Fate Can Be Cruel
Shani, who is different from the other pilots of Gundams suffers from an unbearable pain- but if he met April a girl with a secret of her own can they relate? (You have to watch Gundam Seed to know who Shani Andras is).
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed or any of its characters!
Chapter 1: The Pain Within
Finally the war between coordinators and naturals has ended but yet it still left scars in some of us. It changed most of us, emotionally and physically. For me, Shani Andras it changed me forever. I was turned in to something I'm not just so naturals would have a chance against the coordinators. I was injected with a syringe that I came to rely on to stay alive. I see everyone else around me adapting to it: Crot, and Orga. Everyday I live in a world of hate and pain. I detest those who did this to me. Over time it seems as if I set up a wall around me from the whole wide world. I can trust no one, I can love no one. I now absolutely detest the word love. I also learned to keep my emotions within, they are what makes people weak. For now I am trying to heal myself.
Author's Note: this is my first fic so be nice, the other chapters will be longer. Later!
