Courtney: (Pushes away from Jay) No!

Jay: Courtney! I'm trying to make up for what I did to you, how I left you! And are kid!

Courtney: (Shakes her head) you can't make up for what you did Jay…

Jay: Why not Courtney? Huh? Why can't we just start are relationship over? Take care of Ryan together.

Courtney: Jay…we can't start over! You hurt me to bad! Im not letting you do it again! And as for Ryan…don't even think about it.

Jay: He's my kid to!

Courtney: Maybe by blood…but my definition of father is not what you are.

Jay: Courtney come on! I've changed!

Courtney: Your right…you have changed…but I don't think it's for the better...

With that Courtney turns around and heads for the daycare.

Jay's POV

Jay went to the only place he thought of…The Dot. He didn't know why he went there instead of Sean's Place…but he just wasn't in the talking mood.

I went to a booth and sat down. Spinner came over.

Spinner: Hey Jay what' ya want?

Jay: (sadly) nothing…im just here to think.

Spinner: Okkkk

(Spinner sits down)

Spinner: Ok so what did you do?

Jay: I didn't do anything

Spinner: Riiigt so what'd ya do?

Jay: If I tell you this you have to swear on your life you will not tell.

Spinner: I swear

Jay: Spin im serious if anyone finds out I told you this ill personally hunt you down.

Spinner: Ok I won't tell anyone.

Jay: Ok so you know that new girl Courtney?

Spinner: Yeah

Jay: Well her and I have a big history

Spinner: Like?

Jay: You sure you wanna know?

Spin: Just tell me already.

Jay: Ok well about a year and a ½ ago we had been dating…for about 2 ½ years.

Spinner: Ok?

Jay: Ok well one day she called me and said that…

Spin: She said that?

Jay: She said she was 2 months pregnant…and it was my kid.

Spinner: What!

Jay: I know…I stuck around till she was about 5 months pregnant. I was afraid about the baby and I figured she was giving it up for adoption anyway so I took off and I ended up in Degrassi.

Spinner: So you didn't even know what she was doing about the baby?

Jay: No…after I found out about the baby I got really distant from her.

Spinner: But why wouldn't she keep the baby?

Jay: She's never really had a good home life…neither of us have so I figured she would want the baby to grow up somewhere nice... which is probaly why she moved here. She told me she wanted to start her life over with just her and Ryan…but she had no Idea I was going to be here so I guess that ruined her plans.

Spinner: Ryan?

Jay: The kid.

Spinner: Oh, ya know Jay I never really thought of you to be the long term relationship guy.

Jay: I used to be…but when I moved here I felt like I needed to change…so I did.

Courtney's POV

Courtney walks down Maple Street towards the daycare.

She is thinking of all of things Jay had said to her…was he telling the truth or was this just another lie?

Courtney was snapped out of her thoughts when she heard her name being called.

Emma: Courtney!

Court: Hey Em!

Emma: What's up?

Court: umm nothing I was just going to pick up my…brother from daycare.

Courtney hated that she had to lie to Emma but it was for the best right?

Emma: Oh I was just going to pick my brother up from there to.

Courtney: That's cool.

Courtney pushes open the door to the daycare and walks over to the front desk with Emma.

Secretary: Who are you here to pick up?

Courtney: Ryan Harrison

Secretary: What about you? She says pointing at Emma

Emma: Jack Simpson

Secretary: I'll be right back with them.

They wait there for about 5 minutes when finally the Secretary comes out with 3 year old Jack (don't know how old he is but he's 3 now.) and Ryan.

Jack: (runs over to Emma) Emma!

The secretary hands Ryan to Courtney and goes back behind the desk and goes back to what she was working on.

(Courtney and Emma walk out the door)

Emma: Ryan is so cute Court!

Court: Thanks. She says staring down at her son.

Emma: Ok I know this is going to sound really weird but did you ever notice how much Ryan looks like Jay? It's kinda weird. It's like he's Jay in baby form except with your hair.

Court: (in her head) Shit! I knew he looked like Jay but…what am I going to do? I should just tell her, I know I can trust Emma. (Out loud) Em I have to tell you something…Ryan isn't my brother…he's my son…and he looks like Jay because…Jay is his father.

Emma…