Author's notes: Ok.. this is a sad excuse for a NaruHina... but I'm not really inspired right now, and although I adore this couple, I can't seem to write them well :S
Pairing: Naruto and Hinata
Genre: Angst, Romance
Sick of this life
I'm so lonely... I'm sick of this life and I don't know how I can stand still... everything seems to be falling apart... my friends are there but I can't seem to see them. It's like I walk past them and ignore them just because they can't feel my pain...
I'm so tired...
I want to scream, I want to let all my anger go away but I can't do it! Why can't I be more like Sakura...? Or Ino? Or Tenten...!
They're such strong kunoichis... all I do is stutter! I'm not good at anything and I can't even defeat Neji nii-san...
I'm weak...
Hyuuga Hinata was walking in the dark. She was always a shy and quiet girl... nobody knew how much she was hurting...
Some days she felt like this... she just wanted to disappear of the face of the earth... on this particular day, she walked into the bridge near the river and wondered if it was deep enough for her to sink?
She laid her head in her small hands and watched the river with sad looking eyes.
"Oi, Hinata!"
She looked at him startled.
"Na-Naruto-kun..."
He grinned and scratched the back of his head.
"What are you doing here all alone, Hinata?"
She played with her fingers and blushed a little, the sadness never leaving her eyes.
"Ano... I'm just watching the river... and the stars..."
He approached her and looked at the river.
"It's looks beautiful... buuuuuuuuut boring! Let's go get some Ramen, Hinata! I'll pay!"
She blushed and looked at the ground, nodding slightly.
He grinned and grabbed her hand, pulling her away.
"Let's go!"
She giggled quietly. Yes, she was sad... she was depressed and she wanted an easy way out... but seeing Naruto... so full of life and so caring... it made her want to enjoy that happiness with him...
If only for one night...
Tomorrow it would be another day... and she would still be depressed. But this time, she had a cute blonde shinobi to thank for saving her... Naruto...
17/05/2005
