Flash Backs Of Me

By: Daddy's Girl2

Disclaimer: I don't anything by Lizzie McGuire or Any songs by Hilary Duff

Summary: Lizzie is now in the music business and her songs she writes reminds her of the person she used to be before she left Hillridge (her hometown) the people she left behind ,The one love she had loved back ,moving uptown of California has changed her life ,But this story explain the feelings she left behind.

Chapter Three: Underneath This Smile

Special Thaxs to metamorphosis00 for ur very nice review Thank you again for the review……..now on w/the story

Lizzie POV

What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry

I stood there just still looking at him in complete shock, once I got back to myself I jumped in his arms crying in his arms I can't believe this is happening to me? I said to myself as he embraced me back, after a moment we let go of each other and I invited him in. He sat on my bed as so did I and then I grab his hand rubbing the back of his hand with my thumb as he used his other hand and wiped my tears from my face. I can't believe you're here? I said looking at him. Me either I couldn't stand it with Miranda's problem anymore …..I couldn't do it without you Liz? He said looking down til I lifted his head to look at me .Gordo I couldn't bare not having you around anymore it got lonely even when I had my fans it still not the same without you, you are my life desire …youget me through the day….and I love you more then anything at all. I said smiling at him as he smiles back at me.

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile

He leaned forwards and whispered. I love you too Liz I always will. He leaned back and kissed me as I kissed him back.

I have walked this earth with broken bones
I've been keeping secrets under all these lights
But when you're around my defenses go
You don't let me run away from you
You don't let me twist and turn the truth
It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room

We released the kiss and I started talking again. You know I'm glad you came you know. I said looking at him still smiling. I'm glad I came to but I better go I know your gonna be very tired if I stay here any longer here .Gordo was beginning to get up until he heard Lizzie laughing up a storm and stopped and turned around and looked her. What so funny? He said looking at me. You silly boy you can stay with me, here on my bed tonight& tomorrow because your going nowhere tonight, but here with me so make yourself comfortable next to me for tonight. I said to Gordo as he changed his clothes and cuddled next to me in bed as we made out for a little before going to bed. Before going to bed I played with Gordo's hair as he closed his eyes I whispered something to him. I love you so much. I said and I was surprised he heard me. And I love you so much more Lizzie. I leaned my head down and kissed him goodnight as he kissed me back and I laid my head on is chest as he moved his hand to my back as we fell asleep.

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
Underneath this smile
Oh, yeah

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
Underneath this smile
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this
Underneath this
Underneath this smile
What I'm standing on is sinking in

Next Chapter is Holler it may be a bit sexual in this next chapter

Love ya guys Danielle