Hi Im back with something that might actully work this time seens how my storys aren't attracting ne one well ne wayz U know the drill R&R pleazzzzzzz even if its only one worded like: ok, good, great, boring,stupid,sux, and even if u really hate it just put hell and I'll know what you mean well thanx for stopping by on to the disclaimer(yells) Kai do the disclaimer I don't have the heart(starts crying) why can't i own it

Kai: um yeah ok well she doesn't own ne thing literally nothing just the crappy poem

Phoenix: Hey we don't know if its crappy yet you have to let them read it first, well like he said I don't own ne thing literally so here we go!

Kai's Thoughts

Crimson eyes stare at the full moon through the bars on the window blue blade in his hand not paying any attention to the things around him just staring.

Cold and Dark that is what I feel inside

Like I have just enough heart to keep me alive then none to share

What's wrong with me?

Is there something wrong?

Nobody else is like this,

they have something, in them that I don't

I can see it when I look at them.

I want to have what they have,

to be able to feel like they feel.

To feel warm and bright on the inside,

To be able to Smile...

But that will never happen,

As long as I am Here,

Here, here is where I live,

And Here is where I'll die.

Balkov Abbey

I watch in the park as others

blade for fun-pheh-

Fun? What is fun exactly?

Does anyone know?

Most likely not.

What about love?

Does it even exsist?

If it does what is it like?

Does anyone know that?

Has anyone truly exprienced love?

Who knows, I don't.

I wish I did though

I wish I could love and lose.

Hate, Anger, Revenge-

That is all I am allowed to feel

Some people wish they could feel like this.

Void of any emotion

Its not all its cut out to be

Let me tell you

I would die for just one minute

One minute of happiness or sadness

Any emotion except Hate, Anger and Revenge

And to have actual friends

I don't know which I'd like to have more

They both sound so good

Both something so cherished yet hated

Hated by those who cannot have it like me

But then again loved by those like me

"Everyone wants what they can't have"

Isn't that what they say

It's very true, All of us here wish to be free

But that will never happen

Not at all, Unless we die

That is our only escape from here

I wish there was another way

Another way to be free

Free as the night sky, as free as the running rivers!

"Kai, your grandfather wishes to speak to you now! So get your ass out here!"

Well it looks like I am wanted probably to be punished for something or other

Thank you for listening...Dranzer

You are the best.

Well thanx for reading Pleazzz review like I said at the top ne thing you have to say is welcome again thank you for reading!

Peace Out,

Ds Sp