1I stared at him blankly. What should I do? I was facing the one I loved the most, the one I hated the most, the one who was tearing my heart apart.

Remember all the times he hurt your fragile heart.

Don't go back.

Run.

I started to cry again. It was so confusing, to face that special person, the person who I truly love.

But if you truly love him, why didn't you wait for him to come out of his house? To cling onto him , to tell him that your sorry.

There he was, looking at me with those beautiful golden eyes. Telling me to come home. But why? So he can kick me out again?

That's why, just run away. That's why you came here, right?

But he is waiting in the rain for me, holding out his hand, telling me it's okay to be in his life again, if he didn't love me, why would he be here?

Your wrong, to him, your just another person he likes to screw with.

"No." I said looking down, clenching my fist. I can't go back to him. It wouldn't feel right.

He stared at me. Just so emotionless, not even know what's going through his mind.

Just stop looking at me.

Go away. You don't really want me, you don't. No one does, no one likes me, I'm just another teenager with a screwed life that I can't fix.

"Shuichi," Yuki said his voice getting angry, but I could tell that his voice had a shot of panic through it. "Come home.

I clenched my teeth, also getting angry. "No! All I am to you is a sex toy! Isn't it? You never said you loved me! I've always told you I loved you, but you didn't seem to care! You came here at the last minute because I'm finally wanting to leave you! I hate you Yuki! I hate you!" I screamed getting all these feelings and words that had been crammed inside of me for so long. I couldn't see what his face expression was, it was too dark, and my eyes were blurry from crying so much.

Now how does it feel now? You were too late Yuki, your time is over. I'm moving on now.

I took a step back. Then another. You left a huge stain on my life, you're a heartbreaker, but, can I ever let you go? Could I ever forget about you? Can I find new love? Someone who will treat me like I should be treated? I started to run from him. Running into the woods, so no one could find me. I could get on a bus and leave him. I can do that. But I would be leaving everybody behind. I don't care. I can write to Hiro from a motel.

Some things in my life will never change, but my life for Yuki will. I'm sorry Yuki, I'm so sorry I'm leaving you now.

I heard a faint cry out for my name, but kept running.

My legs started to get weak. My arms pumping by my side, my throat hurting like someone kept on sticking needles through them over and over again. I can't stop now. Not now.

I ran for a few more minutes until I tripped over a root and fell roughly to the ground. My whole body hurt, I needed to sleep. I closed my eyes forgetting about the pain for awhile. I couldn't go to sleep yet, wait until the bus Shuichi, you can make it.

I opened my eyes and slowly got up. I looked down at myself. Mud and water covered my body. I could fix that. If I slip into Yuki's house while he is still gone, I can get stuff I need.

I found myself out of the woods. I was only two blocks own from Yuki's apartment. I could run the rest of the way there. I ran, forgetting about the pain, making my full attention on the apartment. Crashing through the door to his house, I pulled off my clothes while running to the bedroom and getting new clothes on from the drawer. I grabbed my backpack from the floor, stuffing clean clothes into the pockets. I grabbed paper and a pen so I could write to Hiro, and put new shoes on. Then I was on my way. To start a new world. Without my career, without my family. And without Eiri Yuki.


Hope you liked this chapter. Hopefully you did. I was thinking about what to put in this chapter, and hey, just let the words come out, ya' know? I'm thinking what exactly should happed. But I won't tell you. :P Next chapter hopefully up soon!

Love always,

wolfwater