I really like ocobsessedrachel . . . lol here is the next chapter i mean obviously. The song is All for you by sister hazel, someone didn't like it when i put all of the lyrics down, so i will just put a couple verses, if you want it back or you like the new system let me know.

Summer POV

You watched as Danny slept in his new bed, Marissa had fixed you a nurse, you were embaressed that you didn't have one prepared. Time had crept by slowly the past couple days, like the calm before a storm, your body could sense a change, but nothing had happened yet.

"He's beautiful Sum" Marissa says from behind you.

"He looks exactly like his dad" you whisper softly, running your fingers through his soft baby hair.

"um Sum, i was thinking, maybe we should, you know, clean out Seth's closet, give some of the old stuff to the Goodwill or something" she says softly, as if not to enrage you.

"Yeah, i guess he can just buy new stuff when he gets back" you say absentmindedly. Marissa tenses at the comment, but you hardly notice as you slowly walk over to Seth's closet, for the time being Danny's crib was in your room, it made you feel better having a little piece of Seth near you.

"Ha, I remember when he bought this" you say holding up a brightly colored Hawaiin shirt, "From when we went to Tahiti last year, and he tried to take me fishing, that was fun" you say returning it back to it's spot.

"Oh, this was what he wore when we went to Tokyo, he was convinced that he looked mysterious, you know that whole 'stealth' thing from back in the day." you laugh as you return a black sweater next to the Hawaiin Shirt.

You had held up another shirt, as Marissa grabbed it from your hands.

"Hey Sum, why don't I take care of hte clothes, and you can get rid of the shoe boxes" she says motioning to one of the shelves. You just nod, and grab a small step stool, grabbing two boxes, you notice that they weren't empty and you promptly sit down on the floor your legs spread out, and dump out the boxes, a cascade of pictures, and notes and scraps of paper fell out.

You held up one, to find a photo booth of you and Seth, from highschool, it was the weekend after graduation, and you were so excited for life, to enter the real world. You smile as you look at the way he was looking at you, with such love and excitment. Carefully you set it down, and pick up another picture, this one was from the formal your sorority was holding.

You remember the way all of your other sorority sisters were so jealous after seeing Seth in his tux. Smiling you set aside, these and several other pictures. you didn't want to hide Seth, you wanted Danny to know, that his dad was a real person, not just a name.

After sorting through all the pictures you come to a small worn leather book, you open up a tattered page and read.

7/18/ The wedding is in another week. It's hard to believe that in 7 days, i will be married to Summer Roberts. The past 6 years have been a whirlwind, i'm excited for the future. I just hope that I can be a good husband, a good father. I talked to an old friend from school today, he made me realize how lucky i am. He's jumped from girlfriend to girlfriend, heartbreak to heartbreak. I just hope that I never heart her again, i realize that I hurt her by leaving to Portland so many years ago, and i never want her to feel even an iota of that pain again.

Tears welled up in your eyes, blurring the words. you discreetly wiped your eyed, If Marissa knew about this journal she would probably take it from you, she had been so cynical lately, that should be your job. You flip through the book, reminding yourself to read it word for word later that day, you wanted to see when the last entry was, you were suprised to find it just a week before the accident.

9/7 Summer is begining to show, of course i would never tell her that, she looks so beautiful pregnant I had always thought it was wierd when men said that about thier wives, but it's completely different when it happens to you. I also havn't told her that i bought some books. Parenting books, I really don't want to mess this kid up. He should play sports, like baseball, or sailing or basketball. He should love to learn, and make friends easily. He should be happy. I like the name Daniel, it was my mom's grandfather's name, she almost named me after him, but Sandy through a fit. It probably turned out for the best, I couldn't Imagin being anyone except Seth. . .

"Sum what is that" Marissa says walking towards you. You quickly shove the book down the front of your sweats, and smile sweetly at her.

"I have no idea what your talking about Riss, I was just looking through these pictures" you say motioning towards the huge pile next to you. Marissa gave you a strange look but said nothing. You felt a change in her that day.

Marissa POV

"It was horrible Ryan, you should have seen her face, it was so full of hope, like she actually believe he would come back, this isn't high school he isn't gonna come back from a Summer of Luke in Portland." You notice Ryan wince at the reminder, and choose to ignore it.

"I don't know what to do about her" you say sitting down on the couch. Ryan slowly rubs your back.

"I don't know how to get it though her head . . . . . That Seth is dead"

(From before the marriage, and before college)

I had the dream again last night, it felt so real, Summer and I were married, we had a happy life. Then I had to fly to another country, she didn't want me to go, but I thought everything would be okay, I got hurt, I couldn't comback for a long time. Everyone forgot about me, except for her, she knew I was gonna come home, and I did. It felt so real.

Okay i hope you all liked it. This is just for ocobsessedrachel, cuz she gave me a nice review! lol i guess all you others can read it- and if you like it send me a nice review, and maybe i will like you half as much as her! Ha ha ha.

All Of You (Select verses)

Finally I figured out,

But it took a long long time

Now there's a turnabout,

Maybe cause I'm tryin'

There's been times, I'm so confused

Down my road, will it lead to you?

Just can't turn and walk away

And I'd thought I seen it all,

Cause it's been a long long time

Oh bothered that we'll trip and fall,

Wonderin' if I'm alive

There's been times, I'm so confused

Down my road, will it lead to you?

I just can't turn, you walk away

Rain comes pourin' down,

Fallin' from blue skies

Words give out a sound,

comin' from your eyes

Hard to say

Hard to say, it's all for you