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The first time I saw you I cried because I knew I would have to let you go one day. You were persistent in winning my love and I was persistent in avoiding you but we all meet in due time and when we were alone I went crazy. I wanted you and you wanted me it was something in the air. I was you and you were me and we were one and we were two different souls at the same time.
When we first kissed I remember wanting to cry because I was so scared. No man had ever loved me just as much as you did and I didn't want you to leave. You were so more experienced then I but I guess that was a good thing because the best times together was when I was learning. You were so gentle and calm I loved you with my heart and soul.
You were beautiful when I first saw you I thought you were an angel sent to me to protect me from my lord. Little did I know we would be saving each other from the pain and anguish our pasts had to offer. My feelings were resurfaced when you walked through the door twelve years later.
You still walked the same as you had before, only you were less stable and confident; your eyes still conveyed the emotion they had originally conveyed to me so many years ago. I had thought I had forgotten about you; I thought I had stopped loving you but I guess you are my addiction Sirius.
I stepped towards you as if giving you the go ahead to come closer to me. Strangers in a familiar world we were and you stepped near to me until we were a breath apart. You smelled of a musty attic and it made me wonder where you had gone on your journey to me. I knew in your eyes that you had escaped for Harry and not me and I knew so much just in your eyes as I used to be able to do. I used to be the best at reading the minds of others but recently I had lost it. When you kissed me I felt at home and I felt back where I belonged; in the arms of a lover. In the arms of the one who had taught me and cared for me.
I don't even remember speaking a word and I think I had forgotten your voice until you pulled back from my wondering hands and smiled at me. You said three simple words to me, three simple words that made me think.
"I love you," you said cradling my face in your hands. You leaned in to kiss me and out of instinct I stepped away.
"Sirius, go take a shower." You just stared at me. Slowly your mischievous smile crossed your worn but beautiful face.
"Do I smell that bad?" As you spoke to me I closed my eyes as a flood of euphoria came to me. I loved that voice, as I loved you too.
"Yes you do," I placed my hand on your chest and kissed you.
"Would you like to join me Kate?"
"No. You'll become to distracted I'm afraid. Now go take a shower and I'll make you something to eat and maybe then if your still in the shower will I join you."
"So are you telling me to take my time?" He said
"I'm telling you to take a shower now go. And don't tell me you forgot where the shower is and you need me to show you."
You smiled at me again, "You've got me pegged Kate." And you left for the shower.
I made you dinner; some pasta because it was your favorite and you still hadn't come to meet me so I kept my promise. I walked into the bathroom and shut the door; I knew you had heard me. I slipped out of my clothes and stepped into the walk in shower.
"I knew you would see it my way Kate." And we kissed; and we made love. I had forgotten what it was like with you and you had reminded me so intensely and with such passion. I cried because I knew in my heart I would only have to let you go once more when the time came. And this time it would be even harder.
