Okay, I loved your reviews- you just need to have faith in me! Im as big a seth crazed kid as you all must be, so i won't let anything crazy happen. I'm gonna write another chapter, This is Lonely Day- By Phantom Planet, who sing the OC Theme song. Other great songs are California (Theme), and In Our Darkest Hour.
Lonely Day- Phantom Planet
Summer POV
The hot pack felt good against your forehead, almost numb the headache, you've had for the past two weeks since it happened. They hadn't found Seth yet, they assumed he was dead. He was on the top floor, if the shooters hadn't got him the fire did. Kirstin had practically moved in with you. She was as heartbroken as you were, and as they say Misery loves company. You watched Sappy movies and ate ice cream all day, bawling your eyes out at every available moment. You avoided movies, with death, boys,love, fire or guns. Which basically left you to two or three disney movies.
"Will this ever end Kirstin, will it ever get better" you ask between sobs, you had watched some TLC decorating special, the host's brown hair had made you think of Seth, once you started crying so did Kirstin.
"Part of my wants to say yes, but the other part feels like i don't deserve to be here, with my son. . . my son. . ." she didn't have to finish.
"I loved him, i still love him, i want to die" you say not even bothering to wipe your eyes anymore, letting your tears freely fall. "I don't want my baby, to grow up without knowing how wonderful his father was, how funny, smart, sexy, I wanted a real family" you say trying to avoid kirstin's gaze.
"But the baby, it's a part of Seth, something that you can keep close to you, as a reminder of your love. I have nothing, That baby, was all he ever talked about before it happened. How much he loved it, and you. oh how he rambled, i wish i could hear his voice just once more" Kirstin says crawling closer to you on the couch.
"But Kirstin, you have the memories, you spent 26 years with him, if i wouldn't have been so superficial, and listened to my heart i could have had more, but no, i care about what my friends thought, and was only able to spend a measly 10 years. I would give up, everything i have, everything. Just to spend another day, even just another hour with him." you were now wrapped up in kirstin's arms. She was about to speak, when you hear Marissa's voice calling from downstairs.
"Summer? Kirstin? We have a guest, I'll bring him up" you gave Kirstin a confused look, wondering who you even cared to see, you knew that if it was Seth, she wouldn't mess around like that.
"TED!" you shout seeing Seth's old friend, standing in the doorway. You get up walked over to him and gave him a big hug, tears where already running down his face.
"I'm so sorry Summer, I tried, I tried" he wept.
"Come on, sit down, what are you talking about Ted" you ask leading him over to the couch next to Kirstin. He takes a deep breath, and looks into your eyes and said.
"We were sharing a room, we had checked in around 3, and by the time we got to the room, before he even un packed he left you that message, said it was the top on his list of prioritires" he laughs "but you always have been, we he got off the phone,we had heard some noise, so we looked out the door, before we even had a chance to hide, to protect ourselves, this man. this man in a black mask, ran down the hall with this, this big gun, he shot me in the arm" he says pointing to the spot, "And Seth in the stomach" Things got hard for Ted, and he took a moment before continuing.
"I could see that he was hurt bad, and i could smell the smoke, hear the screams, i knew we had to get out. I grabbed him by his arm, dragged him out, i told him, to pull through, to think of you, not to make you a widow. I think it helped him, a smile crossed his face, I knew he couldn;t see me, so by the time i had got out to the side walk, i told him I was gonna get help, he stopped me and said" he pauses, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"He said, Tell Summer . . . Tell Summer that I love her. And he blacked out. I was scared, so I ran to a nearby paramedic, i tried to get them to follow me, but they put my arm in this sling first, it wasn't long, not long at all, 5 minutes maybe. but by the time i got back, he was gone."
"I spent the last 2 weeks, combing through nearby hospitals, but he didn;t have any i.d. I asked to see every brown haired guy there. He wasn't anywhere." He begins to cry harder and looks at you.
"I'm so sorry Summer, if I wouldn't have left, he could still be alive. It's all my fault, I 'm so sorry, I shouldn't have. ." You interupt him by putting your hand on his shoulder, the tears silently streaming down your cheecks.
"No Thank you Ted, you did the right thing. There's still hope, I won't rest until i find him.. . . or at least his reamains. No more crying for me. Nope. I'm gonna be strong." you wipe the tears off your face.
"It's what he would have wanted."
Seth POV.
You were still in darkness, so confused, Was this heaven? I need to get home. Your brain screamed. Home to Summer.
Okay, please review. I hope everybody liked, and i hope no one was offended by the acciedent. I tried to keep it un specific so i wouldn't hurt anybody's feelings!
LONELY DAY
I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can't
go back to bed
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day
Everybody knows that something's wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day
I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
