Pain, Love, And Betrayal

By Tainted13Innocence

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Chapter 1: Broken Inside

Pairing: Peter/Remus/Lily/James

POV: Peter


She stole him from you. She made him fall for her and then she married James and broke his heart. And who did he run to? He ran to Sirius. Not to you, Sirius. Remus was the only person you ever loved, and that was why you stayed with them through all the years of torment and ridicule. That was why you didn't mind being the lackey or the tag-a-long. Because he was there and he defended you and you fell in love with him.

But he never loved you. He never even liked you very much. He just felt more sorry for you than anyone else. And that's why the pain is so unbearable. Because he considered you his best friend, and he would have died for you, but he didn't love you. Not like you loved him.

And so you decided to make it so you were the only person he could turn to. You decided to kill James and Lily so that she was dead. And then you decided to frame Sirius so that Remus would only believe in you.

But your plan was foiled, wasn't it? You were forced into hiding and when you finally resurfaced, Sirius was back and Remus hated you. And now, now that Sirius is dead you just can't beg for forgiveness because you know that Remus is too broken to give it to you.

And it hurts you, it hurts you so much to see him in this pain. Why?

Because you're the one that caused all of his pain, you're the reason he is broken.

And you don't know what hurts worse, being broken because of love, or breaking the only person you've ever loved.