnny and…oh shit I'm crying! Ponyboy stop it! You'll look like a fucking wuss! But it's just, Tim was our friend and Darry's starting to drink again…and cut. I know that he cuts; he used to do it all the time, when he first met Courtney.
Everyone of our friends is being effected by this, something's going on between Steve and Soda too, they're barley talking, that never happens, the only thing I thought that I could count on was Emily but I haven't seen her lately and Taylor, something's up with her, Soda won't tell me whatever it is but something weird is definitely going on. And this is such shit, Two-Bit got jumped the other day, didn't get to roughed up but that means that the Soc's are starting to come over to our territory again.
Soda's POV
Taylor is pregnant! Tim is dead! Could life get much worse? For once in my life I'm not happy, I'm not seeing any bright side to this…I mean I guess a baby is good…but Tay's only sixteen! That's it! She can't have a baby! I'm a dropout! I'm stupid I won't make a good daddy! I'm not the type! I feel so lost and hopeless, I feel so bad, and Steve, god in all the years I've known him I never thought he would leave a girl because he got her pregnant! He's such an asshole! Honestly!
Nothing's going as we hoped, right now everything's just so messed up and I just can't take it much longer, Justine looks ready to break to, maybe I'll invite her to come for a drive with me this weekend, I love Tay and everything but god is she bitchy lately!
Two-Bit's POV
They cancelled Mickey! They will pay!
Shannon
That guy from The Dingo was hott! Man I'd like to see him again, he comes in and we talk all the time, he told me about his friend committing suicide and about his other one's girlfriend coming back with a baby and saying it was his, the friends not Two-Bit's. He told me about how he loved Mickey Mouse and I told him about Inyasha and we discussed the different types of shows for hours.
Everything's so perfect with him. The only problem? He's a greaser. Greasers can't be good people, no matter what, they are dirty, poor people who have rats living in their houses, they are mean and don't care about anyone but themselves. He's so different from that…but he can't be Shannon, he just can't be! Oh god he is! I'm talking to myself because of him Therefore he is turning me insane and he is! Yes Shannon that makes sense! Oh shit you did it again!
A/N: So for the most part they are grieving okay? Okay. Anyway I'm thinking of putting up Darry and Courtney, about when they first met and they're past together, good idea? Review and let me know! Thanks! Peace out guys.
