Category: Naruto

Genre: Romance/Angst (My... what happen? Usually angst is my main subject...not romance)

Author: DianaLineelu2001

Pairing: Sasunaru, a bit of Nejinaru somewhere

Warning: Shounen-ai... Please, please I beg you, to leave if you hate/abhors the boy love boy stuff for I could not stand to hear you said that I had spoiled your innocence and something like that... Okay, some might say the characters are OOC but please consider thatit was my view on how they changed after years pass by. A BIT of cursing desu...

Disclaimer: Did not own Naruto. Screw the creative disclaimer...

Point Of View: Naruto's.

Comment: Stupid title... -.-u... I hope it is not so lame...

Believe

2: My Jounin Life

Here I am again, in Konoha village. I am now 16 years old and I am a jounin, special jounin. If you come back, you will be very surprised that I have gone this far. Hell, I even surprise myself Sasuke. I do not realize how much the travel with ero-sennin help me until I enter the Jounin examination. During those three years period I have been away from Konoha, I have learn and seen so much things. I have changed –physically and mentally-. I am no longer the obnoxious and annoying Naruto though I still maintain the cheerfulness and optimism. What's on with that stare? Okay... okay, fine! Well yeah, I am still SOMETIMES loud... Just sometimes...

Heh, I can't help that anyway. Being gloomy give me the thought that maybe somehow one of the sound village nins had possessed me or something like that. Kakashi and I always go to that village, you know. We have a feeling that the snake-bastard might still rule the place. If that is true, no wonder the villagers are so boring. They did not talk! Sometimes, I wonder whether they are mute –Kakashi knocked my head when I asked him-. And some other time, I wonder if you are among them. Kakashi once asked me whether I will drag your sorry ass back if we found out that you are here. I say no. I believe that you will come back on your own. He merely smiles and I do not bother to know what he is thinking about it.

Yes Sasuke-jerk... you heard that right. I still believe in you even after 3 years you left me –us-. My trust in you never wavers just because of the white lilies that you put on my table yearly during my natal day. I always remember that I have told only you about my favourite flower. Iruka-sensei –who takes care of my house while I am away with ero-sennin before- wonder who gives it to me? He is the one who told me that the three flowers appear –one by one- during my birthday within those 3 years. I told him I do not know who gave them. It is a secret between us –meh that sounds so girly...-. The flowers you gave me are strange, you know. It never wilts or dies. It is somehow eternal –is that the right word?-

Life is not that bad though I hate the job that I am doing at the moment –being special jounin requires you to kill lots of people. And you must leave no trace of their existence at all-. I could not erase the guilt that build up in me when I think of their family. Tsunade-baa-chan understands that and so she always pairs me up with my best friend, Neji. Hey, he is not that bad if you push aside his obsession for fate and his creepy all white eyes...

I miss you, you know. I really do –Neji... don't give me that stare. Who the hell care that I sound like a love sick puppy!-. You told me in the card that you have put together with the flower to wait for you. You said that you will come back but... I really cannot find any comfort within that plain white paper which is tainted by black ink. There is no guarantee that you will come back with the same heart. Who the hell knows whether you do find someone else out there?

Okay, I should stop my sappy thoughts about you as Neji starts to approach me with that look. It means that he knows very well what the hell I am thinking about... Stupid me... should not be moping here where a lot of people might see. I do not want to explain anything as I do not want to hear any lecture from anyone about giving up my faith in you. Their effort is useless. I will only hear what my heart says.

2nd chappie done! Okay... 3rd chappie iz about... Yup! Hokage Naru-chan! Poor Naru... Sasuke –baka- still haven't come back... Must have been moping somewhere... gotta go comfort him! ja!

Naru-kun: -tugs at Diana's shirt- Mou... Ano sa, ano sa... when can I get my Sasurin back?

Diana: I dunno desu... Let's just wait and see ne?

Naru-kun: So does that means I am definitely gonna be with Sasu-kun?

Diana: Evil Smile. Who knows? Wakaka!

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