Category: Naruto
Genre: Romance/Angst (My... what happen? Usually angst is my main subject...not romance)
Author: DianaLineelu2001
Pairing: Sasunaru, a bit of Nejinaru, one sided Gaaranaru
Warning: Shounen-ai... Please, please I beg you, to leave if you hate/abhors the boy love boy stuff for I could not stand to hear you said that I had spoiled your innocence and something like that... Okay, some might say the characters are OOC but please consider thatit was my view on how they changed after years pass by. A BIT of cursing desu...
Summary: Even when he moves on with his life, even when so many things have happened, Naruto's belief and faith in Sasuke never wavers... Sasunaru.
Disclaimer: Did not own Naruto. Screw the creative disclaimer...
Point Of View: Naruto's.
Believe
3. Hokage-sama: Naruto
Wow, never thought that my dream could come true this fast. Bastard, I am now a Hokage. Of course, a lot of difficulties occur before I am elected to this position. No, it is not about the Kyuubi anymore. That matter has been settled long ago as I have proved that I use Kyuubi's power to protect Konohagure, not harm it. Kyuubi is not really a jerk if you know how to tame her –yes, HER-. The problem is rather about my age. Gaara do not have a problem because he has reach 20 years old. I am only 19, still quite inexperienced though I am –technically- the strongest nin in the village -Honestly, I don't really see how a year gap could make so much difference- .
It takes a lot of persuading from my friends and supporters –geh... I made myself sound like a superstar or something-. The fact that I am the fourth Hokage's son –yup, I am his son...I almost die from shock too- is not enough for them. Finally, the whole village agrees after ero-sennin promised that he will advise me when I do my decision. Of course, that is a shitting bluff. Why the hell will he advise anything when he is the one who said that he trusts my decision? –He had once suggested about turning the genders of the whole villagers into female. Needless to say, I threw him out of my office-.
Even until now, my feelings for you have never fades though so many things have changed. Instead, the emotion I feel for you strengthen due to the increasing amount of white lilies you gave me. Some busybody idiots said that what I feel for you remains because no one else will love me. How wrong they are. I wish they are right though... if things are that way at least I won't hurt anyone's feelings. Gaara –the kazekage- had confessed to me when I was 17 –he was 18-. You do not know how hard it was to tell him that I did not feel the same way. We had suffered the same fate –a monster was caged in us- and I do not want to hurt him. But I had to tell the truth so that both of us will not be trapped further in this pain.
Neji had told me of his feelings about me too. Once again, I broke the heart of my important person. Besides you, Neji is the one that I feel so deeply for. Do not take me wrongly, it is not love. It is an affection that runs deep in our bond. That is why I was so afraid that I might lose him when I rejected him. He looked so heartbroken that I felt myself shredding into pieces. He tried to cover that behind his small smile but I knew he was in pain. I hate myself for being so selfish, you know. But, it is much crueler for both of us if I pretend that I do love him.
Everyone else has moved on. Kakashi is with Iruka –God, I foresee that from miles away- and Sakura is now with thick eye brows –Can you believe that! Hey, I am not mocking you Lee... just joking...-. The only one who still remains solo in our –former- team is me. Sometimes, I wonder if that is worth it. What if you have moved on? But I will still give my faith in you and as you know I am not good at giving up. I will wait for you no matter how long it takes. Thank God my two important persons –Gaara and Neji- do not hate me for hurting them and is always there for me. Gaara is my closest Kage friend and Neji is my most trusted guard. Still, without you... I am lonely.
Naru-kun: Whines Diana! When are you gonna reunite me with Sasuke-kun? Kami sama... I miss him!
Diana: Yare yare desu ne... gomen... Be patient na no da! You will be together again very soon! You can have my word!
Neji: No... Do not reunite him with that jerk... Naruto will be happier with me!
Diana: Umm...
Gaara: -Growl- Chigau desu! Naruto should be with me! I will place him above everyone else!
Diana: Confused... Newayz, review! Nxt Chappie is about 23 yrs old Hokage Naru-kun!
